byebye 2008,hello 2009

Happy New Year People =)

Hereby i sincerely hope that 2009 is not a hard year because the economy might be going through a downfall in Malaysia next year,due to the sub prime thingy. =/

Bless y'all =)

May 2009 coated with sugar,spice and everything nice =D !

love,xin

tagg

第一 ：被点者请在自己的 BLOG里写下答案
第二 : 请传另外十位的人
第三 : 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了
第四 : 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^‘幸福套餐^开始咯!!^^~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~~**~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~*幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : xin
02 年龄 : 18'08
03 生日 : 20.08.1990
04 星座 : Leo
05 兴趣 : music,reading(yeah..the habit that i picked up recently),online,piano and games.
06 专长 : 0.0 dono?
~**~*~*~**~**~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~**~*~**~**~*~*~***~**~*~*~**~**~*~**~*~**~**~*幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : no
02 是否在交往? : no suka mana ada bersama liehh.
03现在幸福吗? : yeap :D
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : courage is the thing i wanted.i can achieve a lot of things with it...kakaka
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话? : o.o lor.
~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~***~*~*~*~*幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是 : aki
02 他是你的 : besties/ex-classmate
03 他的个性? : values friendship,relationships and quite a typical 'Leo' person. :D
04 认识他多久? : since form1
05 你觉得他怎样? : good of course.
06 你想对他说什么 : life is about enjoying.The ups and downs turn to memories and enhances the future of your path of life. So keep running ! :D
~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~*~**~**~*~**~*~**~***~*~**~*~*~*~***~*~**~*~**~*~**~**~*~**幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : comedy.
02 最爱的音乐 : Jazz,classical,K-music,J-music,electronica etc etc etc
03 最爱的季节 : I would love to say Fall but there's only SUMMER 24/7,365 days in Msia.
04 最爱的卡通 : pikachu :D ?
05 最爱的人 : meeeeeeee xD
06 最爱的颜色 : purple
07 最爱的国家 : Malaysia lah of course *sacarsm*
08 最爱的天气 : Rain
~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~**~**~*~**~**~*~***~**~**~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~**~*~**~**~*~*~*幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望 : i want 3 more wishes *grins*
02 你是很专一的人吗 : dono?
03 最深刻的回忆? : not sure. the time i spent with frens/family?
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : okok la.still lousy =.=
05 你很爱微笑吗 : oso okok lah?
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : nope..will strive for it.
07 妄想什么样的生活 : to be super rich.wakaka
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : no..

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点者了. ~*~*~*~**~~**~*~~*~**~*~**~**~*~**~*~~***~~**~*~*~**~~**~*~**~*~***~*~~*~*~*
~NAME LIST~
i don't want to tag anyone :D

lately..

for so many reasons that im not updating my blog like before..
one of them is simply im not in the mood :)
a lot happened..a lot of stuff is going around
but im just too lazy to rant xD
hence, a short hiatus for my blog until something happen :D

something random:
been reading the: Rules of Life (re-reading..actually.)
been watching a lot of: Stephen Chow's old movies.
been listening a lot lately to: Alicia Keys - Superwoman
been playing a lot of: DJMAX Clazziquai Edtion (PSP) , Persona 4 (PS2) etc etc
been planning a trip to: Malacca on the 27th to 28th of Dec
been hanging around a lot with: my dear cousins
been looking forward to: a better year ahead-2009

a very early Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year to you people :)

love,xin.

actually..

can't take it anymore.
i'll do something about it.
but sometimes, please go easy on me kay..
i can take criticisms, but to entertain these remarks ain't easy all the time.
as a human being, i have feelings too.
peace =)

被媚慧打刻~

(1)被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(2)请老实回答每一个问题。
(3)不行擅自涂改题目。
(4)写完请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
(5)点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
(6)那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回－给你填问卷的人

--------------------[壹] 個人題－10題------------------
[1]你叫什么：陈俐欣
[2]你的綽號：xin
[3]你的血型：O型
[4]你的星座：狮子座
[5]你是男還是女：不男不女 xD
[6]你幾歲：18+
[7]你住哪里：面临危机的地球
[8]你現在的學校：明年三月，Monash University
[9]你有沒有手機：有
[10]承上，那是多少: 哈米？

---------------[貳]朋友題－10題-------------------------
[11]你最要好的朋友(限1個) ：棋
[12]你最討厭的人（限1個）：很讨厌人是件麻烦的事情。
[13]你最正的女性朋友（限1個）：Min yi
[14]你最帥的男性朋友（限1個）：本人就是很少男性朋友，答不出
[15]什么樣的女生你最討厭：喜欢讲/听流言，海鲜一族。
[16]什么樣的男生你最討厭：海鲜一族，每天烦感情世界却不努力读书/工作。
[17]你的好朋友有誰（不限）：ki,kuon,rosy,jern han,elaine
[18]你經常和那位朋友出去：kuon,ki,elaine,rosy
[19]你身邊最憨的朋友（限1個，不能自己）：抱歉，华语不好，不明白 ==
[20]你身邊最可愛的朋友（限1個）：pey ling xD

----------------[叁]感情題－15題---------------------
[21]你有沒有喜歡的人：不知道
[22]如果有，那他叫什么：男人 :)
[23]如果沒有，你希望什么時候有另一半：一切随缘
[24]到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：不记得啦，不过应该有。
[25]到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：不记得了
[26]到目前為止，你交過多少個男/女朋友：1 到 100 以内，hoho.
[27]你現在有另一半嗎：没有
[28]你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣嗎：就这样，谢谢你 :)
[29]你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：不会
[30]你為什么會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：why ?
[31]你和另一半牽手過嗎：有
[32]你和另一半抱或親過嗎：100% 没有，不要被吓到 xD
[33]你跟異性牽手過嗎：有？应该吧。
[34]是誰，你們什么關系：猪朋狗友 :D
[35]現在有人在追你嗎：本人没有谴责 :D

------------------[肆]混合題－10題-------------------
[36]如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：难过，但是她一定有她的理由和人生，不必强迫。
[37]如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會怎樣：看情况，看人。
[38]如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會怎樣：随她
[39]如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：有哪里比家更温暖？
[40]你上課認真嗎：认真，还有证人叻 xD
[41]你上課都在做什么：上课？
[42]你功課好不好：还好
[43]你開電腦都在干嘛：听歌，下载东西，看anime
[44]你的即時通有多少個同性：我也想知道
[45]你的即時通里有多少個異性：我也想知道

--------------------[伍]兇手題－10題-------------------
[46]傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：媚慧
[47]這個人對你好不好：ok啊 :D
[48]這個人是你的誰：老同学
[49]你有喜歡過這個人嗎：喜欢
[50]你們認識多久了：3年？
[51]這個人是怎樣的人：漂亮，善良，喜欢设计
[52]這個人正/帥嗎：正
[53]這個人有沒有喜歡過你：不知道？
[54]這個人跟你有沒有在一起過：我们同班啊
[55]萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎樣辦：人家名花有主了 xD

--------------[陸]聯想題－10題-------------------------
[56]說到正妹你會想到誰：angelina jolie
[57]說到帥哥你會想到誰：东方神起
[58]說到憨你會想到誰：==又来？！
[59]說到癡你會想到誰：我
[60]說到暗戀你會想到誰：他
[61]說到出去玩你會想到誰：家人
[62]說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：振汉
[63]說到傻子你會想到誰：他
[64]說到笑點低你會想到誰：我？
[65]說到愛笑你會想到誰：rosyyyy

-----------[柒]學校題－11題------------------------
[66]你的班導是誰：啊？
[67]你的座位是第幾排第幾個：没有固定的
[68]你最喜歡的老師是誰：Ms.Prathiba :) teacher im not dreaming in class yar !
[70]你的英文好嗎：中等
[71]你的體育好嗎：看我的体重就知道啦 xD
[72]你的數學好么：这次大考可以过关，就已经偷笑了。
[73]你喜不喜歡你的校長：没有校长
[74]你的學校好看嗎：还好啦
[75]你的班級是：有4种班: accounting,economics,mathematics and english
76]你的班級在幾樓：二楼？

---------------[捌]點名題－8題---------------------------
不想点名，har har.
犯了很多规矩，sorry 啊

-欣

wee

mood: joyful
music: Romance (Seoro's Edit) - House Rulez



lazy to talk about penang :p
pics will be uploaded later..
next destination : malacca
and maybe after malacca trip : cameron highlands with the penang gang again :)

Xmas is coming ! Goin anywhere people? :DD



btw,results came out and yea, it was okay.



Life's pretty !

Taken in Ikea.Bitten by the shark woi.Sorry cuz i look retarted.harhar..

stay tuned :D





-xin

the return of the xin

mood: supposed to be panic but not.
music: none.told ya.running out of songs.people,i need songs.

MUFY-ians.Results are out :)
no.that smiley up there does not represent JOY or RELIEF.
that means,i haven't got an access through the bloody Monash website to view my results.
I have been having difficulties viewing my results during sem 1..
so i guess i'll wait till friday to call up Mr Lee and have him to tell me my results STRAIGHT ONTO MY FACE.
Ugh.Great.
anyways. i am emotionally prepared so...
bring it on yeah.

J-Card Day in Jaya Jusco,Bukit Tinggi.
Jusco's one heck of a brilliant company.
Revenues will definately shoot up,higher than skyscrapers.
Just look at the crowd and it will make you wonder: are those stuff FOC ? lol..
i think it a brilliant idea from Jusco...yeah.
but with the crazy crowds ? hell no..
one trip to the departmental store gives you sore toes and aching neck.
those people..they wouldn't even care..or to put in this way..they don't even have time to say sorry after having their trolley rammed (okay perhaps not so bad..) on people's toes or whatever.
but hey, the offers for bras are definately worth all the troubles and frustrations. xD
bought some stuff and left early before something bad happens.harhar.
overall, one friendly advice : pillows, bolsters, comforter and all the bedsheets are ALWAYS having discounts and clearance sales. not only during J-card days :) yeah ?

im supposed to post about the penang trip..
yeah that was one of the best trip i ever had..haha..
stay tuned :) or i'll skin you :)

-xin

mood: lol..pissed?

music: none..hey im running out of songs.

freaking pissed.

dude, get a life.

annoying 10 to 20 calls per day is not nice.

i want a life,and you are not included.

the heck.

told you off nicely and you ignored it.

by the wayyyy...im going to penang this saturday..wohoo~will be back on monday.

it's been quite some time..awww i missed penang xD

food,sunset,beach,new friends(hope so?) and wine and partayyyyy

of course im under my parents' supervision :)

going with my family,uncle's family,and 3 of my dad's friends and their families.

pretty big group huh.

please don't rain.my dear sky :))

oh and a bit of the photo mania. :) harharhar..

random ones, as usual.

puuh..imma avid fan of Starbucks :) Found this thing in Jaya 33..bought it cuz i was curious LOL.

Those weren't mine,unfortunately. :(

This stuff's good.Thomas Kemper in Vanilla Cream flavour.I liked it as it is not too sweet, unlike the other fizzy drinks. You can find it in Jusco Bukit Tinggi and they have the Root Beer flavour too xD. I bought this in Jaya 33 tho.

The unexpected.My dad actually bought this Seiko watch for me because he bought a watch for my brother.Love ya dad <3..i'll>

I drank so quickly and it made me a lil tipsy.So much for 4% alcohol.

Nite people.I love penang :)

-xin

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mood: quirky
music: capsule - pleasure ground

yadda yadda yadda yadda........

lame..

results mao keluar liao lar.


A question : short hair or long hair for me ? Contradicting lar..

-xin

小醉

不喜欢醉的感觉
因为会勾起很多回忆
不喜欢头昏脑胀的感觉
因为那个时候真的很开心
而那种感觉
已经不可能再有了。



还有，4%的酒精都那么厉害了啦==？
asahi, 真有你的==
大家，早抖。

taggged

by cynee this time xD

having a downpour lately and i just recovered. =/
i need exercises,food and a good mood to usher the upcoming trip with my family with my dad's friends..and also a calm mindset to receive my test results,which will be disclosed on the 11th of december.

yay to me !! xD




1) Do you think you're hot?
Hot..as in my emotion xD. I just finish the 30th chapter of Moonlight Resonance. Guess why im feeling hot then xD

2) Upload a favourite picture of you!


sorry.and obviously the left one is mua. =)

3) Why do you like that picture?
Er..because i was only "cute" that time? and because im like an old hag now =.=

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
a few months ago i suppose?

5)The last song you listen to?
capsule -More more more

6)What are you doing right now beside this?
cakap dengan bro+looking at the tv cuz he's playing FF12

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
er...li xin/xin was okay.

5 people you tag:
ki
kuon
rosy
xeon
han

8)Who is number 1?
one of my besties ~ my future biz partner also :)

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
sherman guek xD

10)Say something about number 5?
tall, happy, smart ass, my close friend xD

11)How about number 4?
One happy,lucky guy now =p

12)Who is number 2?
my besties, sifu :)

-i won't take a knife and thrust it on your neck if you don't do this tag whey xD.so chill okay..xD-

today was a fun day...nothing is better than an outing with my family.cheers :D

why

family.
is something very important.

please..

haih.
********

even if there's only 4,short words..

im still happy.
********


emotions swirling..

seeking for salvation..




-xin

the current things

mood: DJ Max Clazziquai Edition Mode
music: the hollow sound of the air

First of all.I love Clazziquai. my fav electronica/house/jazz korean group.
Secondly, I love DJ Max.
Thirdly, I love PSP.
andden they make me happier,by making a Clazziquai Edition for DJ Max in the PSP.
how cool is that 8D ?
been playing DJ Max portable like for a few days and im addicted.

and it's something like this.if the graphic's too small,visualize O2JAM then.

it's pretty tough to play for me..
although the notes are not THAT HARD (so far) compared to O2JAM'S notes which drop like the speed of lighting..but 2 thumbs for 6 buttons is a challenging for me T.T.
Just like the other DJ Max Portable series, the controls for Clazziquai Edition can go up to 8 buttons -.- (i don't know about this,heard it's on another Version called the Black Square) plus the analog stick..
wtfish.i find difficulties hitting MAX 100% for the whole song.
still! it's one of the biggest reasons why PSP is my fav console.
i still want XBOX 360 thou.....ps2 is getting old and ps3 is waaaaaaaay too costly and not worth it.


I've been having a super lazy holiday.
1 week plus is enough to turn me into a worm.
To think that i still have another 3 months plus of break..i have no idea what i'll turn into 0.0
well...the annoucement of my results are like a few weeks away..
im worry yah.but i'll just enjoy life now and worry later xD.
will find something *meaningful* to do other than idling in the house watching dramas,playing games and dating with the pc or go out with friends.

and this.
唐心风暴之家好月圆..is the current drama im watching.
wa.when i reached second chapter,i feel like cussing already.真的很火叻 xD
i seldom watch dramas,cuz i always prefer a good laugh rather than sniffing and sobbing with wet tissues or getting all cranky over a show.
therefore, i always prefer anime. bwahaha.
but this drama's really nice. =) i liked it as it greatly emphasizes on family issues.
i watched 唐心风暴，but i prefer this..

gotta hit the sack d..its 3.32 am in the morning..
buh bye :)


-xin

long forgotten tag

RULES:

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

tagged by : rosalind de lee pey ling or just call her pey ling xD

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
Ignorance is bliss.I need more time to conquer the world *coughs*,rather than taking revenge on a flea =) or pea-head =)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Conquer the world !

3. What is your dream?
To suceed in life.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
1)invest it
2)save it
3)travel around
4)donate it to those who needed it.

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
er.no?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone.to find someone you love is hard and being loved by someone whom you don't love is pain in the arse.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
3-5 years..again,it depends on how deep it went..lol..but still..gotta move on...right?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
move on,an attached guy is a no-no.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
i don't like acting and i suck at it.imma stiff and laughs easily.

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
why not..masih kawan mah.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
a..good woman xD ? bwahaha.

12. What's your fear?
test,exam results,fail my tests.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look at the clock ?

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
again,it depends.but

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
duh.someone which i really love.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive and forget.no point bawling over something.it's a burden.

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
in the meantime,single.

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,
wow !!! =.=

i tag :
ki
kuon
jinyen
xeon
bee
zm

cho random

mood: blue
music: Journey - Yiruma

Don't really know why i blog xD
my holiday pattern is really typical ~
wake up~
eat~
gaming~
pc~
psp~
anime~
manga~
movie~
sleep~
its a 180 degree change from my previous lifestyle
is this really okay xD ??

wanna start my job..

well..=3

-xin

uber lame

mood: can't you see the sun is like...freaking high and glaring today?
music: you are the reason - Capsule

Firstly, i need a job :) I need cash !

Secondly, i wanna buy DBSK's Photobook: A Week Holiday (Both Camping and It's Stylish),which costs me a "cool" RM400 =.= but if i don't buy now,the value of the photobook will appreciate later.no choice :) dbsk whey.

Thirdly, i haven't get my copy of the MIROTIC album.went pyramid right after my econs paper..but i didn't see any of it T.T. Midvalley got ? Tower Records?

Fourthly, i want my PSP like NOW.I wanna play DJMAX portable.I even got the clazziquai edition.then my PSP adapter is freaking BROKEN now.wtf.

Fifthly,im kinda hooked onto Guitar Hero :)

Thats all for now.FREAKING BLOODY HOT.the weather i mean.

-xin

overdoing things?

mood: freedom-ing
music: none

firstly,li xin claims that this is NOT an emo post
in my humble opinion, writing about feelings doesn't make a person emo :)
secondly,im not directly talking about romantic relationships althought it more or less contributes and points out some of my feelings.
thirdly,i have no idea why on earth i need to make clarifications xD
DENG !

sometimes i wonder: am i overdoing things?
not all things.i admit im not overly passionate about everything,everyone. {ish xD)
just...
things that i cared for..
things that is important to me..
im,honestly, afraid to lose them.

so i did my best, i put in effort to protect what i possess now.
however.recently, i found out what im doing is just plain bull.
im like overdoing it.
because im so scared to lose what i have now,and i keep putting in effort to ensure things are safetly placed on where it was used to be.at least, in my own imaginary place.maybe i do too much or i think too much.
and i don't want regrets. i always believe efforts brings results.

but then.
when some people weren't meant for you,they just don't.
the things you've done,it meant so much to you.however,they don't mean a thing to the others.
when you hoped for something to happen and strive for it,things just don't turn out the way you expect it to be.
don't get me wrong yet: im not complaining.it's the facts :)are they not?
i still strongly agree that things won't just drop from the sky,waiting for you to pick up the prize.
just: i learned something.
trying too hard,sometimes,just worsen things.
maybe it's time for me to mild down and stay cool.
distance,maybe a certain amount of it,is perfection.
i wouldn't know yet :)

and i think the hardest thing for me to acheive is: the sense of equality.
moderation now,perhaps :)?

-xin

mood: super-cho-berry-berry relieved.

music: none

first of all, hi.people. :D

actually,the pic is just a proof that i survived through the hellish finals.don't really wanna talk about my finals.let the bygones be bygones,then cry all over again on 12 Dec :)
see my happy-distorted-face :) it's not that explicit right? lawl.

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througout my whole nerve cracking semester in MUFY, i didn't really have that much of fun :(
except being with the gou lou and leng mui,and of course friends in MUFY..but still..ish !
many of them are flying to Aussie next year,Monash's Aussie campuses,that is..so...awww man..
well.lazy to crap so much..as i had insomnia yesterday,again.. ;)
not really insomnia lar..the culprit was actually that bloody cup of coffee.caffiene is scary.
heck. i didn't even close my bloody eyes.
don't even know how on earth i managed to finish my econs paper today with my brain half-functioning xD.
oh.i forgot that my brain is always half-functioning.

well~
forced rosy to send me those pics we took during the last class for accounts before finals.
the theme for that event is to wear white and black.
so,let the pictures tell the tale.

these pictures are like 1/1000 of the existing ones. LOL.

paris hilton a.k.a rosy and mua

fuiyoo,model of the year,MR duck xD

Paris-Hilton-wannabe. :)

from top: me,han,rosy and yuen yee.

The pretty models and Ms.Sham + shades

They are all dressed smartly for the event :)

Leng zai Ko and gang

male models of the class :)

The ONLY guys in our account class + Sweet Ms Sham.

Take 2.

The ladies and girls. =)

and take 2.notice something ? lol.

some ladies get to take photos with the guys.this is one of them~
cool <3>

well,thats all for today.tired..

will crap more later xD.

BYE PEOPLE.

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it's the final countdown

mood: gan jiong
music: none

HAVING MY FINALS AFTER TWO WEEKS.

BLESS ME,AND LET ME MAKE IT THROUGH.

TILL THEN, SEE YOU PEOPLE AFTER TWO WEEKS.

250/400 , ENGLISH >65% !

-xin

its about a tall guy

mood: math mode

music: Breezy Afternoon - Hiroki Mizukami

Happy 18th Birthday, Gou Lou !

see how tall he is. :)

and he's a smart ass too. (which friend of mine is not?sighs)

the three of us always laugh laugh laugh,then rosy and him will always kacau each other.lol.

Mr Yap Jern Han, is hereby legal to do all the illegal stuff, which is he's not allowed to do so for all this while. Don't become naughty pulak ya xD

ji mui (oops sorry,shud be BROTHER), hope you'll be happy always yar.

super happy to know both of u whey :)

Once again, happy birthday babe :) ~

p.s just like what rosy said,we can't get over the ringtone thingy.you should choose that as your ringtone whey.unique mah xD

i've got you~under my skin~

mood: motivated
music: Hey!(Are you a good girl) - Dong Bang Shin Ki



WARNING: FANGIRL MODE. CONTAINS HIGHLY BIASED REVIEWS.

yes.
during the 26th of september..
DBSK made a flashy comeback with a new album titled "MIROTIC"

They motivates me :)

sorry..its a bit small..to prevent massive nosebleeding (yes..im ss-ing)
the theme for their new album is definitely sexy and mature.
and i like their new songs very much..say me being biased or wadever i don't care =p
I watched the MV for the song Mirotic like don't know how many freaking times..
everyone changed their hairstyle and i kinda get used to it edy.
as usual,Junsu is oh-so-ever-cool ~ gahhh..and i noticed he developed some lean muscles..
HOW HOT THAT CAN BE ?!
changmin finally cut his hair short again..it suits him very much!i thought he was always the cute guy..but he can be very manly whey..
and for yoochun..his emo hairstyle suits him DAMN well ok.so man~
and one of the major nosebleed scene is jaejoong being tied on the wall..gosh.i really cannot get over the scene whey.
btw,yunho is freaking SEXY in that video.wordless.really...i couldn't help but keep staring at him.seriously.overall he gets most of my attention,followed by junsu.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

DBSK fighting~!
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im super motivated now.
good luck !

another random day

mood: happy
music: none

started my day with dim sum in Songbird.
i don't really fancy dim sum. i don't know why xD
but i like har gao alot lar.

then i went Pavillion with my family.
bought a bag and some accesories from forever21
=_= so random.
a very nice place for SIGHTSEEING. hmm..sightseeing..ok? :)
crazy dad bought a packet of Marmite-flavoured-rice-crackers. RM7.90 for a few miserable pieces of thingy.
yeng mah.imported from UK =_=. wtfish.
took fishball mee as lunch, somewhere at KL, at some stalls.
cheap and nice whey =)

now, gonna start rushing my oral thingy.
deadline 7pm...

-xin

a random diary

mood: happy
music: Gymnopdie no.1 - Erik Satie

*morning*
it's the 1st day of hari raya =) selamat hari raya kepada kawan-kawan sekalian ~
when i woke up and walk sleepily down the stairs, i saw a bunch of malay cuisine on the dining table..
yes.every year without fail, my nice neighbours will bring some food over on the very first day of Raya. happy~ there's lemang,rendang,curry kerang,curry vension meat and some cake/biscuits.
nice whey ! thanks puan mariam and uncle sejahli =)
but thats too much of breakfast, so i chomped down my oats instead =/..

*afternoon*
went to setia alam to check out the house.
some number of people moved in edy..which means it's not so kosong edy xD..
dad and mum keep yakking about the house..
about furnishing lar,renovating lar..
actually i like my current house lor. maybe it's because i've been living here for the past 10 years edy? well..won't be moving too soon..maybe next year.
went home around 2 i guess..then we feast on the savoury curries and lemang.
seriously.it just taste so good.the signature rendang ~

*night*
went to the "Feng Shan Shi' near Teluk Pulai..
cuz of the Jiu Wang Ye ? not really sure but it's something that me and my family will do every year. offer prayers,that is.
took a bunch of fruits and off we go to the temple.
pretty crowded and merry =)
pray pray pray.... prayed hard for luck xD
unfortunatly, i didnt manage to snap any pictures because it's really flooded with people.
then grab one yam-flavoured ice bubble tea, which i'd drink it every year during my visit to the temple..

ciaoz.time to do my assignment test Q and my oral presentation thingy.

-xin

不行啦！！

心情：就快不行啦！
音乐：Electronica and some folk song.

不行啦！
我不可以再这样执迷不悟的。。。
应该说，
我不可以再发白日梦。
人家老早就已经潇洒地过回他原本的生活。。
或许比以前更好，
或许有了好对象，
快乐伤心，都跟我毫无关系了。。不对吗？

受不了啦！！
吃饱饭没事做，就想他吃饱了没。
忙碌的时候，就会想一下他忙得累不累。
雨天更糟。满脑子都装他的事。
哇咧，我很得空hor?
不过也不是时常这样啦，偶尔才会这样的。
但是，还是很不好受leh。。=_=

为什么还要给自己这样无畏的希望？
为什么还要期待？
为什么啥事都把他牵连进来？
为什么总觉得别人都没有他好？
明明很清楚，这些全都只有自己一个人在感受着。。=.=
明明很清楚，时光是不可能倒流的。。

那为什么还当他像神一样地拿来拜 0.0
Why why tell me why ~

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aiya.chill.
actually im not emo..im not disheartened..
i don't plan to do anything more and i knew the full stop really meant a full stop.
no more dragging mud taking water (direct translation of a chinese idiom)
just sometimes, i give myself false hopes..
i blame myself that the relationship blew off
i get all sentimental because i thought of him
and
i don't like me to being a dingbat =_=
worse still, im the lone ranger,the dumbo whom held these one-sided emotions.
wtfish right ?!

honestly, i think it's a poison in me already.
it's kinda hard to cure..
so : don't care lah.sentimental then sentimental lor.whatever la.stupid then stupid la.
as long as i gauranteed my common senses is not malfunctioning..and i won't do anything reckless.
im COOL okay ? *cough cough*

:D but imma livin my life.so far so good.just this particular part of me and my half-ass-studies sucks =_=

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lastly :D
went pyramid with elaine last sunday.
had a really good time with her.lazy to upload photos/brag about it.
girl friends rocks =)
tommorow go college again...to start and finish up the english group oral presentation..
so must say HI to my dear ktm lor. yaaaaaay.

byebye lar people. li xin is damn lame right now.
she looked lame.
she felt lame.
she sounds lame.

then she thought of lamb.
baaaaaa

si beh lame/lamb.

-xin

Happy 18th Birthday

mood: chillin
music: Hiroki Mizukami - [album] Keep Alive

Finally..she is 18 edy xD

happy birthday babe =)

this pic is kinda old..because i didn't snap her recent pics..due to her new green camera..which we all love xD..

and one thing. it's damn hard to get through your phone whey..the sms i sent is like..
taking 100 years to reach you 0_0..
Anyhow.happy birthday =)..smile always..like you'd always do.

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS ROCKS xD

-xin

tagggeeedd by ki n pekjin

mood: ok
music: none at the moment.

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him ?
her: besties :)
him: former classmate/friends.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
her: a singer, a good girl, understanding, speak her mind, have her own opinions.
him: a clean guy xD, sweet towards girls, helpful, sincere and honest.

3. The most memorable things /he has done for you.
her: too many..
him: give advices to me ? :)

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you?
her: again, too many.
him: ...er. something to do with the advices he gave.

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
her: be the man and treat her right
him: be blessed. cuz he's a sweet one :)

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
her: definately try to make up. even by force :D
him: ask why and try to make things right.

7. If she/he becomes your lover, she/he has to improve on...
her: the ability to improve/influence me :D
him: no.i should be the one to improve. look at my skin colour :(

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is...
her: i did something really bad
him: the same? lol

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
her: naw. i don't have weird fantasies. but i do hope the friendship between us is always strong.
him: i said i don't fantasize. but i did like to know how he conditions his complexion :D

10. The overall impression of her/him is...
her: a girl worth spending time with.
him: he'd make a good boyfriend. so girls out there... :)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
emo ? duh =.=..or should i say im a little bit of everything...

12. The character of you for yourself is?
listener, and i like the part that i love music.don't ask me why :p

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
half-baked :( and frequent mood-swings.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
er...i can't think of a person. but i wanna succeed in life.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
thanks for liking/caring a half-baked person like me :)

16. 10 frens to tag
rosy
jern han ( i doubt he'll even know about this)
kuon
bee hui
zm
jinyen
ah ma
darryl
wing yip
ah keong

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
aiya. ask him lor..cuz im not sure about the situation edy.

18 Is no. 3 a male or a female?
100% female and feminine :)

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
why not?

20. How about no. 5 and no. 8?
they don't even know each other.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
the same course,same subjects on the desk beside me :)

22. Is no. 4 single?
sorry guys.nope

23. say something about no.6
uber cute and good at dancing.

yay? lol. see this and do the tag. :) buh bye people...i got math A test on the day after tomorrow !
bless me kao kao can? :)
lotsa love to the world. muahhhh


-xin

megane no hito

mood: math-mode

music: One Step at a Time - Jordin Sparks



minna-san..ogenki desu ka..?
konya wa..samui desu ne? :)



okok..english english.
something super random :) which i wanna share:

bwahahaha.

finally.go get my specs done. the frame is like overwhelming my tiny lil eyes. sighs.
and the case of my specs..is coated with bright pink and white polka dots. omgwtf.
well whatever :)
so i won't kena from lecturer anymore. am i supposed to say yay here =/ ?
my eye-sight is pretty okay. i just can't see the whiteboard properly.

ok.done :) ciao. im so gonna try loving math.

-xin

freedom comes when you learn to let go

mood: like im filled with various colours of jellybeans in a jar? lol
music: Prayers - Clazziquai


First of all, ignore my last post :) don't know what got into me.
never had i swore that much throughout my freaking 18 years..
and......IT WAS FUN :)

you could say that there is no answer
when the people keep on asking for deliverance
don't be a slave in your sanctuary
freedom comes when you learn to let go

er.something random.
an extract from the song Prayers.
i just love this song so much.
because horan says: freedom comes when you learn to let go
shibuya-kei owns :)

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went to college today to attend a talk about women rights/children rights/refugee rights/displaced people's right.
and i did something nasty. i RAN off during the talk.
sorry :(
say no to domestic violence/child abuse/discrimination :)

learnt a new word (?) from my accounts lecturer on friday.
the word is SUMO
no.not that sumo....
it means "shut up and move on"

thought of the day:
it's okay to think highly of yourselves.
just don't put other people into the picture, and then compare your mightiness with your so-called the weaker ones, and disses them.
that's just not pretty. okay ? :)
people can't do the things you can do, but they can do what you can't do.
say no to discrimination xD

thats all.lazy to blah the rest out.
toodless :)

-xin

circles

mood: =D ?
music: none at the moment

yes.althought hectic weeks are gone..
there is more to come.
finally,i can really sit down and focus things one by one.
focus baby, focus.

sheesh.
politics -- the current hot topic among my family members and relatives.
many incidents had happened for the past few days..in fact, political issues spread like wild fire among citizens and it is strongly debatable as it faces many bombardments and critisisms.
Despite of the hot-boiling scenarios we are currently facing with, it is relatively important for many commoners, yes commoners..us commoners to upkeep the spirit of togetherness, the semangat of PERPADUAN
Dont make hasty generalisations. Don't treat all apples are bad in the basket because you spotted a rotten apple in it.
Peace people. Even if its a hipocrisy, it is a necessity. get what i mean?
we wouldn't want any crisis to fall on us. RIGHT?
lips sealed =)

dinner time..byebye

-xin




and one thing---heels kills.
my foot.ugh.

no more..

mood: recovered
music: Daishi Dance - P.I.A.N.O

dont wanna be emo anymore.
later die in an early age xD

what's there to complain when i know i didn't gave my best shot?

stay strong,stay strong.
time to change to another plan.

just wait and see.
i..can do it..? hopefully.

-xin

accumulating emo-ness.

mood: obviously that kind of mood.
music: obviously that kind of music.

so tired
but can't sleep

family problems
broken heart still in repair
accumulating stress
insecurities

pray that i can make it through.

short update

mood: was okay.
music: Beat in Love - Clazziquai.

damn addicted to this song.
i just dont know why ~

nothing interesting to say,nothing interesting to rant about..
experienced something scary/freaky..don't wanna talk about it tho..
so.
a quick review on my schedule througout the early september:

sunday 07/09/08
going to the Handicaps center for moral assignment.might be bringing some biscuits/sweets i think.

monday 08/09/08
Econs assignment test 1.blah.

tuesday 09/09/08
Math B topic test 2.scary..

friday 12/09/08
Research paper submittion date.and im getting nowhere now...

monday 15/09/08
Accounting B topic test 2.
English oral presentation.i am the first one to present.

blesss mehhhh baby !!! =DDDD

-xin

haih

mood: h-a-i-h
music: none at the moment

recently,i find it hard to cope with my studies..im filled with doubts and insecurities..
i AM bad at math to begin with..trying hard to understand all the terms,laws,graphs...ugh.
and to get rid of my attitude of resenting math,which i keep failing to do so for the past x years.
so.
i shall bare with the teeth-gritting subject througout the whole semester..
and my accounts is getting out of touch with the current syllables =_=.i understand the theories and all but i didnt do any practises. so...its like hanging halfway.
and and and my economics..duh..it's still okay i think...0_0..
and my english =_=during the past few weeks,i must be dreaming...gosh...research paper,2 oral presentations,short-stories+novel..the schedule is like damn hectic wheyy...and im like...the first one to do oral presentations? ...not funny lor.

instead of crapping and complaining here,i should be off to work..
but i do enjoy a bit of whining sometimes :)
ciao.wish me luck.i need to survive and proceed..

-xin-

sometimes.

mood: calm
music: Ishiki - Shiina Ringo


sometimes.
there are things that i find it difficult to express
its hard to put in words.

a daily dosage of music,is what i needed.
:)
spread the love for music.

movies baby,movies.

mood: happy =3
music: Prayers - Clazziquai [horan:freedom comes when you learn to let go]

went Bukit Raja's JJ for movie with ma babes today =D
ki and sio wei..its my 1st time to watch movie with sio wei..
we watch :

You Don't Mess With The Zohan

Frankly.The movie is about banging,banging and more banging.If you know what im trying to say xD.
alot of scenes were missing..0_0..well it was rated "U"..when it wasn't supposed to =p..
pretty funny thought.pretty controversial too :) ...
i'd root for "Meet Dave".But the airing time is like..6.45pm..=_=..i haven't watch it..T-T
But yea..it was okay,the Zohan.. =D.

Bought stuff..didnt buy clothes kay xD ! went to a few shops to pick up mum's clothes instead o.0...I bought some BOOKS leh..

SM entertainment : Exclusive interview =3
and its obvious why i bought it. Because it features Dong Bang Shin Ki.
ki and my fav BUBBLEGUM BOYBAND =)
i don't like boybands.But im super bias when it comes to DBSK.
so..i heart them =3
actually ah ki spotted it first.
and i bought it..
we'll share and read !! Spread the LOVE ~

21 : Bringing Down the House
I guess most of the people knew about this..
its was made into a movie..
but i've been eyeing on this book since ages ago =_=..
and i decided to buy it today.
Happy reading xD

Haha xD my look-alike~ Teh Bunny
a present from ah ki =3..
thanks..i love my bunny. i love stuff like these.
and i dont know why..everyone seems to say stuff like these resembles me =_=..
wahaha..anyways thanks =)

Great day i've had <3..>

-xin-

anime mania

mood: relaxed
music: Tokyo Jihen - Botomin

i was supposed to blog about my Bird day xD..
but yea.as usual..laziness attacks.
leave it till tml..or the day after tml..hahas..
and partially,i need pics from my dad's camera..the camera is with him now...
so..conclusion = leave it til later ! =D



but i seriously,enjoyed those celebrations..thanks people =)



yea and as expected,not even a WORD from someone.
even thou i do admit that there's still a dim light of hope exists within me..
oh well.forget it.
cuz horan says: freedom comes when u learn to let go.



been watching:
Natsume no Yuujinchou
Kyouran Kazoku Nikki
Itazura na Kiss
Shugo Chara!
Special A
SOUL EATER !!! 8D
Mahou Tsukai ni Taisetsu no Koto ~Natsu no Sora~
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu
Sekirei
Gintama



thanks to the invention of torrent,thanks to the fansubs =)
RESPECTS =DD
so..yeap.most of them were shoujo-genre..
and i dono why im hooked to Special A and its not very special..
anyways =D
something to share:

My all time favourite anime: Gintama =D
my first impression was like:what the hell is this? the era of samurai being conquered by species from the other planets?
but i tell you, i CAN'T stop laughing over it since i started watching gintama.
I wonder why not many of the Malaysians watch Gintama cuz its like freaking funny.seriously funny.Hideaki Sora-san is a pure genius.
and oh yea i forget.disgusting jokes are not everyone's cup of tea....
i dono about other people,but it sure gave me a good laugh =D...
its not all pure comedy thou =)..some of the parts of Gintama can very touching..

and soul eater.
you knew what you will get from most of the shounen-genres rite =)
butt-kicking,the value of friendship,saving the world,grew up from some wimp into a powerful-ass-kicking guy..etc etc etc
its pretty popular.but it is slightly different from the typical shounen anime.
cuz i feed for storyline.not for popularity. (fingers crossed..lelele)
and i liked it :D..Packed with full of action and adventures,blended with a sense of humour,potraited in a funky yet unique style...so.....
yea.its nice =) go try it people =D

Natsume no Yuujinchou talks about a guy named Natsume,whom can see through spirits and demonic-figures (?). Somehow,ghostly figures(again..i dono how to describe spiritual figures) chase after him to take back their names from the "Book of Friends" which was passed down to Natsume by his grandmother,Reiko. Natsume decided to give back the names to those spirits. A mysterious cat(not exactly a cat),which Natsume call him Nyanko-sensei wants to get hold of the book.By making a pact with Natsume,nyanko-sensei promised to be his bodyguard and if Natsume died on the process,nyanko-sensei will have that book. And..
geez.my description is just full of crap =_=
go watch the anime instead.very relaxing..very touching..very Summerish =D


tired =_=.
to be continued...

-xin-

random-ness

mood: as u can see,my mood is always bla/duh/blank. =)
music: none at the moment.

为什么~
明明知道这样已定为局了，
为什么还有那一点点的期待？

咳。
当我没说过 =_=

明天得滚去KL。。。
很少说在巴生以外的地方庆祝。
是麻烦一点啦，得滚到这样远哦。
不过，应该会满好玩的啦。






看来，是有距离的。
所以，得保持距离。

-xin-

cuz i dont want to

mood: chill
music: the cat house - night love (broadcasting ver.)

first and foremost,
JAZZ LIVES !
haha yea its random i know.

someone asked me this question today:
why not find another guy so that you can completely let go him?
er..yea. i said before,the best remedy to forget the previous relationship,is to embrace a new relationship.
embrace sounds...... >.< owh whatever.
anyways..
i dont feel like finding another one.
after him,i think i lost the interest ? not that i stop believing that there will be a better guy out there. or maybe i still have a thiny-wheeny bit of feelings for him..i duno.
the reason why i love:
i love someone not because i needed to love or to feel loved.
i love someone,simply because i love that person xD.
dont tell me,a life without romance is not a life?
=/...
well,nuff said xD

holidays =DDD
the fun part of holidays, is to kiss ktm's arse goodbye for one week.
and no more annoying-5.50am-noisy-alarm calls for one week.
see. =)
but after the break..i shall face the music..T-T..
well well..do what i can for now ~

-xin-

blabla

mood: duh
music: Yellow Moon - Akeboshi

firstly,
yah. its supposed to be an emo post.
but there's a always a saying : you reap what you sow.
therefore,in short, all i can say is i dont put in enough effort.
wait and see, thats not the end of me.

secondly xD
i slept till 11 something today~lolness..
and i went to bed around 9 something last night =_=...wah-ness..imagine how many hours i've slept.
and all i feel now is dizziness....
cuz i sleep too much :(
23.08.08, there will (still?) be a gathering for 5A3 students xD
i've decided to not attend that gathering.
cuz..im lazy~

headache =_=..
signin offfff

-xin-

itazura na kiss =3

mood: "izzit friday yet !?!?!?!"
music: You - Kazami Acoustic ver. [suteki no utau desu]

gonna make this short cuz my bro wanna use laptop dy.
i am currently watching this anime Itazura Na Kiss.
its about a girl having this unrequited love towards a guy whom she falls deeply in love with.
she's clumpsy and basically have no talents in everything..
but one characteristic of her triumphed the rest : DETERMINATION.

how much courage and patience do u think a girl needs in order to continue her feelings for a guy that doesnt like her one bit?
sometimes i think she's really one hard-headed person.why try so hard?
that guy gave her a cold shoulder whenever she approaches him..
even when she puts in extra efforts, that guy just shove it off like it doesn't matters him one bit.
however...
she doesn't give up =)
although there are times when she feels that its plain meaningless to have hopes..
although there are times when she wanted to give up..
she managed to hold onto it.

so..they ended up being husband and wife ~
i wonder..do such person exists in real life?
it may sounds unrealistic.
because there are times when we often held high hopes,
disappointment hits us like tidal waves.
but if we don't even put in any effort to try,
then there will be NO hope.

its not just about relationships,
like what gin-san of "Gintama" said:
"Everyday is a Test of Courage for men. If it weren't like that, we'd all just rot away"

xD

-xin-

keep holding on

chan li xin,

get a grip ! you know you can do better !

just endure it and get through it !

nothing is obstructing your way !

priorites come first, set aside your needless emotions !

you can do better than what you are now.

GOODLUCK TO MYSELF !

when i think of you

mood: nostalgia
music: Winter Memory - House Rulez

Before i post this..i think im the only few ones whom misses my secondary school so badly :(
yes.and i dont know why.

Winter Memory..whenever i heard this song..i'll be reminiscing the past..
it drags me back to 2007...
especially the end of 2007 =D
yea i know Malaysia don't have winter.
but yea..the song is nostalgic.
many wonderful things happened...08 was so different from 07...
i miss 07..i miss my friends..i miss my form 5 life...
i miss the laughter we used to share..i miss those moments when we lay on each other's shoulder,comforting each other..i miss those crazy lame jokes and freaky moves we used to make in class..we used to be so boisterious..so full of emotion..so free spirited..
i really miss us.
and to the rest of the 4/5A3..i really do miss us.
thanks for the memories =)

这是一张充满烂烂的华文得文章。

你。
我时我真的还会，偷偷地想起你。
只是少了那份强烈的痛楚。
不是在寂寞的时候，我会想起你。
而是想起你的时候，我才会寂寞。
你。还好吗？
快乐吗？
还有。这次我不会再say sorry.
instead,谢谢你。
要笑噢！不要一直耍酷啦。

还有你。
谢谢你=)
希望以前的我们，也会像是现在的我们。
是有了裂痕，是有了隔膜，
但你，是不能被取代的。
不用特别地做什么。因为我对我们有信心=)
不理我，我就会用以前的“猫爪”来抓你。=P

还有你。
xD很感激你。陪我度过黑暗的时刻。
也别忘了，我也可以和你一样，陪你走。
可能会差了一点，所以不要嫌啦。

最后，谢谢你们啊。

-欣-
P/S. don't mind my crappy chinese !

confessions

mood: guilty
music: tohoshinki - 君を好きになってしまったんだろう？ [addicted man]

im currently under recession like what rosy had described me xD
got lectured by ms.prathiba today for not doing her work.
yes.im being lazy these days..
and im being tempted by PSP..i don't even know what im doing over the weekends..wasting my precious time for studies.
SHIT.
seriously i have to get a grip of my studies..
i've made her dissapointed...
sorry..
i will never do this again.

tomorrow's math B assesment.
I CAN, AND MUST DO IT ! :D

-xin

im not

mood: assorted feelings.
music : nu-jazz

im chomping down the Magnum ice cream as i type this.
alone at home.
mum went for qi gong,brother went for dinner with friends,dad's not home yet.

its been a hectic week for me..
with all the pilling homeworks,which i haven't finish it up..
and i only managed to sleep for a total of 6-7 hours during the last two days..
came home from school after loitering around at Pyramid with my heng dais xD
then dropped dead on the bed after taking a shower.
so.damn.tired.

when i woke up,everyone's gone.lolness..
ate salmon and some brown rice.
lol what a random thing from me xD

starin at the mirror,
i noticed those big big pimples growing on my cheeks.
i noticed my hair is in a mess.
i noticed how much weight i've gained for the past few months.
walaoeh.
serious shyt.

nex week is the assesments week.
math A B a.

ciaoz.

-xin-

no need of it

mood: panic + sleepy + irritated + groggy + cranky
music: none other than the sound of the hollow air

Shucks.
1.12am.Yesh.
Im still here.Doing my blardy research paper.
i can feel the adrenaline rush reacting inside of me.
Shyt.I need to sleep.Im freaking blardy tired.
Blame it on me..im not aware of the stupid deadline.
THIS FRIDAY.YAYNESS FOR THE ULTIMATE SLACKER.
i will never,ever,ever do last minute work again.
but hey.im still blogging here anyway =D....
lalalala

Somewhere,at this time,near my area..
some FOREST is on fire.
my nose is suffering now.im groggy but I.CANT.SLEEP due to the irritation of the smoke.
so does those pitifully dry,wilted trees,burning into ashes.
2 possible culprits:
a) the friggin weather.its too hot.people,take good care of yourselves.many of them fell sick.take lotsa lotsa fluids and vitamins =)
b) some immoralist is setting the forest on fire. i can only present them one word : BASTARDS.

IM SUFFOCATING HERE ! DAMN.
and i don't wanna die of lung cancer.
nooooo :(

口不对心

mood: random
music: random

都是一场误会。
都是一时快嘴，话都说不对。

并不是这个意思。
却由情绪放肆地控制。

怎样。
就是这样。

jazz are for nights.

mood: slacking
music: Its Oh So Quiet - Bjork

well,im supposed to study for test.
next week wheyy.
but end up slacking here.
still blur blur but dont feel like studying on weekends.

i always loved jazz,or some might classify them as blues.im also a big big fan of electronica music.
i love Shiina Ringo,since i heard her song "Kuki" when i was 14-15 i think.
and recently,Bjork xD
they are not purely jazz musicians,they have a pretty wide range of talents.
from jazz,rock to electronica :)
aint it awesome ?!
Bjork's kinda bizzare at first,but she has that super mellow and sexy voice.and i started to like her even better now after hearing her version of "Gloomy Sunday".
then i came across to something call Nu-Jazz last year.

whats Nu-jazz?
its some kind of new genre introduced in the late 90s.
it's some electronica jazz with repetitive tunes,imagine hip hop plus jazz.
thats really,really nice.
and its pretty amazing.to find that jazz can actually match hip hop's funky beats.
the fresh vibrant beats mixing with the mellow,slightly darkish and chilling notes.
so far i have only listened to korea and japan's nu-jazz artists.
but this genre's kinda hard to find. =/

I.NEED.MORE.JAZZ.

and oh something random.
my life cycling in a stagnant flow.
life repeats the same routine for me to do after one week by another.
well,thats how it is.

that's how life,sometimes,is.

-xin-

plastic surgeries

mood: relaxed
music: Shiina Ringo's awesome tracks,again.

plastic surgeries.
there are 2 types of plastic surgeries:
1) the reconstructive plastic surgery.it is meant for reconstructing burned/damaged/deformed body parts or the face.
2) the cosmetic surgery.mainly to enhance body parts and face,or to restore youth and acheive ideal figure.

cosmetic surgeries are kinda common nowadays.i've seen people posting their pictures before and after they went for operation.some did minor changes like opting for a nose job.nose job and boob job is kinda popular,well,based on my findings.
and some...they literally changed to another person,i mean,appearance-wise.

so,is it okay to go for plastic surgeries?

personally,i dont feel there's anything wrong with it xD.why not if you want it?
some people might feel insecured and loses confidence due to their appearance.
as harsh as reality is,looks sometimes really does matters.appearances more or less give out impressions to other people.
if its untrue,why some people put extra hard to lose weight and endure the temptation of delicacies just to put on the gorgoeus outfit?
why some people spend a large sum of money on cosmetics and products?
they will look good,and they will feel good.
when they feel good,they are confident.
when they are confident,they are more likely to be more positive and happy.

its vital to have confidence,which i personally don't really have xD.
and,cosmetic surgeries are just another way to boost this confidence.
people spend money on cosmetic products,why not surgeries?
u see,its quite controversial.
some might say that its fake,its not what you originally looked like.
inner beauty,most of the time,weighs more than appearance.yes that's very true i agree.appearances are not immortal.it will die off with the flow of time.
but if it can make one feel better NOW,why not?

but do keep this in mind : be aware of the side effects.

if someone asks me whether i will go for cosmetic surgeries,my answers is..probably no.because im okay with what i look like now.and im afraid of pain =x
but if anyone else wants to go for surgeries,i will be supporting them. =D

look matters,but at the same time,don't neglect what's inside.

-xin-

weeeeeeee

mood: syiok ~

music: Shiina Ringo's tracks. awesome singer.

=D firstly..

my god son,Melvin xD ~ cute lil pup..

kai ma wish you cepat cepat grow besar ~

love you~

ah lui,better take care of yourself =)...

stay happy always..thanks for making me Melvin's god mother xD..

take care of yourself..well..at least i know he will take good care of you =)

god bless you guys ~

random....

pics pics pics ~

Rosy.Han..my ji muis xD

Snoopy in library xD


hotlinks mascot xD

staaaaaarbucks on fridays.

yes.the CARBS.

rosy.han.xin.

lols.spotted me?

Last but not least...happy birthday ah ki =)

24th July 2008 was her 18th birthday.

dai gor lui lor wheyy :)

Hope u stay happy always..study hard..play hard..love ya loads girl =)

didnt did much on your birthday this year..hope u like the karaoke session xD

take care dear =D

things that i need/wanted/hope i can make my self determine/will most likely to forget but important to do:

1) stop pumping carbs into my body.see how much fats i've gained.

2) go back to exercise.

3) work extra hard on my math A and B.

4) work hard on my studies.

5) decide to cut my hair or endure the Willy-Wonka-hairstyle until it's longer.

oh by the way...i have a hotlink number edy :)

tadaaas people ~

-xin-

i know its crazy

mood:ohmygahh
music: none at the moment

i said.
he rejected.

end of the story xD

i didnt give up.until i find reasons.
but i wont do anything,anymore.

happy friday

mood:dumb
music:Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

had maths B today.
as usual,i got stuck...haih..my brain power...
gotta do lotsa practise..

got off from college around 1.30pm..
as usual, me and rosy went to mei yee jie jie's stall again =D..
then we decided to go to pyramid's starbucks..
we have been going there on fridays..guess fridays are for starbucks xD
rosy's workin on her undang test xD..

and she's so pissed off and frus..and cuz i keep yakking on the phone and being annoying so that she loses concentration..she gave me that LOOK and wanted to hang me on the lagoon themepark's railway xD..just look at her priceless expression:

Lols..u will pass undang.dont worry.

and my lunch,ice-blended green tea+whipped cream =) no. i didnt eat my button-eyed-rabbit.

i told her off.i hope she understands.
this will be the last FIGHT in my HOUSE.
kay? merajuk pun ada limit-nya...kan?
don't start fighting with him at my house anymore.
if u needed advices and need someone's shoulder to lean on,im always ready.
but throwing my things when you get mad,is too much.

she misses him.
she feels like telling him stupid things.
HOW CAN.

-xin-

ramblings

mood:reluctant

music:Ghibli Set-Daishi Dance [joe hisaishi's work transformed into electronica xD]



working on my research paper and curi curi blog~
my topic is about education : is tertiary education important?
XD no idea why i choose this.
im only reading through some parts and i'll have to pass up the biblography list by tommorow~
kinda confused here. what's journals ? i know the general journal in accounting xD..
general journal = some general transactions to be recorded
article journal = summary of the article?
i don't know xD

anyways..
Today, i watched :

Batman : The Dark Knight

Nice.What can i say,Christian Bale is totally hot. Those eyes ~
Yeah and one thing, im really really amused by the acting skills of the late Heath Ledger. The Joker is a scary mastermind,and he potraits him very well. Respects !
GO WATCH THE MOVIE PEOPLE =)

i need to feed myself with more movies.
hellboy,journey-some-name-i forgotten-in-3d,and i haven't watch hancock ! so sad..
might go alone to watch hancock.since everyone watched it.
well =) gotta complete my biblography..

tadass people.

-xin-

we will meet again

Mutiple posts again..=D


13.07.08, Sunday.
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Went to my second home (bukit tinggi aeon) again. But its different this time. I met up with kei and elaine..kei's going back to Hong Kong because she didn't get to enter form6 because she's not a Malaysian. It was just too sudden...i remember i called her a month ago..she's still waiting for the govt's reply.Andden the next day i chatted her in msn,she was like: im back in Hong Kong edy..im going to study there.
I was like WHAT?! 0_0...

So,3 of us when JJ to meet up after she came back to malaysia for a short while.
They say : A picture paints a thousand words.
so..=)

Well,im always ready for Sakae Sushi.Took alot of pics and laughed our lungs out like soh pohs

Somehow,we ended up at Greenbox. Er..this is inside the toilet i think xD

Room 33 for 3 of us =D...

Just look at her expression xD...memang poser..

We were really really really really really really REALY...crazy =_=..jumping,shouting,bouncing,dancing and screaming.Lol..but its kinda fun..=D

Elaine flashing her fancy phone while drinking xD

Took this before we leave. We miss you,kei kei..

She boarded the plane today.I wished we have more time together..well..bought her a pair of cute indoor slippers and a monkey pillow..i forgot to snap it..but oh well..kei..take care..do contact us when you come msia again..all the best..we miss you...love ya =)

14.07.08,Monday
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Yeah.Monday blues.
Couldn't sleep well last night.Dunno what's wrong with me.
Marathon classes are not so bad edy,cuz i got used to it edy.
Attended this talk about Monash.
Basically,the talk is about some info regarding Monash and the subjects available for Business Studies.Bla bla bla,bla bla bla..quite useful because i started to stress about choosing which majors.I have a few in mind,but i just couldn't make up my mind.
Class ended around 3pm,went mei yee jie jie's stall with rosy,han and yuen yee.
talk talk talk,laugh laugh laugh..
went for moral studies around 4pm.felt tired edy.
did my homework there. =_=..sorry to the lecturer..class ended on 5.30pm..
meet up with bro and we went home together.Suprisingly,the ktm is not as packed as what i've imagined. =)
have to do my school work now..then i'll die on my bed earlier than usual today..byebye..

-xin-