The.Dancing.Notes

new member at home

2009-11-06T18:09:00.003+08:00

mood: :/
music: abracadabra (Fraktal Voodoo Remix) - brown eyed girls

presenting~

the name's official - FAITH
my dad's idea actually...duno why we came up with this name..
anyway he's just a month++ old poodle
i think he's a mix breed, not the pure poodle..
nevertheless, he's cute to death :D

he loves to bite =_=
he bit my clothes, rug, hands and legs...a very active fella
but he wont bark at nite~

i laughed so hard when he slipped because the floor was wet xD
he whines like baby~
but my mom is still trying to train him to poo and pee in the right place...
and i smell like a dog =_=
awww he's the cutest thing...

anyways, finals are still ongoing..
dont even wanna mention how it went..haih..
im left with the financial accounting paper..hope im okay with tat paper..*crossed fingers*
ciaoz !

-xin

废话

2009-10-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

mood: mix feelings
music: the script - breakeven

走了好久
好久
生活
好充实
好忙
但
有点空

有点怀念
以前的她们
虽然现在有了挺好的新环境

有点想念
以前的互动
虽然现在我们都还好好的

************************

有时
时间还真的有点残忍
八年的友情
也不过是如此
不再挣扎
只有冷淡
希望你
以后可以好好地过

************************
我，加油：)

Love Love Love - Epik high

2009-10-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

i listened to this song for 123894723876423 times but only bother to look at the translations till recently..
epik high's lyrics are so awesome..maddddd

Love Love Love by Epik High

It's 12 at night, drunk with a tired voice.
It's 2 in the morning, a cold hangup of the phone.

No one knows my heart. I can't stop love love love.
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating. I can't stop love love love.

Have you ever loved.
Like in the movies where they fall in love at first sigh.
Stayed up all night on the phone.
Bragged to the world.
Waited in the pouring rain.
Ran like crazy towards them.
Secretly watched them.
Gone crazy.
Pretended not to see them.

Of course you have, loved.
Gone broke because of anniversaries.
Said sorry even after you did well.
Stayed up all night writing a love letter.
Moved a date with your family.
Prayed to God for them not to hurt.
Avoided friends.
Watched their backs as they left.

(Can't stop love love oh love)
I loved them like crazy why.
I was really good to them, why.
I gave my all.
You've got me going crazy
(Can't stop love love oh love)
I loved them to death, why.
I gave them my heart and body.
I've lost lost everything, what do I do.

No one knows what I'm feeling.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love

Have you ever broken up.
Had your makeup erase in the rain.
Cut your long hair.
Picked up a cigarette even though you quit.
Avoided a place thinking that you would meet them.
Written a letter that you couldn't send.
Get drunk and dial their number (hello) had your lips freeze.

Of course you have, broken up.
Hated them as much as you loved them.
Torn a letter you couldn't read.
Erased a number you couldn't forget.
Celebrated an anniversary on your own.
Burnt all the pictures.
Thought that all the sad songs in this world was about you.

No one knows what I'm feeling.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
(Can't stop love love oh love) (x2 i think)

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

Cry like a fool, get drunk again.
Grab your friends and curse that person.
Time passes, and you get drunk again.
Pick up the phone, say love.

No one knows what I'm feeling.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love

No one knows what I'm feeling. Actually you're the only one who doesn't know.
Even though it hurts, i keep repeating. Someday we'll meet again.

damn chun wei..

btw finals are less than 2 weeks away but yours truly is still not willing to start studying :)

-xin

idols + birthday shoutouts + finals

2009-10-11T00:47:00.004+08:00

mood: sick

music: brown eyed girls - My Style (super addictive woi lol)

heya fellas :)
yes i admit i abandoned the blog becuz:
1) nobody reads it
2) lazy
3) lots of stuffs are going around lately

so..im always broke, if u happen to notice my msn PM.
within 2 weeks, i splurge on:

Big Bang photobook from year 2006 to 2008, which costs me a whooping RM220 :)
its a good buy thou...it came with a set of book filled with pics + keychain + stickers.
to many people, this might be insane but LOVE conquers all wahahaha
you wouldnt wanna know how much i spent on dong bang shin ki's collection :)..
BIG BANG HWATING !
of course, i splurge on some clothes+shoes as usual..haih..my dream camera =_=

and them..dong bang shin ki..
this pic is when they received the best artist awards from MKMF music festival 2006 (if im not mistaken) and hence the tears of joy :)
one of the many reasons being a fan of them for so many years is that they really worked hard to be what they are today.
serious, i really admire their spirits.
recently, some issues are going on between the boys and SM company.
the lawsuit case has yet to settle down...
i hope the boys are doing okay :'( they looked so sad nowadays..
i don't wanna hear rumors about them disbanding..absolutely don't want that to happen !
saw clips of them performing @ shanghai around october 2009 via youtube...and they cried in the concert..
please dont cry...it hurts to see you all break down..
we fans have faith in you all :)
dongbangshinki fighting !

*sniffs*
okay, don't emo xD
recently (okay lar last month), we celebrated rosy's 19th birthday @ hajime and bangsar :)
see our happy faces :

we all enjoyed :) btw hajime's niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..bangsar is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeer
we are the IPOH gang hahaha (no, we dont come from ipoh but we went ipoh together.. okay.. wth am i talking about)

and then, im supposed to attend this guy's birthday celebration @ KL tomorrow with the gang. unfortunately, i cant go cuz due to some health reasons. le sigh. i wanna go..but still..
mr han han xD enjoy the celebration yahh..happy 19th birthday u big boy (and im sure that he won't get to read this post). have a good time !

got lotsa birthday girls and birthday boys @ november and december..gotta save up some money d lol im sosoososo broke.

finally, finals commencing @
29 october - marketing
05 november - business law
06 november - money and capital market
12 november - financial accounting

oh god. im seriously scared about the finals because its not gonna be easy (okay, maybe it WAS never easy before)
and i pretty much screwed up my biz law assignment and accounting assignment 2 (yes im expecting super low marks from them). GREAT.
nevertheless, xin HWATING ! there is no excuse to say i cant do it because im already in the situation to face the finals.
so, fight or die ! (dont slack liao T-T)
to the monash-sians, goodluck !

-xin

dead meat

2009-09-24T05:03:00.002+08:00

hello people.
morning.
its freaking 5.04 am now.
and guess what.
yours truly is working on the marketing essay and have not slept yet.
this happens all the time cuz im really good in slacking :)
and cuz awak-tube is packed with big bang clips and movies.
and i don't know why i wont feel panic.
the deadline is @ 4pm later.
and i only finish 60% of the essay.
weeeeeeeeeeeee
i don't know how im going to survive through the finals if i carry on having that slacker-attitude.
its really bad...
time to reflect :(

someone please give a good smack on my face and gimme a piece of yer mind !

LOL

-xin

in a chilly nite

2009-09-22T01:31:00.004+08:00

mood: neutral?
music: none

big bang is totally L.O.V.E ~
but i miss the dbsk boys :( dint hear much from them?
anyways, good luck to both of the groups :) !

just when one of my relative got hitched last week,
another one of my close cousin is getting married pretty soon..
and you know, there's always chain-reactions for these kind of situations.
so i was bluntly asked by my aunts: so are you having a boyfriend ?
then i like bergaya like that, i cooly answered them like er no haha u know la im busy with studies no time for boys no money to paktor no mood and these things dint cross my mind AT ALL blablabla
but now in my mind im like damn im actually so envious ok cuz everyone around me is surrounded by the love angels and they go like wahahaha my bf bought this for me hehehehe my gf baked a cake for me and oh we did this and that together
sorry la. im blogging on a very very chilly nite while listening to some stupid love songs and drool on my friend's bahagia post (ya, u know who u are)
so im feeling a tad lonely. can?
even a 12 year old kid joked on me: jie, no bf ar? later old d nobody wan leh~ become lou gu poh liao..
hahahhahaaa kid, i remember you. wait till u receive my angpau after a decade. just wait and seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SIGH.

anyway i went the magic wok for dinner, they serve chinese cuisines ( like dai chao lah)
its located @ damansara jaya..go google the restaurant and you'll know where it is.
the food's nice and the price's NICE too lol..
anyway its worth checking out on it :)

gotta run.
cya :)

-xin

recently

2009-09-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

mood: :)
music: gara gara go !! - big bang

Recently, i've been....

KO-ing assignments and finally got serious in studying as im 8 weeks behind of the syllables. FML.

Recently, i've been...

restarting my diet plan cuz im ballooning as im busy stuffing myself with chocos, good food and junk food. FML x2.

Recently...i've been

attending my bro's convo. welcome to his working life.

Recently, i've been...

listening to some silly rumour out there. no comment :)

Recently...i've been

drooling over Big Bang, the korean hip-hop group <3

And lastly....

I wanna go shopping even if im broke (and cuz of the D80).

human beings are amazing.
no matter how tough things are around,
we somehow can manage to get through it.
so don't stop believing :)

-xin

Gonna be awhile? Grab that Xin :)

2009-08-29T22:29:00.003+08:00

mood: sien
music: none

hooray for the multi-tasker :)
im currently painting my nails, watching stephen chow's movie, reading marketing lecture slides and blogging LOL
went pyramid today, dint manage to buy any clothes..
cuz..its..pyramid...LOL
its like...my second home d..
i wanna go midvalley :(

am tagged by zheng
its kinda interesting lol..
so here goes nothing :)

What U need to do is :
1. Visit http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
2. Type in your name
3. Sloganize after each questions
4. Done? Tag another 20 ppl! And don't forget to inform me ya :) I need some great laugh!

The Lucky 15 people I tag will be:
i doubt people would like to be lucky here LOL.
if u find this interesting, tag yourselves ya..self service okay :)

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
---is it live? or is it xin ? (say xin for 100 times every morning if you be happy :D)

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
---come see the softer side of xin (no thanks? xD)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
---naughty, but xin

4. How would you answer a booty call?
---two hours of xin is just two calories (so a 100 servings of Xin is okay ya :D)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
---go on, get your xin out (yeah!)

6. To someone you dislike?
---simple impartial xin (unbias and fair xin)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
---my xin to yours (okay this is a bit wrong xD)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
---for that deep down body xin (they'll prolly kill me lol)

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
---i like the xin in you (failing is an attitude?)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
---xin- it does a body good (yeah marry me)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
---go to work on a xin (hahahaa)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
---shake the bottle, wake that xin (== ?)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
---the sweet you can eat between meals without ruining your xin (yeahhh!!)

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
--- only xin can prevent forest fires (cool ! go green !)

15. Your last words before you die...
---come to life. come to xin. (thus am immortal?)

16. Your message to a special someone..
---all you add is xin (so no subtracting xin :D)

17. Title of this post will be...
--- gonna be awhile? grab that xin.
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:)

2009-08-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

mood: hahaha
music: none

this is a very late post about my birthday :D

my family (including the cousins) celebrated my birthday one week earlier because my dad insisted on it. He says "its better to do it earlier than later". hahaha..so we had steamboat and i FINALLY get to eat a piece of cake after banning myself from touching cakes. I tell you, it was heavenly. Thanks to my family ! :D

20th august was my birthday and i celebrate it with my accounting assignment xD. The next day, my uni friends organized a sing-k session to celebrate my belated birthday. Thanks for the time and of course, the presents and the home-made mini cupcakes by ms hew kit mun..i really appreciate them all..*touched* and i get to hear so many songs from all the pros...my uni friends have good vocals i tell you :)

and then, this baka-couple (my baka refers to sweet here.not stupid!) ajak-ed me for another sing-k session. after that, we went to have lunch in pizza hut, and it was sim gor's treat :D thanks to you both !

on the next monday, i followed this ~~vain girl~~ pretty girl to Sakae Sushi cuz she wanted to try out the "sushi cake" idea lol. We ate, chatted and shopped lol..thanks for spending your time on me even if u were darn tired that day :D

these are the presents i received from those lovely people :) thank you !
i had a blast for this year's birthday celebration <3 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i..
wanna
go
shopping ~

-xin

short note

2009-08-24T14:57:00.002+08:00

I <3 HIM !!!!

awww ~~ :D

have tonnes to update but is lazy and busy (wth i know)
is extremely busy for these few weeks...with all the presentations and assignments coming in..
im already a dead fish =_=
stay (maybe) tuned !

-xin

sometimes

2009-08-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

you just have to stand alone.

and act strong.

life's like this, without you.

*im not emo ==

-xin

兴趣：)

2009-08-15T22:10:00.004+08:00

mood: relax
music: 沙龙 - 陈奕汛

其实我大概在form 4 form 5的时候就很喜欢陈奕汛的歌：)
旋律不但动听感人，歌词也很有意思。
尤其他的歌词啊~ 但是有时会让我觉得自己好像到了中年时期，人还没老心态就老了 =_=
也很坦白地在这里声明，我本人也比较爱那些所谓“老气”，或是古典类型的音乐。
可能是因为小时就被我老爸所影响吧~陈爸爸很爱 blues, acoustic, classical, 60s ,70s and 80s' rock的音乐。。。
Bob Dylan, The Carpenters, ABBA, Elton John, Jimmy Hendrix(这些歌手以前都很有名)都是他爱听的。
他很爱收集属于这类型的光碟。年纪小小就很手痒的我，总爱乱挖他的CD来听。
所以到现在，我都喜欢这类型的歌。。。非主流行的音乐其实都很赞的：)
不过我很矛盾啊 =_= 因为我也很爱electronica xD

定了一台LOMO机~Polaroid机好难找噢 =_=
很多商家都说out of stock了。。。好难过 T_T
(我中毒太深，快要变相机狂了。。。哈哈~)
Digital SLR的basics都挺难的，不懂我这科技白痴能不能成功学上来 =_=
还有啊。。我天天只能对着NIKON D series相机的照片流口水 T_T
钱是个大大大大大问题啊~~~
现在，我唯有耐心地等待和努力存钱：/

-xin

catch me as i fall, you won't.

2009-08-15T00:52:00.003+08:00

mood: hyper, slept too much.

music: i don't care - 2NE1

awww i love 2NE1 :) not really my type of music but i find it funky and fresh, somewhat a breakthrough from the typical sweet girl groups out there..
2NE1 ,hwaiting !!

went for ice-skating with the girls and guys (who are not in the pic and i don't know why haha)..
i suck at ice skating. and am having period pain that time wtf.
but its quite enjoyable :D just the pain part spoiled the funnn.

i booked a lomo camera, u know, those type of cameras where you need to use film and bring it to the shop for developings. I know, its so outdated compared to the digital cameras, which you can get it easily now.
but its kinda cool to me :D i remember my dad used to take tonnes of pictures of our family back in our childhood days...
and i will follow my dad to those camera shop (at eng ann, kodak i think) to cuci the films..
nowadays, u can just plug in the usb cable to view all the pics instantly..

im planning to get a lomo camera, a polaroid camera (save em, they are facing serious extinction), a digital camera and ultimately, a monster cam :D
i know money is an issue, plus its time consuming and requires dedication and skills..
but i think its kinda fun :D im learning the basics (for monster cams) and saving up some moolah.
for that, i stopped shopping and spending money on unecessary things..
for me, its kind hard LOL but i'll fulfill this target :)

i can easily plunge myself in the past.
but never fail to look at the present.
is that a good thing ? =/

lastly, some abstract thinking of mine: i fall..for a better day ahead.
out i go :D

-xin

this is an SS post

2009-08-07T19:00:00.004+08:00

mood: relax
music: i don't care -2NE1

booyah :)
am supposed to go for movie but apparently fren FFK-ed me. (people, im sick of FFKs, dun do this to me liao T_T)
reason: woo girl loh. takkan i be lightbulb again D: anyhows, i wish him luck here !
not i wanna be aware of romance but nowadays, love is in the air (at least its within my surroundings lar)
btw my horoscope (leo) says i have AMAZING potential to get involve in intimate relationships around this time.
pui ! mana ada, angin pun takda.
but its kinda true to the other Leos out there :D

today, my mom nagged at me because i didn't get my eyebrows done yet.
but i have this horrible experience, whereby my trimmed eyebrows were fugly like shit.
no, not that the girl who trimmed by eyebrows have bad skills in fact, she's skilled and friendly enough to give me advices on the eyebrows and even about skincare.
is just that the sotong me forgotten to tell her "i don't want my eyebrows to be so thin"
so i have this really thin eyebrows, and duno why it kinda magnifies my eyes and lips (i have duck lips ok)
macam obaa-san ok.
anyway lah, im practically a noob when it comes to grooming myself.
imagine, i have this super frizzy and curly hair for my entire 18 years and i've just decided to straigthen it this year.
and i wear lau pek clothes, ~~flip flops~~ lau pek sandals (imagine scholl, eh but their footwear is super comfy, wa suka).
because they are comfy LOL, and i can use these clothes to trick people so they will think that im not so fat :D

speaking of weight, today Expresslink delievered my new weighing-machine, which my mom exchanged for it with her Bonuslink points.
so i tried it, and i am HORRIFIED with the readings.
it's like, compared to the old weighing-machine, im heavier by a freaking 2 kgs.
and i just weighed myself with the old weighing-machine like, yesterday?
and my weight DID NOT change since May 2009, because my old weighing-machine always showed me the exact numbers.
which means, im tricked by my old weighing-machine for a freaking 2 years.
NICE.
looks like the mild jogging routines and pilates workout is not intensive enough (and also blame my weak resolution and good appetite).
time to reflect.

i love fridays.
no classes, no ktm rides, no scorching sun and good home cook food.

time to continue my assignment :)

-xin

im sorry xD

2009-08-06T12:00:00.003+08:00

mood: oh mai..
music: kirari futari - ryouko shiraishi

rosy told me i should blog about this lol..
I did something terrible today LOL..i overslept !
supposed to go for my accounting lecture but my phone's alarm didn't ring..
and so my parents didn't know i have class today..
and i din manage to contact my friends simply because i WAS STILL SLEEPING.
and when i woke up @ 10, i saw miss calls and messages from my uni friends @_@
one of my friend even took the courtesy to call my house phone because they were afraid that something bad might happen to me because i rely on public transport to school everyday, and according to rosy, i seldom skip classes.
awwww...you know i feel bad but at the same time im touched by their concerns..
you know the "lang lai le" (chinese) story ? hahaha
im pretty sure if next time i go MIA again, or maybe something really bad happened to me, my friends prolly wont call me anymore LOL
thank you, my friends...and sorry for being such a klutz =_=

a few highlights:
1) one of my girls found happiness in her life...enjoice !!! when is my turn (and kuon's turn lol) T_T?
2) incoming assignments.
3) bro's graduation ceremony @ early september.
4) form 6's MP. not my dai ji but is my girls' dai ji..so is my dai ji xD
5) movie date with j.yuan within this week. i want movies !!!

-xin

mix post

2009-08-02T01:26:00.003+08:00

mood: lalala
music: lovebug - jonas brothers

btw, why the jonas brothers need to sing this song like they are having constipation or something..LOL joking. fangirls, don't kill me.

its official.
i mean, marketing = management.
i KO-ed management once, happily thinking im so over on the subject.
mana tahu. *slaps forehead*
yes, marketing is the evil twin of management.
im so doomeeed.

i think im lacking of energy all the time..
i mean, i get tired so quickly, feels like an unactive slob all time time =/
i dun really know whats the main factor..
i hope its because i have sugar deficiency :D
been staying away from pastries and cakes for more than half a year woi.
i feel so healthy haha..but at the same time, im so NOT energetic.
any solutions? more sleep? more exercises?

sometimes, people tell me to believe in love.
cuz if u don't believe it, love will never happen in your life.
i know. but its hard to shake away the mindset that some guys just approach you because he's feeling lonely/need a substitution to mend his empty broken heart.
maybe i have no luck in love LOL
hopefully, i can find my remedy xD
a person, who can actually, truthfully appreciate for who i am.

-xin

its just another way round

2009-07-27T14:52:00.004+08:00

mood: okay
music: chocolate truffle - clazziquai project

hello people..weather is bad..the clinic's packed with sick people..please take care of yourselves kay..and watch out for sick people like me cuz i might pass the cold to you :(

im feelin heaty for the last few days. so i bought the COOL RHINO, which actually tasted far from disgusting (as mentioned from some people) because it literally tasted like plain H20. don't lie to me mah =( you know i was reluctant to drink this because of those "horrid" comments. I just bought one, so no effect lah rite =/

so, i visited the clinic near my house today. see, colorful-nya...5 types of different tablets..cost me around RM38..but i hate to eat medicine =.= and to swallow 5 tablets after every meal...ugh.

despite of being sick, im still in the mood for outings *semangat*. another meetup session with keikei and elaine @ bukit tinggi aeon on the 26/07/09 (and i tell myself, no more BT aeon for at least 3 weeks). Still, im waiting for the pics from kei :)

the cute presents she hand-picked from HK. we'll treasure it, dear :)

random: rob me. but not my money =/

im lazy.
its the 2nd week of uni edy. pretty amazed that everyone's so pumped-up..
at least they have the resolution to study hard (which they claimed that it'll die away after 2 weeks LOL) but still, its better than me, with NO such resolution at all..
ah well..
feeling drowzy already...because of the colorful tablets lol
till then :)

-xin

Happy Birthday

2009-07-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

mood: feverish
music: none

yep, a year pass by so fast..
its like in a blink of an eye.
no more sexy 18th yea :) happy Birthday..

24/07/09 @ kim gary, after the movie Land of The Lost with ki and sim :)

daddy, i want a car :(

CHEERS :)

-xin

outdated-events and current happenings

2009-07-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

mood: syoik
music: none

hello people.
uni is catching up and assignments are assigned and im really, desperately looking for 2nd hand biz law books because the new book costs me RM290..expensive sial !

a very cincai update from me. i just wanna show off some low quality pics only xD

18/07/09

venue: KL

i bought this shirt. i admit its impulsive buying. sigh why i buy so many clothes even if im fat =.=

babe aku di kiri yang chun, ms yvonne xD

18/07/09

Venue: Shah Alam, Matsushita Stadium (?)

1st time going. bought food, took VERY LITTLE pics, bump into a few highschool friends and scan over people with yukata outfits. althou its a bit dusty and i can cough till die when i come back, its quite enjoyable thou :)

My 2 partners-in-crime, ki and sim. thanks to sim cuz he have to fetch me back to bukit tinggi (no, NOT the french village.) and ki was rushing back home cuz she scared she'll kena from her dad. plan to bribe her dad with an unagi don, but her dad was happily chowing down the "yuin yong" and "hokkien mee" instead xD

23/07/09

Venue: my 2nd home, AEON bukit tinggi

My ms.hong kong stephenie ang kei kei (most left) came back from hong kong to meet us up :D awwww...took MANY pics but its all with her at the moment..ignore my big head. the middle one is melissa :D great meet up~

up next: kiki birthday @ 24/07/09 :)

*****am i too stuborn to admit it? confusion is daunting.

-xin

worsen

2009-07-19T14:18:00.002+08:00

mood: chill
music: lie to me - daniel powter

hellow people.
blogger is acting like a biatch. she won't let me upload my photos.
so i turned to photobucket for help.
he wont help out either, cuz he don't wanna resize the pictures for me.
so no pics T.T will post the pics of the dates to KL and bon odori later =)

starting 2nd semester on next tuesday.
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and im wishing for an extension for my holidays rite now ~
next sem got lots of alien subjects..
oh well =)

held me high
throw me down again
?
life, they say.

upcoming: meet up with keikei n melissa.

-xin

2009-07-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

music: shun - shiina ringo
mood: feeling hungry

Bonjour :)
im hungry.period

shopping spree round 2. this time, there are 8 victims.

i did a minor sugery on tuesday. to those who know about that "extra lump" on the lower-right area near my right eye, i finally went to consult a dermatologist. see :

that red-lil dot. not that obvious, because i have an XXXXL-sized pimple beside it, and that took away all the attention. am i supposed to be happy about that?
anyway, its a bit scary to remove it because the doc use a laser-thingy machine to BURN IT OFF. ya no kidding, i wasn't allowed to open my eyes but i smell smoke in the air after receiving a few "zaps" from the laser machine.
anyway, the process is not painful at all, thanks to the injection :D
and yes people i have double-eyelids..with black circles...and eye bags.. *cries*

eh my lips look like duck lips :DD

nite :)

-xin

mega sales in malaysia 2009

2009-07-05T01:25:00.004+08:00

music: none
mood: chirpy

Yes. Another excuse to splurge, yes?
Malaysia Mega Sales 2009 starts from 4th July - 31th August 2009.
actually, there's always sales in shopping malls anytime ya? the more sales the better, stimulate market mah *hides*

so, this is my first victim from the mega sales in midvalley:

Simple top from Zara. And yea, its my first Zara apparel HAHAHA. im too poor to spend hundreds on one clothing T.T

Krispy Kreme :D ! IM NEVER POOR when it comes to food.

original blaze, chocolate blaze cake, vanilla blaze, choco topping and some green-stuff-i-dont-know-what-is-that-but-looking-interesting-flavored doughnut. Eh not cheap leh, rm16 for half dozen :)

I can feel my shopaholic-cells in me is activated.
help :(

nite people :)

-xin

it is a happy day =/

2009-07-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

music: none

mood: is actually a bit bad at the moment

okay.im officially a noob blogger. pardon my enormous photos from the previous post but im currently trying to resize everything and AGAIN upload it to photobucket but i don't know why its taking AGES for the freaking page to load and my brother is actually using the computer with my pics on it so its AGAIN impossible to upload the photos to photobucket now and i actually need to wait till tomorrow and oh did i mention the laptop which im currently using now is so freaking slow because there is tonnes of rubbish inside and it takes 2038428342087346287642734 seconds to load one page and i really don't know whats wrong with streamyx because we paid for it every month and this is the kind of service ok maybe its not ME who are paying for the bills but my dad's settling the bills but so what i don't care because im under my dad and that makes me a rightful customer who can complain.

oklar, sorry about the emotion flares up there but i seriously need to make and excuse for myself to let go all that crap.. :D

i managed to KO-ed and follow a few mangas in a few days time, which i didn't managed to read it when im studying for the finals.

Hana Yori Dango

actually, do i even need a description for this manga?
ya, it was first made popular by the taiwanese boyband F4, which I THINK they adopted the band name from the manga. Being an avid-fan of rockbands in my primary/early secondary days, i simply cannot understand why people (to be precise, girls) go all wild and crazy for these handsome and princey-like style but with a so-so talent in them. Anyway, i have this evil prejudice on any boyband i encountered, until i meet DBSK :D totally changed my perceptions towards boyband and oh, did i mentioned im currently a sucker for korean boybands :D ?
anyway, this manga is quite a hit, and now they have the KOREAN version for it, with four really hot guys as the cast members. but to summarize the manga, its the typical poor-unattractive-weird-detest by other female acquintances-main heroine, who have so many romantic encounters with numerous hot and cute guys. But i do enjoy the manga :)

Skip Beat

this is not a very typical shojou manga. it was made into an anime series, but i don't really watch it (althou i downloaded it because i have this downloading-stuff fetish wtf) until i came across the manga series in OneManga dot com. The heroine is a down-to-earth (yes, a nice way to call plain girls like me) girl who loves her childhood friend with all her heart but her childhood friend, who is later a rising-star in the show biz cruely used and dumped her. In order to seek her revenge, she changed her image and ventured into the show biz, hoping to be a top notch star to compete and ultimately, beat over her childhood friend through success. The manga is still ongoing, but so far its a good, fun-filled, humourous and nice manga :D i still prefer funny plots over saddening storylines because life is (sometimes) miserable enough.

God Child - Count Cain

To a darker tune, i present you God Child - Count Cain. In OneManga, the category for this manga is historical, horror, shounen-ai, mystery,physcological,tragedy and shojou.
Historical - a setting based on the 19th century.
Horror - blood, spirits, occult, black magic, maniac-killers, twisted thinking and the list goes on. Shounen-ai - a mild love/affection between males. hey i actually dig for this *grins*.
Mystery - because the main hero is solving crimes and tracking down those maniac-killers, so its more like a detective show.
Physcological - because the main hero is a smart ass, so he's basically a genius who can track all details and analyse them, of course, to be able to capture to real culprit. so i theres a handful of physcological elements here.
Tragedy - er, because the main character has a REALLY COMPLICATING family background. His mother died and his father abused him when he was young, both physically and mentally. Until now, his father is still tourmenting him mentally, aka tragedy. So he's out in his way to fight back his father.
Shojou - need i say more? this manga is full of bishounens (pretty guys) and bishojous (pretty girls), added with the shounen-ai element, how can this manga not be a shojou manga?

Frankly, im okay with this manga. It can be creepy sometimes, but its actually thrilling and its different from the usual drill. Who doesn't love new things? :D

So, go OneManga dot com now !

A final note, should i go for digital cameras or those bulky but produces good quality photos? so lost :( (i know this is irrelevant hahaha)

adious~

-xin

a shot of update

2009-07-01T16:16:00.007+08:00

music: nujabes - beat laments the world
mood: chillin

hello people :) went for an early movie (around 11.30am) in bukit tinggi JJ to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Seriously, its NOT OVERRATED AT ALL. Thumbs up. No wonder people rewatch this movie for god-knows-how-many-times. i think im in love with Optimus Prime lol. Oh, and yea, Megan Fox is a super stunner.

Ahem.ahemhem.
oklar, i mean he's cute rite? ..FYI, he is Josh Duhamel, played his part as Major William Lennox.

hehe.okay no more drooling.

so, i actually went to ipoh on the 22th of june, for 3 days 2 nights, with rosy sherman and jern han. all of us were not allowed to drive, so we opt for the bus instead.
i think the journey took us 2 hours+ to reach ipoh? quite fast actually..
here's some pics =D

Day 1

harhar, 3 of us in the bus, sherman's holding the camera.

after checking in our hotel, we headed for some food. this is the innocent jern han with his ipoh white coffee.

this is our treasurer of the trip. she jotted down all our expenses, aka our DAI KA JIE (cantonese)

and dai ka jie's boyfriend/driver of the trip, and also the one who ensured the safety of our lives in that truck-like-isuzu :D

just a lil peek of the streets of Ipoh. sometimes, i thought im in Klang Town.

and here comes the foooood. har mee.

yong tau foo.

dan tart. cheap and yumyum :)

the gang. from left, sherman, rosy, me and jern han. we were accompanying rosy to get her grandma's medicine. good cucu :)

then we went to this Funny Mountain for soya bean/tau foo far/liong sui. in ipoh, they call it 豆精 for soya bean. thats rosy by the way.

jern han and me with the soya bean and tau foo far.

the couple with their liong sui.

me and dai ka jie.

the roomates. awwwww

we will ALWAYS do that to jern han. LOL

the famous tau foo far. no wonder people (especially girls) in ipoh is so freaking fair !

as usual, her perky poses :) i personally find this photo really nice. it's like vintage+perkiness.

after that, we went for another session of foooood :o its the yong tau foo again.

and the scrumptious asam laksa. the broth is super thick and rich. yummms

ya i know its pretty normal for a 佶仔酸梅(correct?) but this is super sour. ironically, i like :DDD

at night, we went to this Ipoh Parade to kill off some time. rosy and a lump of fats beside her.

it pretty much reminds me of Klang Parade, actually. Rosy again.

then, makan again ~ this is Lou Wong's nga choi. crunchy crunchy

four of us actually KO-ed a whole chicken (small). fuiyoo.

a foh kei (伙记？) helped us to take a group picture.

sherman was focusing on the chicken, and that piece of unfocused face is rosy's LOL

Introducing Saidina, a brother of Monopoly. We drink,ate tidbits and played saidina before hitting the sack. damn funny xD

Day 2

makan lor. this is Sun Seng Fatt's curry laksa mee~

i don't have to describe how nice was it, rite :) ?

sun seng fatt's lou ban took the pic for us :D and he kindly gave some insights about the nice food in ipoh..and also about the 二奶街.

before heading to the yi lai gai, we went for this chee cheung fun in Sin Yong Loong.
different from the ones in KL, this comes with a plate of pure "fun", topped with brown sauce, added with chilli if you like spicy.

this is the 二奶街. in the olden days, the rich bosses from mining industries used to keep and visit their mistresses in these houses.

i didn't know this ! :D

our rented car in ipoh *grins*..its like a 路霸 haha...because its big and makes "fierce" noises whenever Sherman starts the car. bully the small cars !!

this is Sherman's GPS, a device with a sexy-female-voice to guide us throughout our trip. we didn't get lost~

we decided to sing K in Ipoh Parade's Kbox. RM7+ per person? that reasonable without a membership.

group pic.

see, high d. sherman is singing that time, i think ~

i think we're singing some mariah carrey/pussycat dolls or fergie's song. dah high dah.

ice cream in some cafe.name, forgotten. this is the durian-flavored one.

choco+strawberry flavor.

ini dia couple yang comel.

ini..satu guy yang ada girlfriend yang gorgeous, satu perempuan yang masih single and available. SIGH

some food court for dinner. but we went to the opposite food court. but also food court lah no difference. ya, im already dizzy because i keep writing for the captions.

dinner, seafood+rice and vege, which is not in the picture.they have this loud music (trance i think) playing somewhere nearby. FYI, its annoying to eat while listening to such loud music, to me lah at least.

At nite, saidina+tidbits+drinks again lol. we spent our 2 nights in the room and i think i kinda like the hotel (Heritage Hotel) already.

Day 3

Woke up at 7.30am just for the dim sum but its CLOSED FOR RENOVATION =(..went to the opposite one instead. Dim sum galore ~

li xin: ngo oi li gor, goh gor, ah ! dong mai li gor ! (cantonese, ipoh mah)

rosy and my favourite stuffed chillies, among with some yong tau foo (ya we like yong tau foo) sherman's camera is awesome.

cantonese-style porridge. me likey. something like my mum's version.

see, 7.30am is just too early. sleep-deprieved.

never,ever get cheated by cute things. the looked-nice-but-tasted-not-so-nice peanut bun.

ipoh's 伙记 is camera-friendly and customer-friendly. a group pic again.

har gao.

happy three friends.

final group pic in the hotel before leaving. there's another pic with a more formal expression but i like this ~

don't judge a book by its cover. presenting: salted chicken with herbs. this is absolutely de.li.cious.

we wanted to go Indulgence, a restaurant located near the hotel which we're staying at..but due to time constraint, we simply missed it :(
reach puduraya bus station around 6ish in the evening and i took the train home.i was unfarmilliar with the putra train station..as i never took the train there before, so i kept asking the other passengers about the way to KL Sentral and to Pelabuhan Klang station..
many thanks to those kind souls :) and i actually wore a mask because im not feeling very well that time/partially because the swine flu LOL..
and so many pairs of eyes were like..looking at me (and jern han actually, he's wearing one too) LOL...

it was, overall, fun and fulfilling :D
trips like these makes me feel a lil more responsible towards my own actions, like settle our own things, getting to know what/where/how are we going to do things, plan beforehand etc etc.
yea, because i keep leaving things behind, sometimes its those important things like my purse or handphone.yes i know its horrible.
IMO, its because i keep thinking my parents will keep reminding me about this bad habit of mine.
so trips like this actually makes me felt more alert.

lets do this some more :D

-xin

:)

2009-06-19T17:07:00.002+08:00

mood: :)
music: time forgets - yiruma

g'day people :)
i just finished my finals for the 1st semester..
uni is..so far...okay but slightly torturing?
*shrugs*

and speaking of unexpectedness, im going off to ipoh next monday...
this time, its with rosy sherman and jern han..
lol..actually we planned it before the exam period, but me and jern han were so caught up with the exams..
but finally, everything's settled and we are ready to go :)

sometimes, i felt i should be more mean.
sometimes, kindness is just so unnecessary, so overrated.
especially when it comes to relationships.
whatever, really.

highlight of the month (July actually)
kei kei stephanie ang is coming back from Hong Kong :D
weeeee meet up meet up !

-xin

nostalgia

2009-05-31T17:47:00.003+08:00

mood: :)

music: Port of Notes - One more bourbon

le sigh. finals coming tru..
one more week ++ to go..
:)

see this bunch of happy people :) went to redang for our graduation trip and this pic is taken before going back to our homes.
seriously i shouldnt repeat this over and over again but 07 is the best year yea.
or is it because one will only miss the missed but not treasure it before it slips away with time?
not everyone is there but almost everyone was there.

i mean like seriously, do i even took SPM seriously lol..
you know la, before the graduation ceremony for form-5ers, everyone in class suddenly got touchy and all..so we'll keep snapping pictures with friends and teachers.
oh, by the way that's mr.chia, our chinese teacher.

and for some stupid reasons, these are only the existing pics which captures both me and my ex (its kinda safe to say this here because only a very few amount of 5a3-ers knew about my blog/know what happened)
failure, kan =.= ?
okay lah don't wanna to rant about him already. i shut up.
by the way if you really wanna know, im alright already.
we're more like strangers now, of course im already a stranger for most of the 5A3 people in year 07.
sorry lah, i takde impact langsung :(

5a3 year 07, gatherings?

pictures credited to bee hui's facebook :) i stole your pics !
kla, back to my MGW1010.

the memories are getting vague
feels like a dream from yesterday
driving towards the road in front
i couldn't take whats left behind
tried to capture those shadows
but who knows
maybe im just lying to myself
a part of me screams for yesterday
a part of me, seems to had completely let go

but i know
im embracing the ray of hopes
which has a name - tomorrow

:)

2009-05-24T17:02:00.005+08:00

mood: relaxed
music: none

hello.ni hao.apa khabar.ahnyong.konichiwa.moi.bonjour.hola.

yeah. i'm safe and sound :)
except for that horrendous eye bags + dark under-eyes circles+ pimples popping out of my face
bah.so want to get rid of those things.

btw, I FINISHED SEM1'S ASSIGNMENTS !!! :D

8 assignments + presentations+ group discussions - all KO-ed..
hope i won't be KO-ed by the results for my assignments 2, cuz i
kinda...like..to..do..things..at..the..last..minute.
finals' on its way. still blur about stats, but not as bad as before.

you know, technology is one amazing thing.
imagine how people back then used to live in caves and sleep on dried-wheat grass, bath by the river, go hunting for food and chopping down trees to build houses..running around with no clothes (no offense)...
and here i am, whining because the weather is too hot and the air-conditioner is not cool enough.
nowadays, kids aged between 5-7 have their own mobile phone/psp/ps3/computers, the age when li xin still plays masak-masak with her leafs and flowers as the lauk...
i can't say im tech-savvy, nor do i grow up being tech-savvy, but i do admit i can't (prolly) live without technology.

so, im kinda addicted to online shopping nowadays.
used to go to the mall to do shopping but peh, there's always 2 kinds of scenarios which make shopping malls oh-not-so-fun:
1) packed.conjested.crazy crowd
2) you planned to do some shopping, you woke up early, you got stuck in the jam and finally, you got there and spent yr whole day down there, ended up not buying anything (well, this does not happens all the time)
so :D i came out with an lazy-alternative. come on, one click and you get to see everything on the LCD screen. how perfect for lazy shoppers like me :D
and when you need something, just ask for it ! they're much happy to attend to your needs..

but i really need to control my spending...
been spending like nobody's business and that's really bad for my wealth and health lol.
sometimes i wish im in the cavemen era, running around with no clothes..
a few linkies if you wanta know more about blogshops :)
http://ashopaholicsden.blogspot.com/
http://yourshoppingkaki.blogspot.com/
http://shoppingroll.blogspot.com/
and a few more to mention but am lazy.

okay :) gotta run
see u people next time (sigh..like anyone cares?)
Au revoir :)

----------------EDIT----------------------------
Finals commencing at : 11th June
means : more than 2 weeks, less than 3 weeks from now.
amithaba.

-xin

废话

2009-05-12T19:39:00.002+08:00

对不起，
原来我的人格还满烂的..
我会好好改过。

no such thing

2009-05-03T16:37:00.002+08:00

mood: dumdeedum :)
music: himawari - kojima mayumi

time waits for no man.
for every breath,
seek if there's none,
treasure if there's one.

im gonna be broke soon :( and it's just the beginning of the month !
jia lat..
gotta go easy on money spending dei..

on the happier note, i bought mom a present for mother's day..skin food's facial mask i think?

10th may - next Sunday, in case you wanna know when it is :)

will be meeting my darlings next Saturday to celebrate kuon's belated birthday :)
morever, sze and maybe alex are gonna be there! haven't seen them for centuries LOL..
and omg, maybe SU LING will be there too =DD that girl who likes to step on my feet for no reason lol...
excited indeed :)

new subject for Accounting and Finance.(AFW1000 is for the 1st year students.)
duhhhhhh.6th year student?

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

uh huh

2009-04-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

mood: duh
music: none

it is so freaking HOT.
yesterday's temperature went up to 40 celcuis wtf. dono really one or not.
i used to glue in front of the pc like a computer nerd.
nowadays, i just online for the sake of work =.=...
been going out so frequently nowadays, especially at night lol..

went to uni to discuss management tutorial presentations and we play more than work wtf xD
joined the gang for a late lunch in Zanmai around 3ish pm and went home cuz dad's fetching me while the rest of the gang went for movie.dang =(

at nite, i followed j.yuan to Withcery for the addictive iced-milktea with jelly(?) + working on assignment with my laptop since they provide free wireless service hahaha
and somehow, his friends were all there playing some online game.
and i was left alone, sitting in the corner working on my assignment + misc multi-tasking on various online entertainments, which ended up making me typed only a few sentences for my assignment. due date is on nex monday hoorayy.
okay okay, no more assignment ramblings because someone even suggested to change my blog name to "me and my assignments" hahahaha~ cute idea tho xD
and that GENIUS j.yuan just blantly introduced me as his "first love" to his friends.
akward lah dei =

and i just cant stop myself from ranting about assignment but my econs assignment only hitted a page of words. so, i better get my ass off from here.
tata =D im waiting for the opportunities for SALES,SHOPPING,HANGOUT,OUTINGS with my friends..someone's birthday is coming ~
and i really need a camera,lol.

tata for real =]

randomly

2009-04-09T16:46:00.003+08:00

mood: what again?
music: none

random things that im doing now:
blogging,chatting and WAITING for pet society to finish the maintainence.
im supposed to do assignment but hell, weather is hot and i don't feel like doing it. (wtf)

random thing to do tonight:
movie with j.yuan, shinjuku incident or whatever it is.
not enough la, i wanna watch a shopaholic's confession (ok i know im so late.blame assignments xD)

random things my friend commented about me:
im flat-chested. IM FLAT-CHESTED ~

random thoughts:
pet society is addictive,ya know.
i.want.to.cheong.K. like now...
during that time, my heart beats vigorously and i find it hard to cool down.so wtf? means im still carving for....=.=
i like to say wtf as in doubleliu-tee-aff because it's nicer.rite?
i also like to say fuiyoo but im not a digi fan, unless it's their advertisements.

and i beg your pardon for the annoyingly-red texts.im just so used to the colour red because im always using it to highlight important texts and numbers in ETW1000 classes.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
im having a one week study break.
you see, they even add the word STUDY in it.

well, at least i have time to KO my accounting assignment and also prepare for the next round of
assignments. (yala im kiasi and kiasu xD)

went to redbox right after our submittion for the biz&econs stats assignment like, last week?
toodles =)

-xin

urgent

2009-04-02T09:31:00.004+08:00

mood: tolong/help/jiu jiu wo/taskete~
music: -

how to get rid of dark under-eyes circles ?

T.T im basically looking like a zombie now....

do drop by some comments !!

a slice of my thoughts

2009-03-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

mood: grateful
music: none

yellow people :)
went for dinner at STATION 1 with elaine during earth hour. LOL.
then went Giant to pick up her mom before dropping by at McDs. women ~
you know, i seriously can't.live.without.electricity. haha
anyways, im not at home so i duno whether my lights were off..
BUT :) i told my family to off the lights during that particular hour..
anyways seriously...1 hour to save the world? =/
well, its effective in the sense of promoting awareness among the public about environmental issues.

One of my babes :). we share a lovely 7-years-and-still-ongoing-friendship.
love ya always babe :) be yourself and be happy !

-------------------------------------------------------
we ranted about how sucky was the year 08 :)
life back then was packed with bull whey =/
if you studied MUFY last year, or somehow seen me before last year, you'll realise how MOODY i was back then.harhar..
some even say i look freaking garang (fierce) all the time so they don't dare to talk to me.lmao.
partially, im having a hard time adapting/studying/travelling (ya ya i like to complain actually,harhar)
and another big portion of the reason why im effing moody it's because im facing a lot of emotional issues back then.
heartbreaks, kena left out, family issues...all those bad memories =.= ugh.

i tried to avoid all these bitter flashbacks..i told myself it's better to forget everything.
but then, when i look closer, i realised i wasn't facing all those shits alone :)
all those wonderful friends that stood by my side, hear me pouring my heart out, giving me comforts and advices..
how dumb of me. i nearly let those so-called-ultimate sadness blindfold my sight and mind.
i didn't bother to think on how much i've learnt from these experiences.
althought i lost some, but i gained a lot of things too :)
i still have my flaws and weaknesses, but like what ki said :"nothing is impossible" :D

hereby, i would like to apologise to you people :) (and i hope it's not too late to apologise)
whether it is to those who cared for me/those whom i offended/those whom i ignored =.=/those whom i hurted/those who still loves me/strangers...
i would like to say im sorry :) and a big thank you to you all..

moi hearts you guys =) !!

holla !

2009-03-27T00:36:00.001+08:00

mood: refreshed
music: none

This vain girl went to straighten her hair last week.
yala yala finally i know how effing messy is my hair. =x
the hairdresser was like :"aiyo girl you SHUD have come by earlier...wtf is wrong with your hair?"
so she dumbly sat there for only 2 hours. i thought the hair-straigthening process will need an ass-cracking 5 hours+ hahaha
so..happy liao la.finally.don't say my hair is messy again ya hahahaha
anyway my hair is not that electrifyingly-straight becuz i sorta request for a not-so-straight-rebonded-hairdo (wtf)..
anyway, wtf la i damn lame =.=

anyways, KO-ed econs and biz&econs stats assignment and that kinda reminds me of my MUFY days.

people,frens, i miss you badly =( where are you all ?!

-xin

roarrrr

2009-03-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

mood: eff-up
music: thoughts of a dying atheist

wtf.why they choose to argue non-stop.
its just minor things, just trivial matters.
for an example, they quarrel on what to EAT during dinnertime. wtf wtf wtf
they can go on picking on each another and no matter what i say, it's totally useless.
very fun izzit?
think of the people around you, trying so effing hard to please everyone.
feel damn stressful every weekend.
what happen really?
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST FREAKING TOLERATE EACH OTHER?
whats wrong with tolerating?
on top of that, WHAT'S WRONG TOLERATING EACH OTHER OVER TRIVIAL MATTERS?
wtf. dont get it.
mou ngan tai.

captivated :)

2009-03-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

mood: inspired
music: none

HI PEOPLE.
school started a week ago and yeah i can tell you i am ABSOLUTELY BLUR about the assignments and academical stuff.

school's like this so far :
lectures : hella bored.okay not really maybe because im blur or something.
tutorials : so far so good because we are still on the orientation week.
assignment : total blur case. management is an ALIEN subject to me okay.well, because i haven't read up the management text book.
people : so far so good.quite alot of mufy students. and guys, my school's swarmed with LENG LUIS. 8)

monday's the holiday :) weeeeeeeeeeee
but aigoo...i have replacement classes....

wtf.really.
i think my heart just tripped after seeing something.
that something...aih...i thought i got over it already?
why does my heart sank at the moment i saw that?
fecking sensitive, i am =_=..
well, past tense is past tense...

before school reopens, i went for a movie with kuon..
we watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.
okay alot of people might say that it's a draggy movie.because its 170 minutes long xD
but i really like it.
after the movie, i think i shouldn't waste my time to get angry on the people i care for.
because, we may never know when will it end, or what will happen.
and when it ends, we might feel regretful on the things that we had done/should have done to our love ones.
so, i think i should really treasure the time i spend with the important ones in my life.

till then :)

-xin

stress.

2009-02-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

mood: stress
music: none

hello peeps. how's life?
my holidays are ending soon..well~shigotou...shigotou..
anyways people, i fell down. it was like..last thursday.
i fell on the road, so a small part of my knee's skin came off :( pain whey.
so basically, im limping my way out for the past few days.
but im quite okay now..and i wanted to go out more often througout the whole week.
:D

i totally stopped watching Gem Of Life.
stress whey ! all the riches go through such tough and dramatic lives wan meh =_= ?
oh well, i forgotten..these are dramas :)

btw i skipped today's orientation.. :) skru it ~

-xin

rule

2009-02-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

mood: awaken
music: none

i realised how important is the rule : keep it under you hat.
yes..true enough.
okay.zip up my mouth.
really should keep things low.
by the way, im getting less talkative..or share feelings on the blog because of that rule.

im thinking of closing down this blog..
but im just THINKING..haha..because when i have things happening around, i don't feel like posting it up.
but when i have nothing around, i feel like writing but there's actually not much thing to tell.
lame ass right =_=

because im less active now, all i know is :
1) im getting started for school, which i already mentioned here about 473684302374273 times.
2) i super like to watch Gem of Life.
3) im hungry. ALL THE TIME.

ciao people.

-xin

100th post.

2009-02-12T17:41:00.004+08:00

mood: aight =)

music: green - ayumi hamasaki

that is a very typical title yea.

Gem Of Life

i know.im so late to watch this..

currently, im stuck on episode 9.

nice tho.i personally think Lai Ji is hella pretty.

i just finished signing up for the courses and subjects for my 1st year.

suprisingly, i also made up my mind and go for accouting/banking&finance.

so..no more U-turns or reversing...

go for it !

i kept getting weird unknown numbers as misscalls from my phone.

=_= my phone number must be mistaken as some plumber or air-con repairmen.

ps: i've sealed it up.but what if im actually afraid to face the truth?

ps.s: nah.must have been thinking a lot.

-xin

issues

2009-02-06T12:21:00.002+08:00

mood: so-so

music: 22 - Lily Allen (oh god she rocks)

ISSUE NUMBER 1: HAIR
yesterday,i was talking to one of my best buds about hair issues.
i didn't really change my hairstyle frequently because i decided to play on the safe side :D

I was 17 i think.during 2007.that girl in green-tees and jeans is me :D..my (probably) skinniest form in my entire life xD (apart from my childhood days). look at my hair :D

a year later,i made a decision which angered my mom so badly.the boy's haircut.believe or not, i did it partially for a dude.

also,i tried bob-hair and also above-shoulder-length-messy-with-no-style-at-all hair.
so i guess,2008 was a big leap for my hairstyle :D (and also a year with bad hair.ugh)
now im making it grow normally xD

ISSUE NUMBER 2: School
IM BORED.
why do they need to take such a looooooooooooooong time to start the semester?
i cant find a job now T.T..anyways alot of my friends are heading overseas to continue their studies..
you know,the popular ones : Aussie,The States or UK.
so: take caree :D
and i remember yinyin complaining about heatwaves in aus.
global warming ? 0.0

ISSUE NUMBER 3: Movies
I.want.to.watch.movies.
i wanna hit the cinemas...............

-xin

recently

2009-02-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

mood: waaaaaaaay boring
music: Gwen Stefani - Luxurious

heya people :) hows life.
i intended to put up another lame post of lyrics,initially.
and because im really lazy to rant about "the happenings" for chinese new year.
i'll leave CNY memories buried deep in my heart xD

I.NEED.BOOKS.
damn bored okay.holidays are not being envied if we don't do something healthy.
you'll be spacing in front of the idiotic box (the tv,people.) ,spacing in front of the computer,spacing in front of your food and etc etc.
oh no,im getting dumb :( shucks.
on top of that, i find holidays (with no activities) will make a person emo.

so just to say: you'll definitely need to do something healthy during the holidays.
get a part time job.go camps.go join some clubs/activities.get a handful of experiences and memories.then get happy.

all i find the activity-less holiday routine of mine healthy is sticking to books.

a lil comment about men are from mars and women are from venus
okay so far i understood that men live in caves (unilaterally) and women live near loud speakers.
*scratches head*
well,nevermind.
romance is just waay too deep to understand.

-xin

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

2009-01-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

mood: yadda yadda

music: Gloomy Sunday - Bjork

lyrics again xD

This song's from Katy Perry, the name's Thinking Of You

I love the lyrics and i love how she sings the song.

the agony from missing someone...

Another side story:

I finished my Marian Keyes-Anybody Out there.

and i somehow bought Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus.

and yea, i bought Gone With The Wind too.

happy reading =)

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...

You're the best

And yes

I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Oxen CNY

2009-01-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

mood: so-so
music: Aquarium - Saint-Saens

i love this piece. (refering to Aquarium)
i can imagine the fishes and some other aquatic life-thingy swimming and breezing through the cyrstal clear water.

My CNY's schedule (probably) goes this way: relatives,relatives,far-far-away relatives,i-don't-know-who-are-they relatives,friends,my cousin's unknown friends,my parents' friends,relatives,relatives and relatives.

pratically, i meeting a lot of strangers during the CNY visiting but i likey :D

ciaoz !

-xin

tagggged

2009-01-25T12:28:00.003+08:00

mood: trying to immerse into the festive mood but obviously failed.
music: Discord (vocal edit) - Casker

yes.a tag during CNY eve.

20 facts about yourself (wow thats......a lot whey)
RULES: -edit- no rules because I deleted it.wanna tag and make people follow rules.aishhhhh

1) im still 18..plus another 6 months old.

2) no, im not working.im friggin studying.im 18.not 28.

3) yes,i have a brother and no,he's not YOUNGER than me.in fact, he's 3 years older than me.over and out.

4) obviously yes, the above statements are trying to clarify my actual age T.T

5) im not a sucker for plushies but i receive plenty of em from people,especially the mashimaros. do we look alike 0.0?

6) the fact that i have specs-complex is somewhat true. =_=

7) im an absolute sucker for music.couldn't possibly live for one day without it.

8) i have a decent number of anime collections. don't we just love downloading them? 8D

9) the best "good habit" of mine is probably reading.

10) im always glad that i learned piano instead of violin because im waiting for my chance to learn cello *grins*

11) i want to go japan so badly.

12) in fact, i want to travel around the world so badly.

13) speaking of feeling bad, i want malaysia to snow at least once.but if that happens, it's a scene which spells disaster to other countries.

14) im growing green mould and possibly mushrooms throughout my 4-months-and-still-ongoing holiday.

15) i love dogs :D but count chihuahuas out :D

16) i have a bunch of crazy and loving friends *hugs*

17) obviously, i love dbsk and im super bias when it comes to comparisons. 8D

18) i find it hard to finish this tag.

19) because 20 facts is just wayyyy to many for me.

20) finally, i love blogging :D

i tag:
ki
kuon
rosy
bee

-xin

complex?

2009-01-23T17:52:00.002+08:00

just a short note : i think i have specs-complex.
uh...cuz when i look back, i realise all my crushes and ex-lovers WEAR SPECS.
and khalil fong (a singer i am fond with) wear specs.
dbsk boys look super hot/handsome/omigah especially when they wear specs.

>< ugh?

ahh..this is just so random but i just wanna say it out xD

-xin

good news ahead

2009-01-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

mood: anticipated
music: maybe - yiruma

aww.how i love piano pieces <3 *spazz*
anyway it's just a post about my idols DongBangShinKi, i didn't strike any lottery or something :)

anyways! there might be a good news for malaysian cassiopeias !!!! DBSK !!!!
Earlier, malaysia was not included into the 3RD ASIA TOUR MIROTIC simply because there's no organisers.
but fear not :) because many of the cassies are working very hard to track down an organiser and finally, an organiser is willing to give a try on catering the needs for the preparations of the TVXQ concert in Malaysia this year :DDDDDD *squealssssss* !!!!!!!!!!

so people,sign up the petition :) im sure cassies out there (in malaysia) received emails from various official/unofficial malaysian cassiopeias forums and such...
if you don't have,find me xD i'll send it to you..hahahaha

im kinda unsure about going to the concert actually.i mean i would love love love to go but there's many possible events and reasons, strong enough to stop me from going:

1) i friggin don't have partners.not like i can't invite or get to know new people.it's not a major problem but it would be best enjoying the concert with my best buddies......but they have heavy schedules in school/stress from STPM...

2) i friggin scared if there's any clash between the concert and my other important events.yes im being pessimistic because i lost my chance to go to dbsk's concert last year.SPM.i should have went if i knew i am going to get shitty results from the exam.anyways, let hope that wouldn't happen.

3) what else? parents issue.nuff said yea? but i'll do whatever it takes :D

still, i'll find a way :D

finally, i would like to say thank you to the fellow cassies who worked so hard to make this event possible.

DBSK fighting,cassiopeias fighting :) !

as you can see,i suck at giving titles.

2009-01-19T14:34:00.003+08:00

mood: bleh

music: the loud ones to cover up my mum's nagging

it's tough.
i mean it's tough to play the role as the "perfect" daddy-mummy's girl.

not that im treated badly because i when i grew older, i somehow turned into your average decent child with no romance attachments (no,that's nothing to be proud of because it literally means i suck big time in relationships) and score grades fairly enough to keep myself away from those lengthy-philosophical lectures.

mind you,im a pain in the arse when i was still in primary and secondary schools.problematic child was my other name yeah.not that im proud of it...

later that, i received a severe shock from life and that made me turn into a not-so-new-but-there's-changes leaf.that's the past anyway.. :D

back to the present...

they gave me freedom and i cherish it properly without abusing it.in other words, im more like a semi-couch potato who spends a big portion of her time at home during holidays and weekend nights.

lifeless you may say and yea it's kinda unhealthy but i likey :D so many things to do at home and if you need to connect to the outside world without meeting them,there's MSN and sony ericsson K810i.

i like hanging out and have fun but i enjoy hassle-free routine too.hoho :D

so im not in the state where my parents are giving me a hard time nor im shrieking for freedom.they are great,patient and sensible parents alright.

it's jut their expectations which triggers the switch whenever they start giving me their "piece of mind".

mostly,it will be about my character..yeah i know.i kinda suck when it comes to characteristics but no one is perfect lah..not to make myself feel better but i couldn't possibly change every bit of my bad habits right?

and im 19..19 for heaven's sake..can't i have a little of my own ideas and opinions?

end of my complaint.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

nice book yea but my copy's cover is not like that.msia is always a step slower when it comes to selling certain books..
nice but i found out the minor trend about main characters are mostly designed to be widows. (refer to p.s i love you)
still,i like it cuz humour is never a turn-off.

incoming CNY yea :D

-xin

incoming red packets

2009-01-17T16:12:00.003+08:00

mood: irritated.why the weather have to be so hot?
music: fly away - thyme

and here it comes.the very joyous moment celebrated by most Chinese.
yea.Chinese New Year.
i remember ranting about CNY last year.last year's CNY was a blast alright.
cuz i get to visit so many friend's crib (you know la..most form 5-ers miss their classes so much)
this year...er....how will it be?
not that im expecting too much...yea?
=) GATHERING !!!!!! if possible

im getting sleepless nights nowadays.
not because i have emotional problems.just because im idling for few months without doing anything. (working is like...the past tense)
march 2nd !! come faster (when i type this..i think i had a feeling of deja vu..)

i looking into several diet plans right now
yea.mum kept yakking bout this and she feels that i was supposely to go for a diet desperately.
as usual, i don't really care.not that im satisfied about my figure but im just plain lazy.
i mean...to sacrifice all those desserts and pull in extra effort to love exercise which i hated so much.
yes.i hate exercises but i only believe in exercises when it comes to diet plans if you want a healthy and good figure. susah lah....
so,back to the main topic...i think a sense of guilt creeped in after weighing myself on the weighing scale (scales are like...so cruel)
therefore ! im trying to motivate myself and hypnotize myself to love exercise,hate desserts,anti sweets.

not easy leh ! especially the dessert part. go vege and consume less meat is just kid's play.i've been doing that for so long but my weight didn't turn out good because imma sucker for desserts.
so...after browsing through so many diet plans, i still prefer sticking to the good old fashion way.
because i don't wanna starve myself to dead or force myself to throw up after meals. imma chicken xDDD
so people,give me some motivation !

-xin

the aftermath

2009-01-13T14:35:00.002+08:00

mood: steady..lol
music: you are the reason - capsule

After watching Rurouni Kenshin's OVAs,i unintentionally walked myself into darker rooms and run a train of slightly-negative thoughts in my brain. You know,it's your oh-so-typical emo moments :D
Okay,sounds pathetic eh? That is why i always try to avoid those movies/drama/play/whatever with a heavy dose of depressing scenes.
Heck, couldn't life be more happy and stress-free ?!
No, is the answer to my complaint-like question. I always knew that,i thought :D

and annoyingly, im that kind of people who plunge herself deeply into the drama-world. I always call it the "drama hangover" =.=...
so, here i am, bombarding the happy-hippy-electronica-dancing-loud music to heal my drama-hangover. but yeah,im back in the reality don't worry.harharhar..

CNY's coming :D

all happily shopping yar ? =)

-xin

personality test? =D

2009-01-12T03:07:00.002+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
a lil quiz i found to kill boredom.the results..some struck the note..but the rest stayed unsure because i don't fully understand myself :p

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

it was..

2009-01-12T01:46:00.002+08:00

mood: moody
music: eternal - Taku Iwasaki

watched Samurai X : Trust & Betrayal and Samurai X : Reflection
the 2 OVAs i watched is completely different (concept wise) from the manga and the anime.
the OVAs delivered the darker,gloomier (it's like a 10 times heavier) image of Kenshin.
of course, everyone was beautified to compliment the quality of these OVAs.
accompanied by the orchestrated background music, it definately strengthen the beauty of the darktoned-story.

i mean, i cried when i watch Reflection.
The sadness i harbour is stronger than any other anime/OVAs
*okay but ichi rirottu no namida remained the "MOST DEPRESSING SERIES" seat in my opinion.*
im not quite happy,or to say,not feeling fulfilled with the ending in Reflection.
it's like what the author of Rurouni Kenshin,Watsuki-sensei believed that Kenshin went through all the crap and he deserved to have a happy ending.
to me, it will be a true happy ending if i can see Kenshin comes back without going off again,if you watched the OVA you'll know what im trying to say. (but ugh im like the only one watching anime among my friends)
dang.im gonna read the manga to wash off the gloom.

but i seriously,love the OVAs and the series of Rurouni Kenshin.
you may think it's just another anime,a world filled with unrealistic ideals and fantasized dramas.
but when it made you throw yourself into deep thoughts,it's not pure "fantasy" anymore.
of course, no one normal human being can pull off a Rasengan or even master the Hiten Mitsurugi Ryu techniques,which enables the user to literally blow off any living opponents.Worse still, a kame kame ha with you Super Saiyan powers to blow off half the planet *smirks*. Those are the impossibles.
but the values,the insights of human nature,the feelings,the mindset of many animated characters,is a reality check which i find horribly true. (of course you can always find twisted logics too)

artists,is what i call the manga authors.they don't purely draw,but also deliver messages.
sorry if you don't understand what im crapping about xD
i just feel,through certain anime/manga,i can always find things to analyse through or to grasp the meaning behind the curtains.
to me,it's not wasting time afterall.

-xin

drool and facination

2009-01-06T17:54:00.004+08:00

mood: chirpy
music: Come to me (Mellotron Mix) - Clazziquai

What more? Its the oh-so-classic anime which i watched a couple years back when im a kiddo.
Samurai X, or better known as Rurouni Kenshin potraits a lengendary man who slays countless men back in the Revolution Era -- Hitokiri Battousai,Himura Kenshin. However,he decided to throw his cruel self and retired from the Imperialists, ending up as a wanderer. He also made a vow that he will never kill again. With his reverse-blade, he embarked into his journey.....

a sleazy review..i would say xD..and i soon realise that the anime is full of bi-shounen(s) =)
hot guys..that is xD

Yeah.He's one hot guy =). He's short but what attracts me the most is his cool,calm and charismatic personality.
he had some kind of aura...i guess..
and of course, its also because of his swordsmanship ~

One of kenshin's comrade, Sagara Sanosuke (or the opposite? lol)

well, the healthy type =D...

Aoshi-dono ~
he's lost for the sake of glory...
but..he's cute xD

No, i don't know how he looked like but he's my favourite villian. xD

and this.view.is.heart.aching.
episode 31..haha xD..when kenshin says this to Kaoru :thank you for everything..farwell
uwah~ i was like noooooooooooooooooooooooo~

i love Samurai X...=D !!

pic mania

2009-01-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

mood: okay

music: none at the moment

People, my blog is full of dust if you even care to visit my blog =D i thank you if you did that.

laziness attacks, is however, partially the reason why my blog seems abandoned and unwanted.

well, to show you people a good side of me, i read lots of fiction stories and self-help books lately.so it's also another reason(yeah,excuse sounds way better,no?) why i put my blog into hiatus.

no, i still love you, blog =D..

and im VERY lazy, and perhaps find if extremely troublesome to arrange the pics.

so, here's some messy,random "eye candies" (muhahaha) pic from the trip to penang and malacca.

penang was breezy whereas Malacca was hot like anything.

p:s Im so late to watch Twilight but i don't seem to agree much that the movie "rocks to the core". Dark Knight RULES ! *no offense, just personal preference =)*

yea,if you would just excuse my cute mum =)

i don't know but malacca is flooded with antique shop,and these people were soo interested

it was like omgwtfbbq.haha

whoo.candid?

love the colours !

and antiques...

and poser...

they went tru thick and thin for 23 years. My dearest dad and mum

my pretty cousin.she's tall..

my fav pic of all...feel the BOND !

the view from our balcony (ahem.the hotel in penang..that is)

the famous baba laksa place in malacca.pretty old school huh?

got the pics of the interior design but not the laksa,wtfish.

some port in malacca?

i don't know,i just like the signboard.

we walk....and walk....in malacca

My bro's new comp. 22' is soo big.

Yeah, i don't know if i'll survive but I'LL SURVIVE !

considered as an early xmas present, thank you =) *it's actually my offer letter*

my little cousin

the hotel which we stayed in penang.im definately going back there.

night events. my dad's friend's son playing guitar with my uncle.

the lounge in the penang hotel.

another boring shot.

go green.

the man belongs to the sea !

foots in sand

swimming pool with no bikini babes.

morning.

the view again.i just never get tired of it. I WANT MY SEA !

moonbathing.

yea,im serious. btw it's us =D

i swear next time it wont be a sloppy camera phone, but a nikon camera !

the-not-so-comfortable bed.actually it's nice but im sandwiched by my cousins.they love to play kungfu during their sleep.

part of the interior design.

i love this.some place in the Botanical garden in malacca. serenity rules..

am not a flower person but these are pretty.

mini waterfall

some place in malacca,i don't remember edy lah.

group pic without uncle and dad. haha i love bro's gestures.

byebye 2008,hello 2009

2008-12-31T20:02:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year People =)

Hereby i sincerely hope that 2009 is not a hard year because the economy might be going through a downfall in Malaysia next year,due to the sub prime thingy. =/

Bless y'all =)

May 2009 coated with sugar,spice and everything nice =D !

love,xin

tagg

2008-12-30T13:15:00.004+08:00

第一：被点者请在自己的 BLOG里写下答案
第二 : 请传另外十位的人
第三 : 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了
第四 : 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^‘幸福套餐^开始咯!!^^~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~~**~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~*幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : xin
02 年龄 : 18'08
03 生日 : 20.08.1990
04 星座 : Leo
05 兴趣 : music,reading(yeah..the habit that i picked up recently),online,piano and games.
06 专长 : 0.0 dono?
~**~*~*~**~**~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~**~*~**~**~*~*~***~**~*~*~**~**~*~**~*~**~**~*幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : no
02 是否在交往? : no suka mana ada bersama liehh.
03现在幸福吗? : yeap :D
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : courage is the thing i wanted.i can achieve a lot of things with it...kakaka
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话? : o.o lor.
~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~***~*~*~*~*幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是 : aki
02 他是你的 : besties/ex-classmate
03 他的个性? : values friendship,relationships and quite a typical 'Leo' person. :D
04 认识他多久? : since form1
05 你觉得他怎样? : good of course.
06 你想对他说什么 : life is about enjoying.The ups and downs turn to memories and enhances the future of your path of life. So keep running ! :D
~*~**~*~**~**~*~*~*~**~**~*~**~*~**~***~*~**~*~*~*~***~*~**~*~**~*~**~**~*~**幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : comedy.
02 最爱的音乐 : Jazz,classical,K-music,J-music,electronica etc etc etc
03 最爱的季节 : I would love to say Fall but there's only SUMMER 24/7,365 days in Msia.
04 最爱的卡通 : pikachu :D ?
05 最爱的人 : meeeeeeee xD
06 最爱的颜色 : purple
07 最爱的国家 : Malaysia lah of course *sacarsm*
08 最爱的天气 : Rain
~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~**~**~*~**~**~*~***~**~**~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~**~*~**~**~*~*~*幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望 : i want 3 more wishes *grins*
02 你是很专一的人吗 : dono?
03 最深刻的回忆? : not sure. the time i spent with frens/family?
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : okok la.still lousy =.=
05 你很爱微笑吗 : oso okok lah?
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : nope..will strive for it.
07 妄想什么样的生活 : to be super rich.wakaka
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : no..

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点者了. ~*~*~*~**~~**~*~~*~**~*~**~**~*~**~*~~***~~**~*~*~**~~**~*~**~*~***~*~~*~*~*
~NAME LIST~
i don't want to tag anyone :D

lately..

2008-12-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

for so many reasons that im not updating my blog like before..
one of them is simply im not in the mood :)
a lot happened..a lot of stuff is going around
but im just too lazy to rant xD
hence, a short hiatus for my blog until something happen :D

something random:
been reading the: Rules of Life (re-reading..actually.)
been watching a lot of: Stephen Chow's old movies.
been listening a lot lately to: Alicia Keys - Superwoman
been playing a lot of: DJMAX Clazziquai Edtion (PSP) , Persona 4 (PS2) etc etc
been planning a trip to: Malacca on the 27th to 28th of Dec
been hanging around a lot with: my dear cousins
been looking forward to: a better year ahead-2009

a very early Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year to you people :)

love,xin.

actually..

2008-12-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

can't take it anymore.
i'll do something about it.
but sometimes, please go easy on me kay..
i can take criticisms, but to entertain these remarks ain't easy all the time.
as a human being, i have feelings too.
peace =)

被媚慧打刻~

2008-12-12T15:51:00.005+08:00

(1)被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(2)请老实回答每一个问题。
(3)不行擅自涂改题目。
(4)写完请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
(5)点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
(6)那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回－给你填问卷的人

--------------------[壹] 個人題－10題------------------
[1]你叫什么：陈俐欣
[2]你的綽號：xin
[3]你的血型：O型
[4]你的星座：狮子座
[5]你是男還是女：不男不女 xD
[6]你幾歲：18+
[7]你住哪里：面临危机的地球
[8]你現在的學校：明年三月，Monash University
[9]你有沒有手機：有
[10]承上，那是多少: 哈米？

---------------[貳]朋友題－10題-------------------------
[11]你最要好的朋友(限1個) ：棋
[12]你最討厭的人（限1個）：很讨厌人是件麻烦的事情。
[13]你最正的女性朋友（限1個）：Min yi
[14]你最帥的男性朋友（限1個）：本人就是很少男性朋友，答不出
[15]什么樣的女生你最討厭：喜欢讲/听流言，海鲜一族。
[16]什么樣的男生你最討厭：海鲜一族，每天烦感情世界却不努力读书/工作。
[17]你的好朋友有誰（不限）：ki,kuon,rosy,jern han,elaine
[18]你經常和那位朋友出去：kuon,ki,elaine,rosy
[19]你身邊最憨的朋友（限1個，不能自己）：抱歉，华语不好，不明白 ==
[20]你身邊最可愛的朋友（限1個）：pey ling xD

----------------[叁]感情題－15題---------------------
[21]你有沒有喜歡的人：不知道
[22]如果有，那他叫什么：男人 :)
[23]如果沒有，你希望什么時候有另一半：一切随缘
[24]到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：不记得啦，不过应该有。
[25]到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：不记得了
[26]到目前為止，你交過多少個男/女朋友：1 到 100 以内，hoho.
[27]你現在有另一半嗎：没有
[28]你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣嗎：就这样，谢谢你 :)
[29]你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：不会
[30]你為什么會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：why ?
[31]你和另一半牽手過嗎：有
[32]你和另一半抱或親過嗎：100% 没有，不要被吓到 xD
[33]你跟異性牽手過嗎：有？应该吧。
[34]是誰，你們什么關系：猪朋狗友 :D
[35]現在有人在追你嗎：本人没有谴责 :D

------------------[肆]混合題－10題-------------------
[36]如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：难过，但是她一定有她的理由和人生，不必强迫。
[37]如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會怎樣：看情况，看人。
[38]如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會怎樣：随她
[39]如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：有哪里比家更温暖？
[40]你上課認真嗎：认真，还有证人叻 xD
[41]你上課都在做什么：上课？
[42]你功課好不好：还好
[43]你開電腦都在干嘛：听歌，下载东西，看anime
[44]你的即時通有多少個同性：我也想知道
[45]你的即時通里有多少個異性：我也想知道

--------------------[伍]兇手題－10題-------------------
[46]傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：媚慧
[47]這個人對你好不好：ok啊 :D
[48]這個人是你的誰：老同学
[49]你有喜歡過這個人嗎：喜欢
[50]你們認識多久了：3年？
[51]這個人是怎樣的人：漂亮，善良，喜欢设计
[52]這個人正/帥嗎：正
[53]這個人有沒有喜歡過你：不知道？
[54]這個人跟你有沒有在一起過：我们同班啊
[55]萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎樣辦：人家名花有主了 xD

--------------[陸]聯想題－10題-------------------------
[56]說到正妹你會想到誰：angelina jolie
[57]說到帥哥你會想到誰：东方神起
[58]說到憨你會想到誰：==又来？！
[59]說到癡你會想到誰：我
[60]說到暗戀你會想到誰：他
[61]說到出去玩你會想到誰：家人
[62]說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：振汉
[63]說到傻子你會想到誰：他
[64]說到笑點低你會想到誰：我？
[65]說到愛笑你會想到誰：rosyyyy

-----------[柒]學校題－11題------------------------
[66]你的班導是誰：啊？
[67]你的座位是第幾排第幾個：没有固定的
[68]你最喜歡的老師是誰：Ms.Prathiba :) teacher im not dreaming in class yar !
[70]你的英文好嗎：中等
[71]你的體育好嗎：看我的体重就知道啦 xD
[72]你的數學好么：这次大考可以过关，就已经偷笑了。
[73]你喜不喜歡你的校長：没有校长
[74]你的學校好看嗎：还好啦
[75]你的班級是：有4种班: accounting,economics,mathematics and english
76]你的班級在幾樓：二楼？

---------------[捌]點名題－8題---------------------------
不想点名，har har.
犯了很多规矩，sorry 啊

-欣

wee

2008-12-11T22:59:00.004+08:00

mood: joyful
music: Romance (Seoro's Edit) - House Rulez

lazy to talk about penang :p
pics will be uploaded later..
next destination : malacca
and maybe after malacca trip : cameron highlands with the penang gang again :)

Xmas is coming ! Goin anywhere people? :DD

btw,results came out and yea, it was okay.

Life's pretty !

Taken in Ikea.Bitten by the shark woi.Sorry cuz i look retarted.harhar..

stay tuned :D

-xin

the return of the xin

2008-12-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

mood: supposed to be panic but not.
music: none.told ya.running out of songs.people,i need songs.

MUFY-ians.Results are out :)
no.that smiley up there does not represent JOY or RELIEF.
that means,i haven't got an access through the bloody Monash website to view my results.
I have been having difficulties viewing my results during sem 1..
so i guess i'll wait till friday to call up Mr Lee and have him to tell me my results STRAIGHT ONTO MY FACE.
Ugh.Great.
anyways. i am emotionally prepared so...
bring it on yeah.

J-Card Day in Jaya Jusco,Bukit Tinggi.
Jusco's one heck of a brilliant company.
Revenues will definately shoot up,higher than skyscrapers.
Just look at the crowd and it will make you wonder: are those stuff FOC ? lol..
i think it a brilliant idea from Jusco...yeah.
but with the crazy crowds ? hell no..
one trip to the departmental store gives you sore toes and aching neck.
those people..they wouldn't even care..or to put in this way..they don't even have time to say sorry after having their trolley rammed (okay perhaps not so bad..) on people's toes or whatever.
but hey, the offers for bras are definately worth all the troubles and frustrations. xD
bought some stuff and left early before something bad happens.harhar.
overall, one friendly advice : pillows, bolsters, comforter and all the bedsheets are ALWAYS having discounts and clearance sales. not only during J-card days :) yeah ?

im supposed to post about the penang trip..
yeah that was one of the best trip i ever had..haha..
stay tuned :) or i'll skin you :)

-xin

runaway

2008-12-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

mood: lol..pissed?

music: none..hey im running out of songs.

freaking pissed.

dude, get a life.

annoying 10 to 20 calls per day is not nice.

i want a life,and you are not included.

the heck.

told you off nicely and you ignored it.

by the wayyyy...im going to penang this saturday..wohoo~will be back on monday.

it's been quite some time..awww i missed penang xD

food,sunset,beach,new friends(hope so?) and wine and partayyyyy

of course im under my parents' supervision :)

going with my family,uncle's family,and 3 of my dad's friends and their families.

pretty big group huh.

please don't rain.my dear sky :))

oh and a bit of the photo mania. :) harharhar..

random ones, as usual.

puuh..imma avid fan of Starbucks :) Found this thing in Jaya 33..bought it cuz i was curious LOL.

Those weren't mine,unfortunately. :(

This stuff's good.Thomas Kemper in Vanilla Cream flavour.I liked it as it is not too sweet, unlike the other fizzy drinks. You can find it in Jusco Bukit Tinggi and they have the Root Beer flavour too xD. I bought this in Jaya 33 tho.

The unexpected.My dad actually bought this Seiko watch for me because he bought a watch for my brother.Love ya dad <3..i'll>

I drank so quickly and it made me a lil tipsy.So much for 4% alcohol.

Nite people.I love penang :)

-xin

:D

2008-11-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

mood: quirky
music: capsule - pleasure ground

yadda yadda yadda yadda........

lame..

results mao keluar liao lar.

A question : short hair or long hair for me ? Contradicting lar..

-xin

小醉

2008-11-25T02:10:00.003+08:00

不喜欢醉的感觉
因为会勾起很多回忆
不喜欢头昏脑胀的感觉
因为那个时候真的很开心
而那种感觉
已经不可能再有了。

还有，4%的酒精都那么厉害了啦==？
asahi, 真有你的==
大家，早抖。

taggged

2008-11-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

by cynee this time xD

having a downpour lately and i just recovered. =/
i need exercises,food and a good mood to usher the upcoming trip with my family with my dad's friends..and also a calm mindset to receive my test results,which will be disclosed on the 11th of december.

yay to me !! xD

1) Do you think you're hot?
Hot..as in my emotion xD. I just finish the 30th chapter of Moonlight Resonance. Guess why im feeling hot then xD

2) Upload a favourite picture of you!

sorry.and obviously the left one is mua. =)

3) Why do you like that picture?
Er..because i was only "cute" that time? and because im like an old hag now =.=

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
a few months ago i suppose?

5)The last song you listen to?
capsule -More more more

6)What are you doing right now beside this?
cakap dengan bro+looking at the tv cuz he's playing FF12

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
er...li xin/xin was okay.

5 people you tag:
ki
kuon
rosy
xeon
han

8)Who is number 1?
one of my besties ~ my future biz partner also :)

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
sherman guek xD

10)Say something about number 5?
tall, happy, smart ass, my close friend xD

11)How about number 4?
One happy,lucky guy now =p

12)Who is number 2?
my besties, sifu :)

-i won't take a knife and thrust it on your neck if you don't do this tag whey xD.so chill okay..xD-

today was a fun day...nothing is better than an outing with my family.cheers :D

why

2008-11-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

family.
is something very important.

please..

haih.
********

even if there's only 4,short words..

im still happy.
********

emotions swirling..

seeking for salvation..

-xin

the current things

2008-11-18T03:33:00.000+08:00

mood: DJ Max Clazziquai Edition Mode
music: the hollow sound of the air

First of all.I love Clazziquai. my fav electronica/house/jazz korean group.
Secondly, I love DJ Max.
Thirdly, I love PSP.
andden they make me happier,by making a Clazziquai Edition for DJ Max in the PSP.
how cool is that 8D ?
been playing DJ Max portable like for a few days and im addicted.

and it's something like this.if the graphic's too small,visualize O2JAM then.

it's pretty tough to play for me..
although the notes are not THAT HARD (so far) compared to O2JAM'S notes which drop like the speed of lighting..but 2 thumbs for 6 buttons is a challenging for me T.T.
Just like the other DJ Max Portable series, the controls for Clazziquai Edition can go up to 8 buttons -.- (i don't know about this,heard it's on another Version called the Black Square) plus the analog stick..
wtfish.i find difficulties hitting MAX 100% for the whole song.
still! it's one of the biggest reasons why PSP is my fav console.
i still want XBOX 360 thou.....ps2 is getting old and ps3 is waaaaaaaay too costly and not worth it.

I've been having a super lazy holiday.
1 week plus is enough to turn me into a worm.
To think that i still have another 3 months plus of break..i have no idea what i'll turn into 0.0
well...the annoucement of my results are like a few weeks away..
im worry yah.but i'll just enjoy life now and worry later xD.
will find something *meaningful* to do other than idling in the house watching dramas,playing games and dating with the pc or go out with friends.

and this.
唐心风暴之家好月圆..is the current drama im watching.
wa.when i reached second chapter,i feel like cussing already.真的很火叻 xD
i seldom watch dramas,cuz i always prefer a good laugh rather than sniffing and sobbing with wet tissues or getting all cranky over a show.
therefore, i always prefer anime. bwahaha.
but this drama's really nice. =) i liked it as it greatly emphasizes on family issues.
i watched 唐心风暴，but i prefer this..

gotta hit the sack d..its 3.32 am in the morning..
buh bye :)

-xin

long forgotten tag

2008-11-15T17:34:00.004+08:00

RULES:

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

tagged by : rosalind de lee pey ling or just call her pey ling xD

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
Ignorance is bliss.I need more time to conquer the world *coughs*,rather than taking revenge on a flea =) or pea-head =)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Conquer the world !

3. What is your dream?
To suceed in life.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
1)invest it
2)save it
3)travel around
4)donate it to those who needed it.

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
er.no?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone.to find someone you love is hard and being loved by someone whom you don't love is pain in the arse.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
3-5 years..again,it depends on how deep it went..lol..but still..gotta move on...right?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
move on,an attached guy is a no-no.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
i don't like acting and i suck at it.imma stiff and laughs easily.

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
why not..masih kawan mah.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
a..good woman xD ? bwahaha.

12. What's your fear?
test,exam results,fail my tests.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look at the clock ?

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
again,it depends.but

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
duh.someone which i really love.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive and forget.no point bawling over something.it's a burden.

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
in the meantime,single.

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,
wow !!! =.=

i tag :
ki
kuon
jinyen
xeon
bee
zm

cho random

2008-11-13T13:39:00.003+08:00

mood: blue
music: Journey - Yiruma

Don't really know why i blog xD
my holiday pattern is really typical ~
wake up~
eat~
gaming~
pc~
psp~
anime~
manga~
movie~
sleep~
its a 180 degree change from my previous lifestyle
is this really okay xD ??

wanna start my job..

well..=3

-xin

uber lame

2008-11-08T17:20:00.003+08:00

mood: can't you see the sun is like...freaking high and glaring today?
music: you are the reason - Capsule

Firstly, i need a job :) I need cash !

Secondly, i wanna buy DBSK's Photobook: A Week Holiday (Both Camping and It's Stylish),which costs me a "cool" RM400 =.= but if i don't buy now,the value of the photobook will appreciate later.no choice :) dbsk whey.

Thirdly, i haven't get my copy of the MIROTIC album.went pyramid right after my econs paper..but i didn't see any of it T.T. Midvalley got ? Tower Records?

Fourthly, i want my PSP like NOW.I wanna play DJMAX portable.I even got the clazziquai edition.then my PSP adapter is freaking BROKEN now.wtf.

Fifthly,im kinda hooked onto Guitar Hero :)

Thats all for now.FREAKING BLOODY HOT.the weather i mean.

-xin

overdoing things?

2008-11-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

mood: freedom-ing
music: none

firstly,li xin claims that this is NOT an emo post
in my humble opinion, writing about feelings doesn't make a person emo :)
secondly,im not directly talking about romantic relationships althought it more or less contributes and points out some of my feelings.
thirdly,i have no idea why on earth i need to make clarifications xD
DENG !

sometimes i wonder: am i overdoing things?
not all things.i admit im not overly passionate about everything,everyone. {ish xD)
just...
things that i cared for..
things that is important to me..
im,honestly, afraid to lose them.

so i did my best, i put in effort to protect what i possess now.
however.recently, i found out what im doing is just plain bull.
im like overdoing it.
because im so scared to lose what i have now,and i keep putting in effort to ensure things are safetly placed on where it was used to be.at least, in my own imaginary place.maybe i do too much or i think too much.
and i don't want regrets. i always believe efforts brings results.

but then.
when some people weren't meant for you,they just don't.
the things you've done,it meant so much to you.however,they don't mean a thing to the others.
when you hoped for something to happen and strive for it,things just don't turn out the way you expect it to be.
don't get me wrong yet: im not complaining.it's the facts :)are they not?
i still strongly agree that things won't just drop from the sky,waiting for you to pick up the prize.
just: i learned something.
trying too hard,sometimes,just worsen things.
maybe it's time for me to mild down and stay cool.
distance,maybe a certain amount of it,is perfection.
i wouldn't know yet :)

and i think the hardest thing for me to acheive is: the sense of equality.
moderation now,perhaps :)?

-xin

i smell freedom.

2008-11-06T20:26:00.001+08:00

mood: super-cho-berry-berry relieved.

music: none

first of all, hi.people. :D

actually,the pic is just a proof that i survived through the hellish finals.don't really wanna talk about my finals.let the bygones be bygones,then cry all over again on 12 Dec :)
see my happy-distorted-face :) it's not that explicit right? lawl.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
througout my whole nerve cracking semester in MUFY, i didn't really have that much of fun :(
except being with the gou lou and leng mui,and of course friends in MUFY..but still..ish !
many of them are flying to Aussie next year,Monash's Aussie campuses,that is..so...awww man..
well.lazy to crap so much..as i had insomnia yesterday,again.. ;)
not really insomnia lar..the culprit was actually that bloody cup of coffee.caffiene is scary.
heck. i didn't even close my bloody eyes.
don't even know how on earth i managed to finish my econs paper today with my brain half-functioning xD.
oh.i forgot that my brain is always half-functioning.

well~
forced rosy to send me those pics we took during the last class for accounts before finals.
the theme for that event is to wear white and black.
so,let the pictures tell the tale.

these pictures are like 1/1000 of the existing ones. LOL.

paris hilton a.k.a rosy and mua

fuiyoo,model of the year,MR duck xD

Paris-Hilton-wannabe. :)

from top: me,han,rosy and yuen yee.

The pretty models and Ms.Sham + shades

They are all dressed smartly for the event :)

Leng zai Ko and gang

male models of the class :)

The ONLY guys in our account class + Sweet Ms Sham.

Take 2.

The ladies and girls. =)

and take 2.notice something ? lol.

some ladies get to take photos with the guys.this is one of them~
cool <3>

well,thats all for today.tired..

will crap more later xD.

BYE PEOPLE.

it's the final countdown

2008-10-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

mood: gan jiong
music: none

HAVING MY FINALS AFTER TWO WEEKS.

BLESS ME,AND LET ME MAKE IT THROUGH.

TILL THEN, SEE YOU PEOPLE AFTER TWO WEEKS.

250/400 , ENGLISH >65% !

-xin

its about a tall guy

2008-10-12T18:32:00.003+08:00

mood: math mode

music: Breezy Afternoon - Hiroki Mizukami

Happy 18th Birthday, Gou Lou !

see how tall he is. :)

and he's a smart ass too. (which friend of mine is not?sighs)

the three of us always laugh laugh laugh,then rosy and him will always kacau each other.lol.

Mr Yap Jern Han, is hereby legal to do all the illegal stuff, which is he's not allowed to do so for all this while. Don't become naughty pulak ya xD

ji mui (oops sorry,shud be BROTHER), hope you'll be happy always yar.

super happy to know both of u whey :)

Once again, happy birthday babe :) ~

p.s just like what rosy said,we can't get over the ringtone thingy.you should choose that as your ringtone whey.unique mah xD

i've got you~under my skin~

2008-10-07T19:31:00.004+08:00

mood: motivated
music: Hey!(Are you a good girl) - Dong Bang Shin Ki

WARNING: FANGIRL MODE. CONTAINS HIGHLY BIASED REVIEWS.

yes.
during the 26th of september..
DBSK made a flashy comeback with a new album titled "MIROTIC"

They motivates me :)

sorry..its a bit small..to prevent massive nosebleeding (yes..im ss-ing)
the theme for their new album is definitely sexy and mature.
and i like their new songs very much..say me being biased or wadever i don't care =p
I watched the MV for the song Mirotic like don't know how many freaking times..
everyone changed their hairstyle and i kinda get used to it edy.
as usual,Junsu is oh-so-ever-cool ~ gahhh..and i noticed he developed some lean muscles..
HOW HOT THAT CAN BE ?!
changmin finally cut his hair short again..it suits him very much!i thought he was always the cute guy..but he can be very manly whey..
and for yoochun..his emo hairstyle suits him DAMN well ok.so man~
and one of the major nosebleed scene is jaejoong being tied on the wall..gosh.i really cannot get over the scene whey.
btw,yunho is freaking SEXY in that video.wordless.really...i couldn't help but keep staring at him.seriously.overall he gets most of my attention,followed by junsu.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

DBSK fighting~!
**********************************************************************
im super motivated now.
good luck !

another random day

2008-10-02T16:25:00.002+08:00

mood: happy
music: none

started my day with dim sum in Songbird.
i don't really fancy dim sum. i don't know why xD
but i like har gao alot lar.

then i went Pavillion with my family.
bought a bag and some accesories from forever21
=_= so random.
a very nice place for SIGHTSEEING. hmm..sightseeing..ok? :)
crazy dad bought a packet of Marmite-flavoured-rice-crackers. RM7.90 for a few miserable pieces of thingy.
yeng mah.imported from UK =_=. wtfish.
took fishball mee as lunch, somewhere at KL, at some stalls.
cheap and nice whey =)

now, gonna start rushing my oral thingy.
deadline 7pm...

-xin

a random diary

2008-10-01T21:18:00.002+08:00

mood: happy
music: Gymnopdie no.1 - Erik Satie

*morning*
it's the 1st day of hari raya =) selamat hari raya kepada kawan-kawan sekalian ~
when i woke up and walk sleepily down the stairs, i saw a bunch of malay cuisine on the dining table..
yes.every year without fail, my nice neighbours will bring some food over on the very first day of Raya. happy~ there's lemang,rendang,curry kerang,curry vension meat and some cake/biscuits.
nice whey ! thanks puan mariam and uncle sejahli =)
but thats too much of breakfast, so i chomped down my oats instead =/..

*afternoon*
went to setia alam to check out the house.
some number of people moved in edy..which means it's not so kosong edy xD..
dad and mum keep yakking about the house..
about furnishing lar,renovating lar..
actually i like my current house lor. maybe it's because i've been living here for the past 10 years edy? well..won't be moving too soon..maybe next year.
went home around 2 i guess..then we feast on the savoury curries and lemang.
seriously.it just taste so good.the signature rendang ~

*night*
went to the "Feng Shan Shi' near Teluk Pulai..
cuz of the Jiu Wang Ye ? not really sure but it's something that me and my family will do every year. offer prayers,that is.
took a bunch of fruits and off we go to the temple.
pretty crowded and merry =)
pray pray pray.... prayed hard for luck xD
unfortunatly, i didnt manage to snap any pictures because it's really flooded with people.
then grab one yam-flavoured ice bubble tea, which i'd drink it every year during my visit to the temple..

ciaoz.time to do my assignment test Q and my oral presentation thingy.

-xin

不行啦！！

2008-09-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

心情：就快不行啦！
音乐：Electronica and some folk song.

不行啦！
我不可以再这样执迷不悟的。。。
应该说，
我不可以再发白日梦。
人家老早就已经潇洒地过回他原本的生活。。
或许比以前更好，
或许有了好对象，
快乐伤心，都跟我毫无关系了。。不对吗？

受不了啦！！
吃饱饭没事做，就想他吃饱了没。
忙碌的时候，就会想一下他忙得累不累。
雨天更糟。满脑子都装他的事。
哇咧，我很得空hor?
不过也不是时常这样啦，偶尔才会这样的。
但是，还是很不好受leh。。=_=

为什么还要给自己这样无畏的希望？
为什么还要期待？
为什么啥事都把他牵连进来？
为什么总觉得别人都没有他好？
明明很清楚，这些全都只有自己一个人在感受着。。=.=
明明很清楚，时光是不可能倒流的。。

那为什么还当他像神一样地拿来拜 0.0
Why why tell me why ~

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aiya.chill.
actually im not emo..im not disheartened..
i don't plan to do anything more and i knew the full stop really meant a full stop.
no more dragging mud taking water (direct translation of a chinese idiom)
just sometimes, i give myself false hopes..
i blame myself that the relationship blew off
i get all sentimental because i thought of him
and
i don't like me to being a dingbat =_=
worse still, im the lone ranger,the dumbo whom held these one-sided emotions.
wtfish right ?!

honestly, i think it's a poison in me already.
it's kinda hard to cure..
so : don't care lah.sentimental then sentimental lor.whatever la.stupid then stupid la.
as long as i gauranteed my common senses is not malfunctioning..and i won't do anything reckless.
im COOL okay ? *cough cough*

:D but imma livin my life.so far so good.just this particular part of me and my half-ass-studies sucks =_=

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lastly :D
went pyramid with elaine last sunday.
had a really good time with her.lazy to upload photos/brag about it.
girl friends rocks =)
tommorow go college again...to start and finish up the english group oral presentation..
so must say HI to my dear ktm lor. yaaaaaay.

byebye lar people. li xin is damn lame right now.
she looked lame.
she felt lame.
she sounds lame.

then she thought of lamb.
baaaaaa

si beh lame/lamb.

-xin

Happy 18th Birthday

2008-09-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

mood: chillin
music: Hiroki Mizukami - [album] Keep Alive

Finally..she is 18 edy xD

happy birthday babe =)

this pic is kinda old..because i didn't snap her recent pics..due to her new green camera..which we all love xD..

and one thing. it's damn hard to get through your phone whey..the sms i sent is like..
taking 100 years to reach you 0_0..
Anyhow.happy birthday =)..smile always..like you'd always do.

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS ROCKS xD

-xin

tagggeeedd by ki n pekjin

2008-09-22T17:17:00.003+08:00

mood: ok
music: none at the moment.

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him ?
her: besties :)
him: former classmate/friends.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
her: a singer, a good girl, understanding, speak her mind, have her own opinions.
him: a clean guy xD, sweet towards girls, helpful, sincere and honest.

3. The most memorable things /he has done for you.
her: too many..
him: give advices to me ? :)

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you?
her: again, too many.
him: ...er. something to do with the advices he gave.

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
her: be the man and treat her right
him: be blessed. cuz he's a sweet one :)

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
her: definately try to make up. even by force :D
him: ask why and try to make things right.

7. If she/he becomes your lover, she/he has to improve on...
her: the ability to improve/influence me :D
him: no.i should be the one to improve. look at my skin colour :(

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is...
her: i did something really bad
him: the same? lol

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
her: naw. i don't have weird fantasies. but i do hope the friendship between us is always strong.
him: i said i don't fantasize. but i did like to know how he conditions his complexion :D

10. The overall impression of her/him is...
her: a girl worth spending time with.
him: he'd make a good boyfriend. so girls out there... :)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
emo ? duh =.=..or should i say im a little bit of everything...

12. The character of you for yourself is?
listener, and i like the part that i love music.don't ask me why :p

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
half-baked :( and frequent mood-swings.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
er...i can't think of a person. but i wanna succeed in life.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
thanks for liking/caring a half-baked person like me :)

16. 10 frens to tag
rosy
jern han ( i doubt he'll even know about this)
kuon
bee hui
zm
jinyen
ah ma
darryl
wing yip
ah keong

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
aiya. ask him lor..cuz im not sure about the situation edy.

18 Is no. 3 a male or a female?
100% female and feminine :)

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
why not?

20. How about no. 5 and no. 8?
they don't even know each other.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
the same course,same subjects on the desk beside me :)

22. Is no. 4 single?
sorry guys.nope

23. say something about no.6
uber cute and good at dancing.

yay? lol. see this and do the tag. :) buh bye people...i got math A test on the day after tomorrow !
bless me kao kao can? :)
lotsa love to the world. muahhhh

-xin

megane no hito

2008-09-21T22:22:00.003+08:00

mood: math-mode

music: One Step at a Time - Jordin Sparks

minna-san..ogenki desu ka..?
konya wa..samui desu ne? :)

okok..english english.
something super random :) which i wanna share:

bwahahaha.

finally.go get my specs done. the frame is like overwhelming my tiny lil eyes. sighs.
and the case of my specs..is coated with bright pink and white polka dots. omgwtf.
well whatever :)
so i won't kena from lecturer anymore. am i supposed to say yay here =/ ?
my eye-sight is pretty okay. i just can't see the whiteboard properly.

ok.done :) ciao. im so gonna try loving math.

-xin

freedom comes when you learn to let go

2008-09-20T16:36:00.002+08:00

mood: like im filled with various colours of jellybeans in a jar? lol
music: Prayers - Clazziquai

First of all, ignore my last post :) don't know what got into me.
never had i swore that much throughout my freaking 18 years..
and......IT WAS FUN :)

you could say that there is no answer
when the people keep on asking for deliverance
don't be a slave in your sanctuary
freedom comes when you learn to let go

er.something random.
an extract from the song Prayers.
i just love this song so much.
because horan says: freedom comes when you learn to let go
shibuya-kei owns :)

*******************************************************************
went to college today to attend a talk about women rights/children rights/refugee rights/displaced people's right.
and i did something nasty. i RAN off during the talk.
sorry :(
say no to domestic violence/child abuse/discrimination :)

learnt a new word (?) from my accounts lecturer on friday.
the word is SUMO
no.not that sumo....
it means "shut up and move on"

thought of the day:
it's okay to think highly of yourselves.
just don't put other people into the picture, and then compare your mightiness with your so-called the weaker ones, and disses them.
that's just not pretty. okay ? :)
people can't do the things you can do, but they can do what you can't do.
say no to discrimination xD

thats all.lazy to blah the rest out.
toodless :)

-xin

circles

2008-09-15T19:38:00.003+08:00

mood: =D ?
music: none at the moment

yes.althought hectic weeks are gone..
there is more to come.
finally,i can really sit down and focus things one by one.
focus baby, focus.

sheesh.
politics -- the current hot topic among my family members and relatives.
many incidents had happened for the past few days..in fact, political issues spread like wild fire among citizens and it is strongly debatable as it faces many bombardments and critisisms.
Despite of the hot-boiling scenarios we are currently facing with, it is relatively important for many commoners, yes commoners..us commoners to upkeep the spirit of togetherness, the semangat of PERPADUAN
Dont make hasty generalisations. Don't treat all apples are bad in the basket because you spotted a rotten apple in it.
Peace people. Even if its a hipocrisy, it is a necessity. get what i mean?
we wouldn't want any crisis to fall on us. RIGHT?
lips sealed =)

dinner time..byebye

-xin

and one thing---heels kills.
my foot.ugh.

no more..

2008-09-11T18:55:00.002+08:00

mood: recovered
music: Daishi Dance - P.I.A.N.O

dont wanna be emo anymore.
later die in an early age xD

what's there to complain when i know i didn't gave my best shot?

stay strong,stay strong.
time to change to another plan.

just wait and see.
i..can do it..? hopefully.

-xin

accumulating emo-ness.

2008-09-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

mood: obviously that kind of mood.
music: obviously that kind of music.

so tired
but can't sleep

family problems
broken heart still in repair
accumulating stress
insecurities

pray that i can make it through.

short update

2008-09-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

mood: was okay.
music: Beat in Love - Clazziquai.

damn addicted to this song.
i just dont know why ~

nothing interesting to say,nothing interesting to rant about..
experienced something scary/freaky..don't wanna talk about it tho..
so.
a quick review on my schedule througout the early september:

sunday 07/09/08
going to the Handicaps center for moral assignment.might be bringing some biscuits/sweets i think.

monday 08/09/08
Econs assignment test 1.blah.

tuesday 09/09/08
Math B topic test 2.scary..

friday 12/09/08
Research paper submittion date.and im getting nowhere now...

monday 15/09/08
Accounting B topic test 2.
English oral presentation.i am the first one to present.

blesss mehhhh baby !!! =DDDD

-xin

haih

2008-08-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

mood: h-a-i-h
music: none at the moment

recently,i find it hard to cope with my studies..im filled with doubts and insecurities..
i AM bad at math to begin with..trying hard to understand all the terms,laws,graphs...ugh.
and to get rid of my attitude of resenting math,which i keep failing to do so for the past x years.
so.
i shall bare with the teeth-gritting subject througout the whole semester..
and my accounts is getting out of touch with the current syllables =_=.i understand the theories and all but i didnt do any practises. so...its like hanging halfway.
and and and my economics..duh..it's still okay i think...0_0..
and my english =_=during the past few weeks,i must be dreaming...gosh...research paper,2 oral presentations,short-stories+novel..the schedule is like damn hectic wheyy...and im like...the first one to do oral presentations? ...not funny lor.

instead of crapping and complaining here,i should be off to work..
but i do enjoy a bit of whining sometimes :)
ciao.wish me luck.i need to survive and proceed..

-xin-

sometimes.

2008-08-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

mood: calm
music: Ishiki - Shiina Ringo

sometimes.
there are things that i find it difficult to express
its hard to put in words.

a daily dosage of music,is what i needed.
:)
spread the love for music.

movies baby,movies.

2008-08-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

mood: happy =3
music: Prayers - Clazziquai [horan:freedom comes when you learn to let go]

went Bukit Raja's JJ for movie with ma babes today =D
ki and sio wei..its my 1st time to watch movie with sio wei..
we watch :

You Don't Mess With The Zohan

Frankly.The movie is about banging,banging and more banging.If you know what im trying to say xD.
alot of scenes were missing..0_0..well it was rated "U"..when it wasn't supposed to =p..
pretty funny thought.pretty controversial too :) ...
i'd root for "Meet Dave".But the airing time is like..6.45pm..=_=..i haven't watch it..T-T
But yea..it was okay,the Zohan.. =D.

Bought stuff..didnt buy clothes kay xD ! went to a few shops to pick up mum's clothes instead o.0...I bought some BOOKS leh..

SM entertainment : Exclusive interview =3
and its obvious why i bought it. Because it features Dong Bang Shin Ki.
ki and my fav BUBBLEGUM BOYBAND =)
i don't like boybands.But im super bias when it comes to DBSK.
so..i heart them =3
actually ah ki spotted it first.
and i bought it..
we'll share and read !! Spread the LOVE ~

21 : Bringing Down the House
I guess most of the people knew about this..
its was made into a movie..
but i've been eyeing on this book since ages ago =_=..
and i decided to buy it today.
Happy reading xD

Haha xD my look-alike~ Teh Bunny
a present from ah ki =3..
thanks..i love my bunny. i love stuff like these.
and i dont know why..everyone seems to say stuff like these resembles me =_=..
wahaha..anyways thanks =)

Great day i've had <3..>

-xin-

anime mania

2008-08-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

mood: relaxed
music: Tokyo Jihen - Botomin

i was supposed to blog about my Bird day xD..
but yea.as usual..laziness attacks.
leave it till tml..or the day after tml..hahas..
and partially,i need pics from my dad's camera..the camera is with him now...
so..conclusion = leave it til later ! =D

but i seriously,enjoyed those celebrations..thanks people =)

yea and as expected,not even a WORD from someone.
even thou i do admit that there's still a dim light of hope exists within me..
oh well.forget it.
cuz horan says: freedom comes when u learn to let go.

been watching:
Natsume no Yuujinchou
Kyouran Kazoku Nikki
Itazura na Kiss
Shugo Chara!
Special A
SOUL EATER !!! 8D
Mahou Tsukai ni Taisetsu no Koto ~Natsu no Sora~
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu
Sekirei
Gintama

thanks to the invention of torrent,thanks to the fansubs =)
RESPECTS =DD
so..yeap.most of them were shoujo-genre..
and i dono why im hooked to Special A and its not very special..
anyways =D
something to share:

My all time favourite anime: Gintama =D
my first impression was like:what the hell is this? the era of samurai being conquered by species from the other planets?
but i tell you, i CAN'T stop laughing over it since i started watching gintama.
I wonder why not many of the Malaysians watch Gintama cuz its like freaking funny.seriously funny.Hideaki Sora-san is a pure genius.
and oh yea i forget.disgusting jokes are not everyone's cup of tea....
i dono about other people,but it sure gave me a good laugh =D...
its not all pure comedy thou =)..some of the parts of Gintama can very touching..

and soul eater.
you knew what you will get from most of the shounen-genres rite =)
butt-kicking,the value of friendship,saving the world,grew up from some wimp into a powerful-ass-kicking guy..etc etc etc
its pretty popular.but it is slightly different from the typical shounen anime.
cuz i feed for storyline.not for popularity. (fingers crossed..lelele)
and i liked it :D..Packed with full of action and adventures,blended with a sense of humour,potraited in a funky yet unique style...so.....
yea.its nice =) go try it people =D

Natsume no Yuujinchou talks about a guy named Natsume,whom can see through spirits and demonic-figures (?). Somehow,ghostly figures(again..i dono how to describe spiritual figures) chase after him to take back their names from the "Book of Friends" which was passed down to Natsume by his grandmother,Reiko. Natsume decided to give back the names to those spirits. A mysterious cat(not exactly a cat),which Natsume call him Nyanko-sensei wants to get hold of the book.By making a pact with Natsume,nyanko-sensei promised to be his bodyguard and if Natsume died on the process,nyanko-sensei will have that book. And..
geez.my description is just full of crap =_=
go watch the anime instead.very relaxing..very touching..very Summerish =D

tired =_=.
to be continued...

-xin-

random-ness

2008-08-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

mood: as u can see,my mood is always bla/duh/blank. =)
music: none at the moment.

为什么~
明明知道这样已定为局了，
为什么还有那一点点的期待？

咳。
当我没说过 =_=

明天得滚去KL。。。
很少说在巴生以外的地方庆祝。
是麻烦一点啦，得滚到这样远哦。
不过，应该会满好玩的啦。

看来，是有距离的。
所以，得保持距离。

-xin-

cuz i dont want to

2008-08-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

mood: chill
music: the cat house - night love (broadcasting ver.)

first and foremost,
JAZZ LIVES !
haha yea its random i know.

someone asked me this question today:
why not find another guy so that you can completely let go him?
er..yea. i said before,the best remedy to forget the previous relationship,is to embrace a new relationship.
embrace sounds...... >.< owh whatever.
anyways..
i dont feel like finding another one.
after him,i think i lost the interest ? not that i stop believing that there will be a better guy out there. or maybe i still have a thiny-wheeny bit of feelings for him..i duno.
the reason why i love:
i love someone not because i needed to love or to feel loved.
i love someone,simply because i love that person xD.
dont tell me,a life without romance is not a life?
=/...
well,nuff said xD

holidays =DDD
the fun part of holidays, is to kiss ktm's arse goodbye for one week.
and no more annoying-5.50am-noisy-alarm calls for one week.
see. =)
but after the break..i shall face the music..T-T..
well well..do what i can for now ~

-xin-

blabla

2008-08-16T17:03:00.003+08:00

mood: duh
music: Yellow Moon - Akeboshi

firstly,
yah. its supposed to be an emo post.
but there's a always a saying : you reap what you sow.
therefore,in short, all i can say is i dont put in enough effort.
wait and see, thats not the end of me.

secondly xD
i slept till 11 something today~lolness..
and i went to bed around 9 something last night =_=...wah-ness..imagine how many hours i've slept.
and all i feel now is dizziness....
cuz i sleep too much :(
23.08.08, there will (still?) be a gathering for 5A3 students xD
i've decided to not attend that gathering.
cuz..im lazy~

headache =_=..
signin offfff

-xin-

itazura na kiss =3

2008-08-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

mood: "izzit friday yet !?!?!?!"
music: You - Kazami Acoustic ver. [suteki no utau desu]

gonna make this short cuz my bro wanna use laptop dy.
i am currently watching this anime Itazura Na Kiss.
its about a girl having this unrequited love towards a guy whom she falls deeply in love with.
she's clumpsy and basically have no talents in everything..
but one characteristic of her triumphed the rest : DETERMINATION.

how much courage and patience do u think a girl needs in order to continue her feelings for a guy that doesnt like her one bit?
sometimes i think she's really one hard-headed person.why try so hard?
that guy gave her a cold shoulder whenever she approaches him..
even when she puts in extra efforts, that guy just shove it off like it doesn't matters him one bit.
however...
she doesn't give up =)
although there are times when she feels that its plain meaningless to have hopes..
although there are times when she wanted to give up..
she managed to hold onto it.

so..they ended up being husband and wife ~
i wonder..do such person exists in real life?
it may sounds unrealistic.
because there are times when we often held high hopes,
disappointment hits us like tidal waves.
but if we don't even put in any effort to try,
then there will be NO hope.

its not just about relationships,
like what gin-san of "Gintama" said:
"Everyday is a Test of Courage for men. If it weren't like that, we'd all just rot away"

xD

-xin-

keep holding on

2008-08-12T02:37:00.003+08:00

chan li xin,

get a grip ! you know you can do better !

just endure it and get through it !

nothing is obstructing your way !

priorites come first, set aside your needless emotions !

you can do better than what you are now.

GOODLUCK TO MYSELF !

when i think of you

2008-08-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

mood: nostalgia
music: Winter Memory - House Rulez

Before i post this..i think im the only few ones whom misses my secondary school so badly :(
yes.and i dont know why.

Winter Memory..whenever i heard this song..i'll be reminiscing the past..
it drags me back to 2007...
especially the end of 2007 =D
yea i know Malaysia don't have winter.
but yea..the song is nostalgic.
many wonderful things happened...08 was so different from 07...
i miss 07..i miss my friends..i miss my form 5 life...
i miss the laughter we used to share..i miss those moments when we lay on each other's shoulder,comforting each other..i miss those crazy lame jokes and freaky moves we used to make in class..we used to be so boisterious..so full of emotion..so free spirited..
i really miss us.
and to the rest of the 4/5A3..i really do miss us.
thanks for the memories =)

这是一张充满烂烂的华文得文章。

你。
我时我真的还会，偷偷地想起你。
只是少了那份强烈的痛楚。
不是在寂寞的时候，我会想起你。
而是想起你的时候，我才会寂寞。
你。还好吗？
快乐吗？
还有。这次我不会再say sorry.
instead,谢谢你。
要笑噢！不要一直耍酷啦。

还有你。
谢谢你=)
希望以前的我们，也会像是现在的我们。
是有了裂痕，是有了隔膜，
但你，是不能被取代的。
不用特别地做什么。因为我对我们有信心=)
不理我，我就会用以前的“猫爪”来抓你。=P

还有你。
xD很感激你。陪我度过黑暗的时刻。
也别忘了，我也可以和你一样，陪你走。
可能会差了一点，所以不要嫌啦。

最后，谢谢你们啊。

-欣-
P/S. don't mind my crappy chinese !

confessions

2008-08-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

mood: guilty
music: tohoshinki - 君を好きになってしまったんだろう？ [addicted man]

im currently under recession like what rosy had described me xD
got lectured by ms.prathiba today for not doing her work.
yes.im being lazy these days..
and im being tempted by PSP..i don't even know what im doing over the weekends..wasting my precious time for studies.
SHIT.
seriously i have to get a grip of my studies..
i've made her dissapointed...
sorry..
i will never do this again.

tomorrow's math B assesment.
I CAN, AND MUST DO IT ! :D

-xin

im not

2008-08-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

mood: assorted feelings.
music : nu-jazz

im chomping down the Magnum ice cream as i type this.
alone at home.
mum went for qi gong,brother went for dinner with friends,dad's not home yet.

its been a hectic week for me..
with all the pilling homeworks,which i haven't finish it up..
and i only managed to sleep for a total of 6-7 hours during the last two days..
came home from school after loitering around at Pyramid with my heng dais xD
then dropped dead on the bed after taking a shower.
so.damn.tired.

when i woke up,everyone's gone.lolness..
ate salmon and some brown rice.
lol what a random thing from me xD

starin at the mirror,
i noticed those big big pimples growing on my cheeks.
i noticed my hair is in a mess.
i noticed how much weight i've gained for the past few months.
walaoeh.
serious shyt.

nex week is the assesments week.
math A B a.

ciaoz.

-xin-

no need of it

2008-07-31T00:48:00.002+08:00

mood: panic + sleepy + irritated + groggy + cranky
music: none other than the sound of the hollow air

Shucks.
1.12am.Yesh.
Im still here.Doing my blardy research paper.
i can feel the adrenaline rush reacting inside of me.
Shyt.I need to sleep.Im freaking blardy tired.
Blame it on me..im not aware of the stupid deadline.
THIS FRIDAY.YAYNESS FOR THE ULTIMATE SLACKER.
i will never,ever,ever do last minute work again.
but hey.im still blogging here anyway =D....
lalalala

Somewhere,at this time,near my area..
some FOREST is on fire.
my nose is suffering now.im groggy but I.CANT.SLEEP due to the irritation of the smoke.
so does those pitifully dry,wilted trees,burning into ashes.
2 possible culprits:
a) the friggin weather.its too hot.people,take good care of yourselves.many of them fell sick.take lotsa lotsa fluids and vitamins =)
b) some immoralist is setting the forest on fire. i can only present them one word : BASTARDS.

IM SUFFOCATING HERE ! DAMN.
and i don't wanna die of lung cancer.
nooooo :(

口不对心

2008-07-28T20:26:00.004+08:00

mood: random
music: random

都是一场误会。
都是一时快嘴，话都说不对。

并不是这个意思。
却由情绪放肆地控制。

怎样。
就是这样。

jazz are for nights.

2008-07-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

mood: slacking
music: Its Oh So Quiet - Bjork

well,im supposed to study for test.
next week wheyy.
but end up slacking here.
still blur blur but dont feel like studying on weekends.

i always loved jazz,or some might classify them as blues.im also a big big fan of electronica music.
i love Shiina Ringo,since i heard her song "Kuki" when i was 14-15 i think.
and recently,Bjork xD
they are not purely jazz musicians,they have a pretty wide range of talents.
from jazz,rock to electronica :)
aint it awesome ?!
Bjork's kinda bizzare at first,but she has that super mellow and sexy voice.and i started to like her even better now after hearing her version of "Gloomy Sunday".
then i came across to something call Nu-Jazz last year.

whats Nu-jazz?
its some kind of new genre introduced in the late 90s.
it's some electronica jazz with repetitive tunes,imagine hip hop plus jazz.
thats really,really nice.
and its pretty amazing.to find that jazz can actually match hip hop's funky beats.
the fresh vibrant beats mixing with the mellow,slightly darkish and chilling notes.
so far i have only listened to korea and japan's nu-jazz artists.
but this genre's kinda hard to find. =/

I.NEED.MORE.JAZZ.

and oh something random.
my life cycling in a stagnant flow.
life repeats the same routine for me to do after one week by another.
well,thats how it is.

that's how life,sometimes,is.

-xin-

The.Dancing.Notes

new member at home

废话

Love Love Love - Epik high

idols + birthday shoutouts + finals

dead meat

in a chilly nite

recently

Gonna be awhile? Grab that Xin :)

:)

short note

sometimes

兴趣 ：)

catch me as i fall, you won't.

this is an SS post

im sorry xD

mix post

its just another way round

Happy Birthday

outdated-events and current happenings

worsen

mega sales in malaysia 2009

it is a happy day =/

a shot of update

:)

nostalgia

:)

废话

no such thing

uh huh

randomly

urgent

a slice of my thoughts

holla !

roarrrr

captivated :)

stress.

rule

100th post.

issues

recently

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

Oxen CNY

tagggged

complex?

good news ahead

as you can see,i suck at giving titles.

incoming red packets

the aftermath

personality test? =D

it was..

drool and facination

pic mania

byebye 2008,hello 2009

tagg

lately..

actually..

被媚慧打刻~

wee

the return of the xin

runaway

:D

小醉

taggged

why

the current things

long forgotten tag

cho random

uber lame

overdoing things?

i smell freedom.

it's the final countdown

its about a tall guy

i've got you~under my skin~

another random day

a random diary

不行啦！！

Happy 18th Birthday

tagggeeedd by ki n pekjin

megane no hito

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