Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

mood: yadda yadda

music: Gloomy Sunday - Bjork

lyrics again xD

This song's from Katy Perry, the name's Thinking Of You

I love the lyrics and i love how she sings the song.

the agony from missing someone...

Another side story:

I finished my Marian Keyes-Anybody Out there.

and i somehow bought Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus.

and yea, i bought Gone With The Wind too.

happy reading =)

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...

You're the best

And yes

I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Oxen CNY

mood: so-so
music: Aquarium - Saint-Saens

i love this piece. (refering to Aquarium)
i can imagine the fishes and some other aquatic life-thingy swimming and breezing through the cyrstal clear water.

My CNY's schedule (probably) goes this way: relatives,relatives,far-far-away relatives,i-don't-know-who-are-they relatives,friends,my cousin's unknown friends,my parents' friends,relatives,relatives and relatives.

pratically, i meeting a lot of strangers during the CNY visiting but i likey :D

ciaoz !

-xin

tagggged

mood: trying to immerse into the festive mood but obviously failed.
music: Discord (vocal edit) - Casker



yes.a tag during CNY eve.


20 facts about yourself (wow thats......a lot whey)
RULES: -edit- no rules because I deleted it.wanna tag and make people follow rules.aishhhhh



1) im still 18..plus another 6 months old.

2) no, im not working.im friggin studying.im 18.not 28.

3) yes,i have a brother and no,he's not YOUNGER than me.in fact, he's 3 years older than me.over and out.

4) obviously yes, the above statements are trying to clarify my actual age T.T

5) im not a sucker for plushies but i receive plenty of em from people,especially the mashimaros. do we look alike 0.0?

6) the fact that i have specs-complex is somewhat true. =_=

7) im an absolute sucker for music.couldn't possibly live for one day without it.

8) i have a decent number of anime collections. don't we just love downloading them? 8D

9) the best "good habit" of mine is probably reading.

10) im always glad that i learned piano instead of violin because im waiting for my chance to learn cello *grins*

11) i want to go japan so badly.

12) in fact, i want to travel around the world so badly.

13) speaking of feeling bad, i want malaysia to snow at least once.but if that happens, it's a scene which spells disaster to other countries.

14) im growing green mould and possibly mushrooms throughout my 4-months-and-still-ongoing holiday.

15) i love dogs :D but count chihuahuas out :D

16) i have a bunch of crazy and loving friends *hugs*

17) obviously, i love dbsk and im super bias when it comes to comparisons. 8D

18) i find it hard to finish this tag.

19) because 20 facts is just wayyyy to many for me.

20) finally, i love blogging :D

i tag:
ki
kuon
rosy
bee

-xin

complex?

just a short note : i think i have specs-complex.
uh...cuz when i look back, i realise all my crushes and ex-lovers WEAR SPECS.
and khalil fong (a singer i am fond with) wear specs.
dbsk boys look super hot/handsome/omigah especially when they wear specs.

>< ugh?



ahh..this is just so random but i just wanna say it out xD

-xin

good news ahead

mood: anticipated
music: maybe - yiruma

aww.how i love piano pieces <3 *spazz*
anyway it's just a post about my idols DongBangShinKi, i didn't strike any lottery or something :)

anyways! there might be a good news for malaysian cassiopeias !!!! DBSK !!!!
Earlier, malaysia was not included into the 3RD ASIA TOUR MIROTIC simply because there's no organisers.
but fear not :) because many of the cassies are working very hard to track down an organiser and finally, an organiser is willing to give a try on catering the needs for the preparations of the TVXQ concert in Malaysia this year :DDDDDD *squealssssss* !!!!!!!!!!

so people,sign up the petition :) im sure cassies out there (in malaysia) received emails from various official/unofficial malaysian cassiopeias forums and such...
if you don't have,find me xD i'll send it to you..hahahaha

im kinda unsure about going to the concert actually.i mean i would love love love to go but there's many possible events and reasons, strong enough to stop me from going:

1) i friggin don't have partners.not like i can't invite or get to know new people.it's not a major problem but it would be best enjoying the concert with my best buddies......but they have heavy schedules in school/stress from STPM...

2) i friggin scared if there's any clash between the concert and my other important events.yes im being pessimistic because i lost my chance to go to dbsk's concert last year.SPM.i should have went if i knew i am going to get shitty results from the exam.anyways, let hope that wouldn't happen.

3) what else? parents issue.nuff said yea? but i'll do whatever it takes :D

still, i'll find a way :D

finally, i would like to say thank you to the fellow cassies who worked so hard to make this event possible.

DBSK fighting,cassiopeias fighting :) !

as you can see,i suck at giving titles.

mood: bleh

music: the loud ones to cover up my mum's nagging





it's tough.
i mean it's tough to play the role as the "perfect" daddy-mummy's girl.

not that im treated badly because i when i grew older, i somehow turned into your average decent child with no romance attachments (no,that's nothing to be proud of because it literally means i suck big time in relationships) and score grades fairly enough to keep myself away from those lengthy-philosophical lectures.



mind you,im a pain in the arse when i was still in primary and secondary schools.problematic child was my other name yeah.not that im proud of it...

later that, i received a severe shock from life and that made me turn into a not-so-new-but-there's-changes leaf.that's the past anyway.. :D





back to the present...


they gave me freedom and i cherish it properly without abusing it.in other words, im more like a semi-couch potato who spends a big portion of her time at home during holidays and weekend nights.

lifeless you may say and yea it's kinda unhealthy but i likey :D so many things to do at home and if you need to connect to the outside world without meeting them,there's MSN and sony ericsson K810i.


i like hanging out and have fun but i enjoy hassle-free routine too.hoho :D


so im not in the state where my parents are giving me a hard time nor im shrieking for freedom.they are great,patient and sensible parents alright.





it's jut their expectations which triggers the switch whenever they start giving me their "piece of mind".


mostly,it will be about my character..yeah i know.i kinda suck when it comes to characteristics but no one is perfect lah..not to make myself feel better but i couldn't possibly change every bit of my bad habits right?


and im 19..19 for heaven's sake..can't i have a little of my own ideas and opinions?


end of my complaint.


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nice book yea but my copy's cover is not like that.msia is always a step slower when it comes to selling certain books..
nice but i found out the minor trend about main characters are mostly designed to be widows. (refer to p.s i love you)
still,i like it cuz humour is never a turn-off.

incoming CNY yea :D

-xin

incoming red packets

mood: irritated.why the weather have to be so hot?
music: fly away - thyme

and here it comes.the very joyous moment celebrated by most Chinese.
yea.Chinese New Year.
i remember ranting about CNY last year.last year's CNY was a blast alright.
cuz i get to visit so many friend's crib (you know la..most form 5-ers miss their classes so much)
this year...er....how will it be?
not that im expecting too much...yea?
=) GATHERING !!!!!! if possible

im getting sleepless nights nowadays.
not because i have emotional problems.just because im idling for few months without doing anything. (working is like...the past tense)
march 2nd !! come faster (when i type this..i think i had a feeling of deja vu..)

i looking into several diet plans right now
yea.mum kept yakking bout this and she feels that i was supposely to go for a diet desperately.
as usual, i don't really care.not that im satisfied about my figure but im just plain lazy.
i mean...to sacrifice all those desserts and pull in extra effort to love exercise which i hated so much.
yes.i hate exercises but i only believe in exercises when it comes to diet plans if you want a healthy and good figure. susah lah....
so,back to the main topic...i think a sense of guilt creeped in after weighing myself on the weighing scale (scales are like...so cruel)
therefore ! im trying to motivate myself and hypnotize myself to love exercise,hate desserts,anti sweets.

not easy leh ! especially the dessert part. go vege and consume less meat is just kid's play.i've been doing that for so long but my weight didn't turn out good because imma sucker for desserts.
so...after browsing through so many diet plans, i still prefer sticking to the good old fashion way.
because i don't wanna starve myself to dead or force myself to throw up after meals. imma chicken xDDD
so people,give me some motivation !

-xin

the aftermath

mood: steady..lol
music: you are the reason - capsule

After watching Rurouni Kenshin's OVAs,i unintentionally walked myself into darker rooms and run a train of slightly-negative thoughts in my brain. You know,it's your oh-so-typical emo moments :D
Okay,sounds pathetic eh? That is why i always try to avoid those movies/drama/play/whatever with a heavy dose of depressing scenes.
Heck, couldn't life be more happy and stress-free ?!
No, is the answer to my complaint-like question. I always knew that,i thought :D

and annoyingly, im that kind of people who plunge herself deeply into the drama-world. I always call it the "drama hangover" =.=...
so, here i am, bombarding the happy-hippy-electronica-dancing-loud music to heal my drama-hangover. but yeah,im back in the reality don't worry.harharhar..

CNY's coming :D

all happily shopping yar ? =)

-xin

personality test? =D

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
a lil quiz i found to kill boredom.the results..some struck the note..but the rest stayed unsure because i don't fully understand myself :p


Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

it was..

mood: moody
music: eternal - Taku Iwasaki

watched Samurai X : Trust & Betrayal and Samurai X : Reflection
the 2 OVAs i watched is completely different (concept wise) from the manga and the anime.
the OVAs delivered the darker,gloomier (it's like a 10 times heavier) image of Kenshin.
of course, everyone was beautified to compliment the quality of these OVAs.
accompanied by the orchestrated background music, it definately strengthen the beauty of the darktoned-story.

i mean, i cried when i watch Reflection.
The sadness i harbour is stronger than any other anime/OVAs
*okay but ichi rirottu no namida remained the "MOST DEPRESSING SERIES" seat in my opinion.*
im not quite happy,or to say,not feeling fulfilled with the ending in Reflection.
it's like what the author of Rurouni Kenshin,Watsuki-sensei believed that Kenshin went through all the crap and he deserved to have a happy ending.
to me, it will be a true happy ending if i can see Kenshin comes back without going off again,if you watched the OVA you'll know what im trying to say. (but ugh im like the only one watching anime among my friends)
dang.im gonna read the manga to wash off the gloom.

but i seriously,love the OVAs and the series of Rurouni Kenshin.
you may think it's just another anime,a world filled with unrealistic ideals and fantasized dramas.
but when it made you throw yourself into deep thoughts,it's not pure "fantasy" anymore.
of course, no one normal human being can pull off a Rasengan or even master the Hiten Mitsurugi Ryu techniques,which enables the user to literally blow off any living opponents.Worse still, a kame kame ha with you Super Saiyan powers to blow off half the planet *smirks*. Those are the impossibles.
but the values,the insights of human nature,the feelings,the mindset of many animated characters,is a reality check which i find horribly true. (of course you can always find twisted logics too)

artists,is what i call the manga authors.they don't purely draw,but also deliver messages.
sorry if you don't understand what im crapping about xD
i just feel,through certain anime/manga,i can always find things to analyse through or to grasp the meaning behind the curtains.
to me,it's not wasting time afterall.

-xin

drool and facination

mood: chirpy
music: Come to me (Mellotron Mix) - Clazziquai

What more? Its the oh-so-classic anime which i watched a couple years back when im a kiddo.
Samurai X, or better known as Rurouni Kenshin potraits a lengendary man who slays countless men back in the Revolution Era -- Hitokiri Battousai,Himura Kenshin. However,he decided to throw his cruel self and retired from the Imperialists, ending up as a wanderer. He also made a vow that he will never kill again. With his reverse-blade, he embarked into his journey.....

a sleazy review..i would say xD..and i soon realise that the anime is full of bi-shounen(s) =)
hot guys..that is xD

Yeah.He's one hot guy =). He's short but what attracts me the most is his cool,calm and charismatic personality.
he had some kind of aura...i guess..
and of course, its also because of his swordsmanship ~

One of kenshin's comrade, Sagara Sanosuke (or the opposite? lol)

well, the healthy type =D...

Aoshi-dono ~
he's lost for the sake of glory...
but..he's cute xD

No, i don't know how he looked like but he's my favourite villian. xD

and this.view.is.heart.aching.
episode 31..haha xD..when kenshin says this to Kaoru :thank you for everything..farwell
uwah~ i was like noooooooooooooooooooooooo~

i love Samurai X...=D !!

pic mania

mood: okay

music: none at the moment

People, my blog is full of dust if you even care to visit my blog =D i thank you if you did that.

laziness attacks, is however, partially the reason why my blog seems abandoned and unwanted.

well, to show you people a good side of me, i read lots of fiction stories and self-help books lately.so it's also another reason(yeah,excuse sounds way better,no?) why i put my blog into hiatus.

no, i still love you, blog =D..

and im VERY lazy, and perhaps find if extremely troublesome to arrange the pics.

so, here's some messy,random "eye candies" (muhahaha) pic from the trip to penang and malacca.

penang was breezy whereas Malacca was hot like anything.

p:s Im so late to watch Twilight but i don't seem to agree much that the movie "rocks to the core". Dark Knight RULES ! *no offense, just personal preference =)*

yea,if you would just excuse my cute mum =)

i don't know but malacca is flooded with antique shop,and these people were soo interested

it was like omgwtfbbq.haha

whoo.candid?

love the colours !

and antiques...

and poser...



they went tru thick and thin for 23 years. My dearest dad and mum

my pretty cousin.she's tall..

my fav pic of all...feel the BOND !

the view from our balcony (ahem.the hotel in penang..that is)

the famous baba laksa place in malacca.pretty old school huh?

got the pics of the interior design but not the laksa,wtfish.

some port in malacca?

i don't know,i just like the signboard.

we walk....and walk....in malacca

My bro's new comp. 22' is soo big.

Yeah, i don't know if i'll survive but I'LL SURVIVE !

considered as an early xmas present, thank you =) *it's actually my offer letter*

my little cousin

the hotel which we stayed in penang.im definately going back there.

night events. my dad's friend's son playing guitar with my uncle.

the lounge in the penang hotel.

another boring shot.

go green.

the man belongs to the sea !

foots in sand

swimming pool with no bikini babes.

morning.

the view again.i just never get tired of it. I WANT MY SEA !

moonbathing.

yea,im serious. btw it's us =D

i swear next time it wont be a sloppy camera phone, but a nikon camera !



the-not-so-comfortable bed.actually it's nice but im sandwiched by my cousins.they love to play kungfu during their sleep.

part of the interior design.

i love this.some place in the Botanical garden in malacca. serenity rules..

am not a flower person but these are pretty.

mini waterfall

some place in malacca,i don't remember edy lah.



group pic without uncle and dad. haha i love bro's gestures.