my first time

it is my first time..painting nails xD
okay i really have to admit this.
i totally sucked at it.
why ?!
i see some girls painted their nails so nicely..
and mine is like a piece of sh*t =_=
i dont really have that patience..
like to paint it carefully without touching other places..
like to wait for a couple of minutes for it to dry..
like to clean the tainted areas around my nails..
it so URGGHHH i dono how to say..
i mean...at last..i managed to colour all my nails..
but =_= still not nice..
i guess im only good at using one colour--
the transparent ones =(
how sad !
and now,me,with my nails looking disfigured+poisoned,i am so pissed off.(btw i use neon purple)
but.im tired =_= i mean who the hell,would spend like an hour + to paint 10 fingernails?
i decided to leave it as it is..untill tommorow. =) then i'll be frustrated,again,by the nex morning.

someone..anyone...teach me how to paint nails =(...

aih.
when he takes the initiative to message me on msn today (yesterday..duh)..
i was like WOHOO IM SO DAMN HAPPY.macam kena lottery.(nola..maybe i strike lottery will be happier)
then my net screwed the whole thing by signing me out of my msn.
then i kept pressing the sign in button like mad.
when i sucessfully,finally,managed to get into my freaking msn after gazillion attempts..
he's gone.
i was like ahahaha...thank you very much net.
i know.friends told me to forget it and get a life.
i....am trying but..have to be honest...not now.
it doesnt means that im lifeless,unhappy because i lost him..
no.
im happy cuz im free,im doing what i wanted to do,im enjoying every bit of my life.
but there's still an empty space deep down in my heart,hollow and unfilled,screaming out for his name.
how many nights i had dreamed about him..
and the worst part is...alot of things i do reminds me of him..
so damn frustrating.
hope he's fine..

and to my dad..hope that u r okay..
pressure from work...i can feel it..


-xin-

Euro 2008

well..i voted for germany..
but here's the results...

Spain vs Germany

1 - 0

well...i didnt really watch it..my brother did..cuz i was busy with the psp xD

then i went to bed like say..10 minutes after the match starts ?

cuz i was so damn tired xD.

went aeon bukit tinggi with elaine yesterday..

ate lunch (er tat time was 4pm) + making complains at Sakae Sushi..

stroll around JJ..found a couple of nice watches.

i really like the GUESS and the ESPRIT watches.

so damn nice lor.

*saves money*

bought 2 nail colours and 1 phone strap..

promised her that i will go clubbing nex time =_=

cham.

=]

mood: i cant describe it

music: trance =_=..er..!!

well well...its saturday nite..

other friends called for clubbing,again....

and im here,sitting in front of the laptop with trance music playing tru the speakers..

oh god..

my old classmates called for a party at 1station near klang parade tonight,9pm.

but its like damn far from my house lor..

and i.cant.drive.

this sucks.

anyway i dono is for who's birthday celebration..

but my guess would be shy miin =)

cuz she's from taylors..they are having exams nex week..(btw..goodluck,taylor's peepz)

and er if im not mistaken her birthday falls on 5th of July.

well,happy birthday in advance =) ! (er if she sees this..i highly doubted it thou..my blog is like..so unknown by ppl T-T)

pic of the day =)

see =) this little kid (my older brother,actually),indulging himself into the world of final fantasy:crisis core.

i would say tat psp is currently my most favourite console.

ps3 is like =( so expensive,i really envy people like chris cuz he gets to play MGS4...dang.

ps2 is like...tiring..but im playing back the old games rite now..

wanna watch movie...

someone,DATE ME XD

look how desperate i am =/...

oh well..

-xin-

=_=

changed my layout again..
cuz i have nothing better to do..
don wanna sleep yet..

bored at home.
going nowhere.
lalala..
loneliness creeps into my heart..
starting to think of someone..again..

why i always have to think of u?
do u ever think of me?

not a chance,maybe..

thank god

finished the MS exam yesterday...bye bye school (i mean campus.i know.every1 tries to correct me..but wads wrg with naming it as a school?) hello holidays =D
me and rosy walked out from the exam hall after finishing our paper..it took us almost 50 mins..lol..the questions were...er...lol lets just not say about it..
then suddenly my ears perked up as i heard winston talking..

"hey do u know that our 1st sem results are out? i checked it online last nite"

OMFG.

im dumbfounded. i tot it was supposed to be out on 27th ? its only 26 today !
yea apparently the students will get the results earlier if they check it tru net..
me,rosy and jern han showed the same expression : STRESSED OUT.
we dashed our way to the library for PCs..eager to know our results..
duh..it worsens our panic mood..we tried accessing to the website to check for results but FAILED =_=. something to do with the "error.no database were founded"
rosy dashed her way home to try accessing the website and i decided to hang out with jern han at pyramid...xD we decided to 'enjoy life,worry later'
2 sot people loitering around in pyramid...met wing yip and gang..
then 2 of us went for lunch and waffle afterwards..
we left around 3pm..
and again, i took the wrong bus =_=....
this time was USJ..haha xD better than IOI Mall thou...
i guess this blur-ness of me will never change..god...
managed to crawl back to Klang..
drop dead on bed around 10 something..i was too tired to worry..

and its friday today..
received an sms from rosy..she got her results already..
she asked me to call mr.lee for results if i really cant access the web.
so i did.

*tut..tut...tut*
Assistant A: hello good afternoon
Me:er hi im a MUFY student i would like to ask for my res---
Assistant A: Oh please hold on
*then theres some weird tune..its the waiting on call mode i guess*
Assistant B: hello good afternoon,how may i help u?
Me: er is Mr.lee in?"
Assistant B: oh apparently he's engaged on the phone.
dang...i wanted to hear mr.lee's voice xD nvm then
Me: oh actually im a MUFY student,i just wanted to know if its possible to check my results with you?
Assistant B: sure..what's ur surname?
Me: chan..C-H-A-N.
Assistant B: okay.which intake are u from?
Me: er march intake
Assistant B: okkaayy...ur full name please?
Me: chan li xin...L-I,X-I-N
Assistant B: yup..okay..here's ur results please write it down
Me,dumbly: uh huh.
and my heart is like "oh here comes the sh*t.."
Assistant B: accounting *beep* , economics *beep* , english *beep* and yes thats all
Me: thank you very much!

That was a wacky conversation.i sounded so DUMB.
oh well, the results were okay..i can proceed to sem 2 =D
from now on..i'll have my break till July 7th, approximately one week (mr.lee warned me and jern han in his office, "its july 7th not july 2nd!" haha xD i love that guy)

so, im gonna enjoy life till next phase of hell life starts.
maths for sem 2...nooooooo =(


-xin-

yea MS exam tomorrow.

tomorrow's MS exam =]

went college to finish up the report,
3 of us jammed inside Orange to finish up the thesis statement and conclusion..
dono why it take HOURS to do that xD
maybe our brain juices were all dried up..
feel soooo tired and sleepy..
bla bla bla,
bla bla bla,
went home,meet chee yong,yi qian(i think?) and another guy whom i dono on my way back..
u know,i kinda envy (er..postive kind of envy) people going back together..
why am i always alone =(

reached home,grab a quick bite,then off to dream land.
slept for almost 3 hours i think.AT LEAST.

here i am,holding my MS text book with a blank mind..
cant stop my itchy hands from blogging =D...
saw him..wanted to say hi..
but courage sorta slipped away..
oh well =/...
maybe i should go read the MS text book..

im more concerned about friday..
its the friggin day where results are out !!

~EDIT~
oh sh*t. i actually msn-ed him.
we actually talked..
@@ im..im..im.........*hides away like an ostrich*

-xin-

its 2am =)

2 am =)
perfect time for people to "gao yeh", if u know what i meant ~
perfect time for sleeping dudes and babes to play chess games with Zhou Gong..
perfect time for hardcore gamers to continue their never-ending games..
perfect time for exam candidates (no..in fact sleep earlier k..) to K books..
perfect time for me....to miss u =)

lalalalala...
went class.ugh.today (yesterday...actually)
went out from that friggin theater room while lecturer gave us a short break..which is bad..its MS duh...exam's on this thursday.well well...
watched movie with the usual gang, comedy-action genre ( i think?) called "Get Smart"..
the co-star,a stunning beauty named Anne Hathaway...she got those legs to die for..
pretty funny...
and this cute actor..but i forgotten his name..but he's cute..
laugh the hell out of our lungs..
show ended..
went Sushi Zanmai to heal the hungry souls..
pretty nice, they've got that nice ambiance and food..pretty pricey as well xD..
quality weighs, i guess.

went home,kena screwed by MS report..
somehow finished (not quite) the report..left the conclusion..
and then here i am..writing random stuff with my brain half-functioning..
im feeling groggy....
time to hit the sack...

nite people..=)


-xin-

why stress about it?

feel like throwin out my thoughts.
sheesh wad the hell is wrong ?
seriously so sick of it -_-..

whats wrong with people studying form6?
and whats wrong with people studying in college?


its like:
friend A : those people studyin in form6 are just wasting their time,are they sure on what they wanna study?
and
friend B: god those college people are just spoiled brats,wasting parents money and they indirectly BUY their degrees with the large sum of college fees.


do note that im not making up anything.its some people i know bragging about studies issues.


WTF? u know..these false statements really pissed me off as there are ACTUALLY arrogant people like them,making statements on the other party,not even making an effort to understand to other side of the story.

i am not in the position to say anything about form6 since im not a form6 student.
i cannot understand their situation and im just saying it out based on wad my form6 friends told me,about their life and so on.
and i feel that its totally unfair to say that they are wasting their time.
they work hard,they enjoy curicular activities,they are busy with studies.
its an alternative way to success.
so why the hell are u saying that they are people with aimless visions?

and here am i..offending alot of people..but wads wrong with people in college?
i have to admit that im a little bit bias here as i AM a college student. and i dono why im so embarrased to say where im studying as they will all give me the same reaction: wa..rich kid..so expensive..good loh..sure pass de lah.
because u think they actually paid a ridiculously-large lump of money to the institute/college/university college?
because u spotted them SMOKING outside of the campus?
because u think that they are so-called "rich people" with snobbish,proud and good-for-nothing attitude?
because u see them spending money on clothes,cars,go clubbing,go parties?
wtf.
buy a degree? no need to study?
think properly lah.

dont ever judge a book by it's cover.

no matter which path people choose,its THEIR decision. you have yours, and i have mine.
money does not values your future,YOU do.
if u seize chances,then u have opportunity.
if u work hard,then u will suceed.
every alternative path have their own good, it is all up to YOU.

really,no offence.

i need a life

mood:obviously,bored
music: John Mayer's sexy voice [this guys is freaking hot IMO]

im sooooOoooOOoo bored.
yeah freaking sunday.
with the freaking nice weather..not too hot nor too cold..
i miss the rainy weathers.....those light ones i mean =)
i remember i used to space out while looking at the pouring rain..
its just...pure bliss...

and yay it looks like its gonna rain soon =)

ooooo i just love coldplay ~
i mean their songs are like urgh so nice..
been spying into their lastest album "Viva La Vida"
me love it sooooooooooo much xD...
been listening to "violet hill' and 'viva la vida' over and over again..
one of the reason is because the other tracks in the album are no where to be found..
the other reason is because these song rocks lor..
wonder if i'll go buy their album or not...
seriously gotta support these soul savers ;)

here it comes.
countdown, dudes and babes of MUFY 08.
results are out on next friday,one day after taking MS test.
=) nuff said.

-xin-

my blog's gonna turn all emo.

n0 =( i don want that to happen..
im always being OPTIMISTIC kay !
urghh.

gradually,im reverting back to my previous lifestyle..
lol..i start to dig myself into comics,anime,games..
comics,
animes,
games,
COMICS,ANIME,GAMES...........
and uh some god-demon-related dan brown fiction.seriously there are sooo o many alien words inside.my english sucks.
what a life. what do u expect? to study MS ? duh.
other friends are so freaking busy with school stuff. only me goyang kaki kat sini.
friends asked me to go clubbing.AGAIN =_=..
pinjam alkohol menghilangkan muram 0_0 lol
apa ni...
overdosage of alkohol tak baik lah..jgn macam i...drink until i puked last time.ewww.
then i never touch (except wine.ok.i admit.WINE k?) hard liquor again.
see?? =)

might really go for this..uh.."clubbing" one day.
purely out of curiosity.er..maybe xD ?
IF my parents give me a yes,which will shock me so badly and thus experiencing memory lost.
seriously.
and im still illegal,thou i look legal,which is ugh so damn frustrating.im not yet 18 k..!!

playing SHADOW HEARTS:COVENANT again.again......and again.its like an old,outdated,long forgetten game.but who cares.its freaking nice.
seriously i will never get sick of this game.
gameplay,storyline,bg music (oo me love),battle system,everything is just so nice =)
wonder if they'll consider about making this game into an anime.
it will be awesome,no?

and SOUL EATER is just so freaking funny and nice ! LMAO..that anime..

p/s :friends,sorry to have u guys worry bout me..i might be talking about my heart break at times but im fine.just need time to get over it.just bare with me k..or just shush me whenever i start blasting..sorry..and thanks for ur patience..really appreciate it =)

-xin-

depressed.

realised something.
im so alone.
i walk alone,
i take bus alone,
i watch tv alone,
i shop alone,
i read alone,
i smile alone,
i cried alone,
i ate alone,
i run alone.

why his absence turned my world upside down?
i hate to admit this but a life without him is not a life.
everything i do is not right.
what am i hoping for?
the minute when things are different,
i should have already realise that its over.

i feel like throwing my pride away.
what the hell is wrong with me.
damn it.

-xin-

ding..

the presentation today was..er..ok? xD
yea like i said i AM standing there,posing like a vase.
its not that im not contributing to the group..i did the "backstage" job =]
lol..and so. end of the class. again im a happy person.

didnt get the chance to hang out with rosy and mei yee jie jie since i gotta go pyramid again =_=
alone.again.
my freaking postpaid line.GAH.thanks to u.i dont understand why my dad wants me to use postpaid.because i cant control my credits.i think =D muahaha
settled everything,bought books (comics actually DUH)
spotted a few good fictions at Popular Bookstore.gonna be broke soon.
saw raymond on my way to popular,chatted with him,the future sunway student =] A-level guy.smart.
marched my way (yea.MARCHED.my walking pace is freaking fast.IMO) to the bus stop.
as usual.standing there.like a freak, a loner.
looking at that spot.wad am i hoping for?
for another unexpected encounter?
so what am i gonna do if i ACTUALLY met him?
i'd stoned right there while experiencing muscle,brain,cells,wadever dysfunctions.
wake up lah kid.
aint gonna happen.

he's online.
probably busying with stuff for presentation or wadsoever.
sigh.why am i so freaking free.
see.busy then complain too busy.free then complain too free.xD
i.miss.him. very much,yea.
how i wish that was just a bad,bad dream.
yeah kid.u r sooo not over it.sigh.

meeting mel tomorrow. hoho.going to taylors.
got tonnes of stuff to tell her.
kays.this girl's gonna dig stuff to occupy her mind.
she's just too freaking damn free.

-define love to me please? anyone..?-

-xin-

blah

why im blogging?
duno.
im damn lazy to go for LAN classes tommorow.
feel like ditching class xD.
sien ar..havent get tru the presentation..i think we'll do it tomorrow.
LAWL im not doing the talk as i (pretty much) will be standing in front,posing like a vase. DUH
but rosy's going to class.so im going too =/.

WHYYYYYYY ?!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
my mind is full of u ar..its the 3rd day d =/.
altho its getting better,but it aint getting away yet ~
my blog's gonna flood with ur shadows..
u lah.make me so crazy bout u.
now cham la.very hard to let go lah.

aih *slaps myself*
girl.wake up lor.

nothing to do..sem 2's not here yet.
but im im im sooo gonna die..
results are out nex week.
judgement time =/..

-xin-

passby...

it was normal today.im a bit better d.
plus i have mei yee jie jie to console me...and my other faithful babes out there =D
me love u guys. =)
rosy gave me chocos.love her xD
im so sad last night.
imagine.ME crying to sleep last night =_= ugh idk the feelings just flowed and showed. gosh gosh gosh.

i was in a bad condition today =_=.
people thought they saw zombie xD.
and i kept showing my sour face.
oozing that dont-talk-to-me-im-so-pissed-off-right-now-im-not-happy-screw-off aura xD.
things started to get better when i occupy myself into work..
didnt went home straight after this.waffle-ing at mei yee jie jie's stall.
my heart mended a little =).
jern han fetched me to the bus stop.how nice of him.

and GUESS what.

i saw him today.
fate? play games do u?
him sitting with another guy.waiting.
i only realise his presence when im on that bus.
i dont know whether he notices me or not.althought i met his eyes.
althought its just a few second gaze,i can be very sure that THAT'S HIM.
once again,my heart pinched a little.
just a little. like a needle.
i never say anything, and i dont have the feeling to jump down from the bus and race towards him.which i tot i will do so.
leave it to fate i guess.i need a life.

lastly.i wanted to tell some1 about wad happened.
if i can.i will tell her.
hope her f6 life is better now..
ki goodluck =)


-xin-

眼泪笑了

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都积在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候
我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠
就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手
本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候
我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折
是美的

我眼泪都笑了
谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的
就唱首离歌
想起你的时候
我不是卑微的
然而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你 深深的

clouds are gone,sun shines again

this is the best way..
to end the misery for me and u.
im grateful u said it out clearly and i know once u say this,
i know that u r keen and nothing can change ur mind.

thanks,i never regret.
for this couple of months,its been a wonderful life.
u came into my life,
brighten up my skies,
lifted up my soul,
gave me support when the world is cold.

i couldnt comprehend the sudden change,
hearts tumbled;
wounds opened;
tears rolled;
it only reflects my childish side,
my selfishness , while i keep running away from reality.

the truth is, i knew it all along that the end is coming soon.

and now it's coming to an end,
let's end this gracefully,
without any traces left behind,
i walked out from ur life.

to u --- u might never get the chance to see this.
i loved u, it became the past.
i respect u, this is how i feel about u now.
i admit i need time to get over it.
becuz i plunged myself into the deep deep pit.
here i pray for a better life for me. i know i can do it.
here i pray for a brighter future for u. im sure u can achieve it.

take care.

goodbye.


-xin-

complain~~

Ahh..speaking of complaints..
because i was mingling around some websites..
where people flame about things and situations..
i can feel the anger and frustrations LOL 0_0..chill, people.

i feel like sharing some of my thoughts about complaints..well...its normal to hear ppl complain about things everytime..complain about sickish-low-salary-jobs,complain about heavy tasks and freaking assignments in school,complain about not having enough money,complain about the absence of true love,complain about family members whom treated them badly,complain about b*tchy friends,complain about lousy services,complain about not having a better brain 0_0,complain about weight issues (hell yea im included),complain about bf/gf,complain about the weather blablabla..haha xD

i cant deny that an average person does complain..well in my case i complain alot..lol..i am really noisy and irritating sometimes..cuz sometimes things really get into my nerves xD and to ease my angers/unwillingness/heart breaks..i will,therefore,complain =) cuz i cant meditate.LOL.

some people say..it's kinda pathetic to complain about things..cuz u are like a noisy brat complaining this and that..u don't even know how life is and ur like 18 and u have more challenges ahead grow up la damn kid bla bla bla..

i mean it's harmless..无害的..its just ur emotions (of course lah control abit..don hit people or harm people with nails and teeth =_=).sometimes even wise ppl (like me duh lol joking i was blah like lol) complain.letting go the frustration the hides in the corner of ur heart is a healthy thing to do.its better if u can meditate and stay cool.but i cant =(..im the fire type. props for those people who can control.i worship u all. to those people whom complain like me..the most important thing...is to NOT dwell in the past.pour it out.curse like a mad b*tch.then move on. =)


double posted xD look im soooooo damn free.
form 6 peeps..goodluck..seems tough..but dont give up !!!!

NITE PEOPLE.

-xin-

hooray for the weather

yea...thanks..freaking weather..
u worsen my bad mood..im having PMS k ! dang.
btw, happy father's day =) love u daddy.
nuff said.

LAN. seriously..i dont know a heck about it. 0_0
lecturer's talking in front,and my brain is like not functioning at all =D
and the presentation..its like on nex wed..haha..and i dono a foot about it.
luckily han sent me an sms and informed me about the details and stuff.
okay.RUKUN NEGARA.
hit the web,surf surf surf.....
and i found =_= nothing much? and its all in BM....
i suck at translating. it will cost me hours and HOURS to do that ugh. im sooo gonna die.
but yea..its for teh marks =)
and its the SAME topic for assignment...


lastly..i havent post about the outing with ki..
im gonna post it ASAP~
and...
sorry to some1..might think im annoying..
but =) tat proves that i care.
im not gonna raise anymore issues.so...don lao me k..
work hard..im always here for u.
love ya =D.

-xin-

insomnia..ar?

i....... =.= havent slept for the whole nite.......and it's almost 7 in the morning d.
well,here i am,sitting in front of the comp after taking a cool shower.

i decided to not waste time rolling on my bed. ( but the fact that i have wasted my time on bed for a couple of hours makes me kinda stupid for saying "NOT WASTING ANY TIME")
i feel a bit (really only a bit) dizzy and my fingers are stiff as i type this 0_0
but im soooooo restless on my bed =_= cant even feel sleepy..
wad the heck?? xD

i think its because the caffeine in my coffee..but how strong can it be ?? i took coffee before bed last time,but i can fall asleep as usual..
i think its because of the damn weather...its so freaking hot AUGHH =_= sweat is dripping all over my face.
but for 1 thing for sure,this girl is gonna drop dead by noon ~



MORNING PEOPLE.=D IM SO FREAKING EARLY TODAY !!!

every now and then..

er..actually i suppose to post this on friday...freaking me xD i was just soooOo tired from the shopping mania(s) but im having a good time with my good friends =DD seriously

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday (06.06.08)

Elaine called me up and we went Bukit Tinggi JJ.
that woman xD she's as bubbly as ever..

went and loiter around JJ and i think i can already identify the shops in JJ =_=

i think this is my N time going there so yea xD

hanging out with her is fun =D

just look at this 2 siao langs :

We just love cam-whoring xD too many pics d lar..lazy to post em alllll..and im having most of her pics in my phone =.=...see that elaine..macam doll aje xD

later..we went crazy at SASA and i bought this :

from the left:Biolyn Purifying Acne Mask ,Cooling Eye Mask and Double Eyelash

no idea i bought those masks thou xD..just giv it a try xD ~ the double eye lash thingy..er it says that its a kind of nutritive product for eye lashes..if u want it to grow longer/thicker..its a good buy =D i dono how true it is...but i'll just giv it a try xD

Later, we attacked The Body Shop:

From left: Lotus Petal Bath and Shower,Lotus Petal Body Lotion,Raspberry Born Lippy

Haha...body shop is having sales till 08.06.08...so i just grabbed the chance to buy those things xD..i really like the bath foam and it smells pretty nice =)..the body lotion...is better than body butter (im using the strawberry body butter..nice but it is too strawberrish xD..(the smell i mean)The born lippy act as a moisturizer for lips..i have dry lips..so its good xD

Chatted and ate sushi at Sakae Sushi...

we talked alot..mostly about *ahem* relationship thingy xD.....

i tagged along with elaine and her mum later that nite xD..we went for food again ~_~

and i scrambled back to the house around 10.30pm...

so much fun but xD im lazy to tell xD....hehe..love yah babe xD

the aftermath of a bad experience

learnt a lesson.
and i will reflect upon my mistakes.
people make mistakes.
mistakes made people realise stuff.
now i should get rid of this habit of mine.


made a decision.
and i will hold on to my decision.
people make decisions.
decisions made people stop running away from confusion and illusion.
now i should move on.

random questions and answers

what are u doing now?
er..blogging? lol

why are you doing it?
lol..because i feel like doing this..duh..

wads ur favourite colour(s)?
blue,black,white and purple

apple juice or watermelon juice?
orangeee juice =)

wad r u wearing now?
tees and shorts.

do u believe in love at the first sight?
er....NO.

why?
because it should be phrased as "attracted at the first sight".it doesnt necessarily turn into love later.so NO.

how bout hating someone at the first sight?
nah,dont judge a book by its cover.

found some1 u care about?
yea.of course.

math or history?
er...dang wad a choice..ahem..math? its more important...IMO

how will u fair urself in ur academics performances?
er.....normal to bad xD

do u seek for improvements?
well yea of course..i dont wanna down grade myself either D=

hows ur social life?
okay..not so bad..im not an anti-socialist. AT LEAST

do u have many friends?
not really. but still ok.

-end-
lol..got it from some random sites. copy and paste the questions and answer them if u want to xD..will look for more of these xD...its 2am =)..gotta hit the sack...

NITE PEOPLE

-xin-

holidays =D

okies..changing my entire blog again,again and again.

wohoooo~ finished sem 1 =D..did my last paper yesterday..and er..it's okay i guess ? =/
and hell yea HOLIDAYS for me =)

thou i have to start my LAN classes nex week =_=..but yea..so far so good =D

okays. i have some MAJOR issues with my freaking hair.

why? cuz i have oily scalp,frizzy+spilt ends.

sad right? but fear not xD im not giving up yet.

and it actually improved ALOT compared to those days when im still in secondary school.

my hair is so short now xD.because i didn't like my long hair.

but im growing my hair now, so it will be long again..after like..1 year plus =/ ?

im investing more on my hair @_@

because i have to T-T..or else im gonna rip all my hair off and become bald xD

for shampoo,i use this :

u know,the scalp-oil-control based shampoo xD.I use this CLEAR brand.it's pretty good as it cleanse my hair oil and u can get it with an affordable price =).

After shampoo-ing my hair,i apply this baby :

It says : POKeR STRAiGHT TREaTMENT

Intensive Care for Hair

For Flat IRon ADDiCTs who

BaTTER THEIR Hair with STRAiGHTening IRons

Put the LOVE back

It's a product from Lee Stafford.Wokies.I dont do rebonding.And i dont use flat irons.I dont know why i bought this.I pay for 40~50 bucks i think xD. But it's good~just apply it on the hair roots and the ends and wait for 5 minuts to let it work before washing.(well i dont risk it on my OILY SCALP so i just apply the treatment on my HAIR.) The effect is really amazing and my hair is not so dry already =D.Babes should try this especially if they went for rebonding.Im also checking out the other products and range from lee stafford.

After that,i use CONDITIONER on my hair ends. it's as important as drinking water to me =D.

i don't reveal my conditioner(s) because there are simply too many of them xD.

After going through all the troubles (yea its troublesome) , i let my hair dry naturally,without using hair dryers.Hair dryers kill my hair =(...Then,i'll apply this :

Olive Hair Oil from Skin Food =).I bought it for 30~40 bucks i think?It's pretty good too and i only apply this on my hair ends.for the past few years,i kept changing hair oils as some are too oily and some are not effective at all =(...this is really good and im gonna stick to it =D !!

I do these every day..so i hope my hair's condition gonna show more improvement =D..and im still scouting for more better products and brands to aid my hair..lemme know if you found one =D..!

Ciaoz =D ~

-xin-