incoming red packets

mood: irritated.why the weather have to be so hot?
music: fly away - thyme

and here it comes.the very joyous moment celebrated by most Chinese.
yea.Chinese New Year.
i remember ranting about CNY last year.last year's CNY was a blast alright.
cuz i get to visit so many friend's crib (you know la..most form 5-ers miss their classes so much)
this year...er....how will it be?
not that im expecting too much...yea?
=) GATHERING !!!!!! if possible

im getting sleepless nights nowadays.
not because i have emotional problems.just because im idling for few months without doing anything. (working is like...the past tense)
march 2nd !! come faster (when i type this..i think i had a feeling of deja vu..)

i looking into several diet plans right now
yea.mum kept yakking bout this and she feels that i was supposely to go for a diet desperately.
as usual, i don't really care.not that im satisfied about my figure but im just plain lazy.
i mean...to sacrifice all those desserts and pull in extra effort to love exercise which i hated so much.
yes.i hate exercises but i only believe in exercises when it comes to diet plans if you want a healthy and good figure. susah lah....
so,back to the main topic...i think a sense of guilt creeped in after weighing myself on the weighing scale (scales are like...so cruel)
therefore ! im trying to motivate myself and hypnotize myself to love exercise,hate desserts,anti sweets.

not easy leh ! especially the dessert part. go vege and consume less meat is just kid's play.i've been doing that for so long but my weight didn't turn out good because imma sucker for desserts.
so...after browsing through so many diet plans, i still prefer sticking to the good old fashion way.
because i don't wanna starve myself to dead or force myself to throw up after meals. imma chicken xDDD
so people,give me some motivation !

-xin