mood: duh
music: Joe Hisaishi's works.
math.....
math?
math !
math~
math.
math,math,ma--
ok sorry.
im worried about my math.
i know,practise makes perfect.
but can i do it?
hope so..
i am always like that.
quiet,freakish and not sociable.
im sorry if i scared those people away..
it's about the looks i gave,is it?
i don't mean it.
people thought i was attacked by depression.
and some of them say i acted cooly..and tries to shy away from crowds.
again,im sorry.
i just don't know how to talk and what to say.
i will try to work on it.
friend,
is either you put an end to it or you are willing to accomodate each other.
there's no relationship that can survive with one party solely compromising the other.
debating on which side's fault won't bring you any futhur.
it's hard to get over something you had treasured it so dearly.
but life still have to move on,right?
be sad,cry it out loud and complain to me...i will be there for you.
but then,don't forget to smile again =)
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Monday, July 7, 2008
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mood: okay
music: Kanye West ft T-Pain - Good Life
1st day of sem 2 =D
went to campus to register subjects..
its was like battlefield there =_=
everyone's like rushing here and there,squeezing here and there..
a bit frustrated i am xD cuz the slots that we wanted were full..
lol..and FINALLY we managed to come up with our own time table..
good news is: im going back on 1.30pm every friday =D and except mondays and thursdays,i can go home on 2.45pm,like in sem 1.
bad news: mon-wed no break time..and i'll have to stay till 5.30pm every monday and thursday.whoopeedoopee,ktm rides during super peak hours.
well,this explains why there's opportunity cost..
oh well xD doesnt really matters thou.
went to pyramid for movie with sherman and rosy..
watched Wanted.
er its pretty bloody,with all the shooting and stabbing and punching and bloody scenes xD
i would like it better if they don't censor all those foul words.
no.i don't have fetishes for foul words.but its a bit weird to censor it..in my opinion.
but overall its nice =) kinda gan-jiong.
work hard i shall !
-xin-
music: Kanye West ft T-Pain - Good Life
1st day of sem 2 =D
went to campus to register subjects..
its was like battlefield there =_=
everyone's like rushing here and there,squeezing here and there..
a bit frustrated i am xD cuz the slots that we wanted were full..
lol..and FINALLY we managed to come up with our own time table..
good news is: im going back on 1.30pm every friday =D and except mondays and thursdays,i can go home on 2.45pm,like in sem 1.
bad news: mon-wed no break time..and i'll have to stay till 5.30pm every monday and thursday.whoopeedoopee,ktm rides during super peak hours.
well,this explains why there's opportunity cost..
oh well xD doesnt really matters thou.
went to pyramid for movie with sherman and rosy..
watched Wanted.
er its pretty bloody,with all the shooting and stabbing and punching and bloody scenes xD
i would like it better if they don't censor all those foul words.
no.i don't have fetishes for foul words.but its a bit weird to censor it..in my opinion.
but overall its nice =) kinda gan-jiong.
work hard i shall !
-xin-
Sunday, July 6, 2008
back in action
mood:moodless
music:my lovely boys dongbangshinki =)
FINALLY.
i managed to finish P.S. I Love You.
nice ending.it deeply moved my heart..
imagine if something like that happened to me (choi)..i don't think i can be so brave like her.
one break up can make me sad for almost a month..and still counting on...=_=
whoopeedoopee.
sem 2 starts tommorow.
everything is fine for me except the friggin public transport part.
cramping,squeezing,squashing,waiting..
urgh.
okay.i know i shouldn't whine like a kid.
because i should have get used to this daily routine of mine.
but sometimes really damn sian lor.
oh well xD
listening to some of dongbangshinki's old tracks..
i like them better when they sing korean songs..my personal preference =)
junsu ~ your voice never fails to bring smiles to my face..
these old tracks reminds me of the times i spent with my secondary school friends..
especially my best friends..
i seriously miss them =(..miss those times when we are together..
everyone's heading different ways,targeting different goals,socializing with the different type of groups and leading a different kind of lifestyle.
i miss us =)..how r u guys doing?
-xin-
music:my lovely boys dongbangshinki =)
FINALLY.
i managed to finish P.S. I Love You.
nice ending.it deeply moved my heart..
imagine if something like that happened to me (choi)..i don't think i can be so brave like her.
one break up can make me sad for almost a month..and still counting on...=_=
whoopeedoopee.
sem 2 starts tommorow.
everything is fine for me except the friggin public transport part.
cramping,squeezing,squashing,waiting..
urgh.
okay.i know i shouldn't whine like a kid.
because i should have get used to this daily routine of mine.
but sometimes really damn sian lor.
oh well xD
listening to some of dongbangshinki's old tracks..
i like them better when they sing korean songs..my personal preference =)
junsu ~ your voice never fails to bring smiles to my face..
these old tracks reminds me of the times i spent with my secondary school friends..
especially my best friends..
i seriously miss them =(..miss those times when we are together..
everyone's heading different ways,targeting different goals,socializing with the different type of groups and leading a different kind of lifestyle.
i miss us =)..how r u guys doing?
-xin-
Saturday, July 5, 2008
argh
mood:crappy
music:random music
to elaine : dont be sad..
HAIH.HEART MATTERS.
i cant finish P.S. I Love You because its somewhat painful for me to read it.
no doubt it is nice..but it reminds me about loads of crappy stuff.
geez.
went to kuon's house today..really enjoyed the time spent with her =)
we talked alot...
about life,love,studies,family,friends... (girls can really talk)
haha~
Anyways...heard this song by Keane..the song's name is A Bad Dream
nice song =)
Why do I have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
and you that I defend, I do not love.
I wake up,
it's a bad dream,
no one on my side.
I was fighting,
but I just feel too tired
to be fighting.
Guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Where will I
meet my fate?
Baby I'm a man,
and I was born to hate.
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time
you could be my friend.
I wake up,
it's a bad dream,
no one on my side
I was fighting,
but I just feel too tired
to be fighting.
Guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side,
but you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.
Where do we go?
I don't even know
my strange old face.
And I'm thinking about those days.
And I'm thinking about those days.
I wake up,
it's a bad dream,
no one on my side.
I was fighting,
but I just feel too tired
to be fighting.
Guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side,
but you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.
ah how nice ~
music:random music
to elaine : dont be sad..
HAIH.HEART MATTERS.
i cant finish P.S. I Love You because its somewhat painful for me to read it.
no doubt it is nice..but it reminds me about loads of crappy stuff.
geez.
went to kuon's house today..really enjoyed the time spent with her =)
we talked alot...
about life,love,studies,family,friends... (girls can really talk)
haha~
Anyways...heard this song by Keane..the song's name is A Bad Dream
nice song =)
Why do I have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
and you that I defend, I do not love.
I wake up,
it's a bad dream,
no one on my side.
I was fighting,
but I just feel too tired
to be fighting.
Guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Where will I
meet my fate?
Baby I'm a man,
and I was born to hate.
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time
you could be my friend.
I wake up,
it's a bad dream,
no one on my side
I was fighting,
but I just feel too tired
to be fighting.
Guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side,
but you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.
Where do we go?
I don't even know
my strange old face.
And I'm thinking about those days.
And I'm thinking about those days.
I wake up,
it's a bad dream,
no one on my side.
I was fighting,
but I just feel too tired
to be fighting.
Guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side,
but you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.
ah how nice ~
Friday, July 4, 2008
happy birthday ama =)
mood: refreshed
music: Jupiter One-Unglued (wooa woa woa)
went out with mum and bro this afternoon..
got some business to be done with the bank...
had chicken rice (lol why am i mentioning such a random thing)..
then phone kuon whether she's at home anot by tml..i wanna pass the dbsk cd to her x)..
she say she's in JJ celebrating ah ma's birthday in advance xD NOW
i was like..rushing my way to JJ's Greenbox ~ NOW =_=
saw some frens..really never meet them for such a long time ~
happy =) happy birthday in advance ah ma =)
managed to sing a few songs..
wow i never knew singing can make a person feels refreshed and happy =D
didnt take alot of pics..oh well xD
then roam around JJ with kuon xD the rest of them went for dinner..
pretty nice day i've had..
2 more days left and sem2 will come..
feelin the heat !
-xin-
music: Jupiter One-Unglued (wooa woa woa)
went out with mum and bro this afternoon..
got some business to be done with the bank...
had chicken rice (lol why am i mentioning such a random thing)..
then phone kuon whether she's at home anot by tml..i wanna pass the dbsk cd to her x)..
she say she's in JJ celebrating ah ma's birthday in advance xD NOW
i was like..rushing my way to JJ's Greenbox ~ NOW =_=
saw some frens..really never meet them for such a long time ~
happy =) happy birthday in advance ah ma =)
managed to sing a few songs..
wow i never knew singing can make a person feels refreshed and happy =D
didnt take alot of pics..oh well xD
then roam around JJ with kuon xD the rest of them went for dinner..
pretty nice day i've had..
2 more days left and sem2 will come..
feelin the heat !
-xin-
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
there she goes,complain all along~
mood: lost
music: some long forgotten anime music + coldplay.
im wishing for my sem2 to come a.s.a.p.
i mean.yeah.its holidays.
this is the time when i can forget about test,school work and my awful grades.
this is the time when i can immerse myself into my so-called IDEAL type of lifestyle which is actually quite standardized: sleep,eat,play,tidur,makan,main,睡，吃，玩。xD
but..
i felt kinda..lost rite now.
its like dumping me into somewhere isolated,somewhere deserted.
emo attacks me this week =(...feeling all moody and sometimes cranky =_=..shyt.
im controlling my messed-up mood..
yes.im annoying nowadays.
because i kept mentioning about him.gosh..in almost every goddamn post.
the fact that it didnt worked out,the fact that i lost him almost a month ago,the fact that we are not going to be like what we used to be kept haunting me.
why am i so not over it? i never felt like this before.im no newcomer to relationships.
i start to think, i even sat at a corner to rearrange my thoughts..
i think..its because i got too involved into this relationship. =/
i was truly,madly,deeply (lol.does the band name savage garden rings the bell?) in love.
when everything was supposed to be over,i couldnt boldly mark an end to it.
i felt like a kid,a really naive one,still waiting for his phone calls,his text messages.
i hoped that he will still shelter me with all the love and care,like he once did.
i miss everything of him.
of course,i dont stalk.i do talk to him tru msn sometimes,altot we dont talk much.
im trying hard to keep my cool,trying not to mention him in front of people..
oh but im not breaking down secretly xD.im okay.just a bit frustrated sometimes.
just because i have nothing to do,those vivid images and memories of him came swarming into my mind.
im not over it.
im still trying to slap reality onto my face.
so sem 2,please please come.
i need things to get me busy.
i need to worry about other things.
i need to get used to my new life,a life without him.
they say the best remedy to forget a person is to find another person to love.
well,then my new lover would be my studies.me and my crappy grades =_=.
promise myself that this would be the last sentimental post about him.hopefully..
music: some long forgotten anime music + coldplay.
im wishing for my sem2 to come a.s.a.p.
i mean.yeah.its holidays.
this is the time when i can forget about test,school work and my awful grades.
this is the time when i can immerse myself into my so-called IDEAL type of lifestyle which is actually quite standardized: sleep,eat,play,tidur,makan,main,睡，吃，玩。xD
but..
i felt kinda..lost rite now.
its like dumping me into somewhere isolated,somewhere deserted.
emo attacks me this week =(...feeling all moody and sometimes cranky =_=..shyt.
im controlling my messed-up mood..
yes.im annoying nowadays.
because i kept mentioning about him.gosh..in almost every goddamn post.
the fact that it didnt worked out,the fact that i lost him almost a month ago,the fact that we are not going to be like what we used to be kept haunting me.
why am i so not over it? i never felt like this before.im no newcomer to relationships.
i start to think, i even sat at a corner to rearrange my thoughts..
i think..its because i got too involved into this relationship. =/
i was truly,madly,deeply (lol.does the band name savage garden rings the bell?) in love.
when everything was supposed to be over,i couldnt boldly mark an end to it.
i felt like a kid,a really naive one,still waiting for his phone calls,his text messages.
i hoped that he will still shelter me with all the love and care,like he once did.
i miss everything of him.
of course,i dont stalk.i do talk to him tru msn sometimes,altot we dont talk much.
im trying hard to keep my cool,trying not to mention him in front of people..
oh but im not breaking down secretly xD.im okay.just a bit frustrated sometimes.
just because i have nothing to do,those vivid images and memories of him came swarming into my mind.
im not over it.
im still trying to slap reality onto my face.
so sem 2,please please come.
i need things to get me busy.
i need to worry about other things.
i need to get used to my new life,a life without him.
they say the best remedy to forget a person is to find another person to love.
well,then my new lover would be my studies.me and my crappy grades =_=.
promise myself that this would be the last sentimental post about him.hopefully..
im so into P.S. I Love You ~ i freaking love this blardy novel.
-xin-
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
free=lonely?
mood: jazzzzzzy
music: jazz baby,jazz
ahahaha xD
my dad..i caught him humming the tune of "Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat..
and i was like 0_0 dad ? i tot u were from the "jimmy jimmy please don't cry,u'll forget me by and by" era xD? (btw the singers are Conway Twitty and Joni Lee..er..if u happen to know them..they are country folk singers..oldies r not bad)
haha...dad...
im currently reading P.S. I Love You.
cuz i was curious.it was the best selling fiction,listed by TheStar newspaper.
it was recommended by a lot of people on blogs,articles bla bla bla..
so i decided to give it a try. =)
i just finish a couple of chapters..
one word: fantastic .
cannot make any futhur comments as i haven't finish it..
aih..actually i got alot of things to write..
but i dono why im not writing..
oh well =)
saw him online again,but never say hi..
im afraid that i will go deeper.
-xin-
music: jazz baby,jazz
ahahaha xD
my dad..i caught him humming the tune of "Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat..
and i was like 0_0 dad ? i tot u were from the "jimmy jimmy please don't cry,u'll forget me by and by" era xD? (btw the singers are Conway Twitty and Joni Lee..er..if u happen to know them..they are country folk singers..oldies r not bad)
haha...dad...
im currently reading P.S. I Love You.
cuz i was curious.it was the best selling fiction,listed by TheStar newspaper.
it was recommended by a lot of people on blogs,articles bla bla bla..
so i decided to give it a try. =)
i just finish a couple of chapters..
one word: fantastic .
cannot make any futhur comments as i haven't finish it..
aih..actually i got alot of things to write..
but i dono why im not writing..
oh well =)
saw him online again,but never say hi..
im afraid that i will go deeper.
-xin-
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