depressed.

realised something.
im so alone.
i walk alone,
i take bus alone,
i watch tv alone,
i shop alone,
i read alone,
i smile alone,
i cried alone,
i ate alone,
i run alone.

why his absence turned my world upside down?
i hate to admit this but a life without him is not a life.
everything i do is not right.
what am i hoping for?
the minute when things are different,
i should have already realise that its over.

i feel like throwing my pride away.
what the hell is wrong with me.
damn it.

-xin-