a slice of my thoughts

mood: grateful
music: none

yellow people :)
went for dinner at STATION 1 with elaine during earth hour. LOL.
then went Giant to pick up her mom before dropping by at McDs. women ~
you know, i seriously can't.live.without.electricity. haha
anyways, im not at home so i duno whether my lights were off..
BUT :) i told my family to off the lights during that particular hour..
anyways seriously...1 hour to save the world? =/
well, its effective in the sense of promoting awareness among the public about environmental issues.

One of my babes :). we share a lovely 7-years-and-still-ongoing-friendship.
love ya always babe :) be yourself and be happy !

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we ranted about how sucky was the year 08 :)
life back then was packed with bull whey =/
if you studied MUFY last year, or somehow seen me before last year, you'll realise how MOODY i was back then.harhar..
some even say i look freaking garang (fierce) all the time so they don't dare to talk to me.lmao.
partially, im having a hard time adapting/studying/travelling (ya ya i like to complain actually,harhar)
and another big portion of the reason why im effing moody it's because im facing a lot of emotional issues back then.
heartbreaks, kena left out, family issues...all those bad memories =.= ugh.

i tried to avoid all these bitter flashbacks..i told myself it's better to forget everything.
but then, when i look closer, i realised i wasn't facing all those shits alone :)
all those wonderful friends that stood by my side, hear me pouring my heart out, giving me comforts and advices..
how dumb of me. i nearly let those so-called-ultimate sadness blindfold my sight and mind.
i didn't bother to think on how much i've learnt from these experiences.
althought i lost some, but i gained a lot of things too :)
i still have my flaws and weaknesses, but like what ki said :"nothing is impossible" :D

hereby, i would like to apologise to you people :) (and i hope it's not too late to apologise)
whether it is to those who cared for me/those whom i offended/those whom i ignored =.=/those whom i hurted/those who still loves me/strangers...
i would like to say im sorry :) and a big thank you to you all..

moi hearts you guys =) !!

holla !

mood: refreshed
music: none

This vain girl went to straighten her hair last week.
yala yala finally i know how effing messy is my hair. =x
the hairdresser was like :"aiyo girl you SHUD have come by earlier...wtf is wrong with your hair?"
so she dumbly sat there for only 2 hours. i thought the hair-straigthening process will need an ass-cracking 5 hours+ hahaha
so..happy liao la.finally.don't say my hair is messy again ya hahahaha
anyway my hair is not that electrifyingly-straight becuz i sorta request for a not-so-straight-rebonded-hairdo (wtf)..
anyway, wtf la i damn lame =.=

anyways, KO-ed econs and biz&econs stats assignment and that kinda reminds me of my MUFY days.

people,frens, i miss you badly =( where are you all ?!

-xin

roarrrr

mood: eff-up
music: thoughts of a dying atheist

wtf.why they choose to argue non-stop.
its just minor things, just trivial matters.
for an example, they quarrel on what to EAT during dinnertime. wtf wtf wtf
they can go on picking on each another and no matter what i say, it's totally useless.
very fun izzit?
think of the people around you, trying so effing hard to please everyone.
feel damn stressful every weekend.
what happen really?
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST FREAKING TOLERATE EACH OTHER?
whats wrong with tolerating?
on top of that, WHAT'S WRONG TOLERATING EACH OTHER OVER TRIVIAL MATTERS?
wtf. dont get it.
mou ngan tai.

captivated :)

mood: inspired
music: none

HI PEOPLE.
school started a week ago and yeah i can tell you i am ABSOLUTELY BLUR about the assignments and academical stuff.

school's like this so far :
lectures : hella bored.okay not really maybe because im blur or something.
tutorials : so far so good because we are still on the orientation week.
assignment : total blur case. management is an ALIEN subject to me okay.well, because i haven't read up the management text book.
people : so far so good.quite alot of mufy students. and guys, my school's swarmed with LENG LUIS. 8)

monday's the holiday :) weeeeeeeeeeee
but aigoo...i have replacement classes....

wtf.really.
i think my heart just tripped after seeing something.
that something...aih...i thought i got over it already?
why does my heart sank at the moment i saw that?
fecking sensitive, i am =_=..
well, past tense is past tense...

before school reopens, i went for a movie with kuon..
we watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.
okay alot of people might say that it's a draggy movie.because its 170 minutes long xD
but i really like it.
after the movie, i think i shouldn't waste my time to get angry on the people i care for.
because, we may never know when will it end, or what will happen.
and when it ends, we might feel regretful on the things that we had done/should have done to our love ones.
so, i think i should really treasure the time i spend with the important ones in my life.

till then :)

-xin